C863 Love Beyond All Expectations(2)
He held Liard's hand that held the saber and looked at her.
"Liard, you picked up my life! My rebirth was also because of you! You are the person I want to thank the most in my life! However, I, Tang Zhishen, will not be so petty as to sacrifice my family. My love will repay a debt of gratitude! I can't do it! And I will never do it! I owe you Liard, I, Tang Zhishen, am willing to use my life to repay you! But... If you want my love, it's impossible! Absolutely impossible!"
His sharp gaze was so light that it chilled one's heart...
" Liard, you don't need to cut your own blood vessels with a knife. Come, come at me! Even if I, Tang Zhishen, die in your hands today, I will definitely not have any complaints, because my life should belong to you! This is what I owe you. So, I... will return it to you today!"
He said...
He held the knife and waited for Liard to come back to her senses in the future.
The sharp knife had already pierced through Tang Zhishen's chest.
"Ah!"
A scream belonged to Liard.
Tang Zhishen, on the other hand, did not have the slightest change on his face under the mask. Only, his blue eyes slightly contracted.
In fact, his blue eyes revealed a faint smile.
That was a feeling of relief...
It caused Liard's heart to palpitate in fear and in addition to that, there was endless sorrow...
So...
This man would rather die than be with her!
In order to break free from her confinement, he would rather return this life that she saved to her!!
"Mask!!"
Relo was also shocked by Tang Zhishen's crazy actions.
Blood dripped down to his chest.
Liard was so scared that her face turned pale. Relo had already gone out to invite Bai Li to bandage Tang Zhishen's wound.
"Mask, you... why are you doing this?"
Liard asked as she was still rummaging through her medical case. Her fingers were trembling non-stop.
"You... You mean, you will return your life to me and from now on, we will be even?"
"No."
Tang Zhishen denied it.
He continued, "Liard, I just want to tell you that I would rather die. I don't want to abandon the mother and daughter anymore! You have not experienced everything that happened to me seven years ago. So... You won't know how I hurt that girl seven years ago. "
Liard's red and swollen eyes revealed a pleased look, "So, Mask, you are unwilling to give up on them because of the guilt and self-blame in your heart. Am I right? "
"I have guilt and self-blame in my heart. I even hate myself. I will save myself the trouble of asking myself to face such a kind girl. How did I do that to hurt her?! All of this guilt and self-blame came from one point... That is, my love for her! Because I love her, that is why I blame myself when I face the mistakes of the past, that is why I feel guilty! And because I love her, so... I won't give up on her, and I won't be willing to give up on her!! And also because I love her, so... I won't give up on her, nor will I be willing to give up on her! You... Liard... I'm sorry, besides kindness, it's familial love! I, Tang Zhishen, have always been such a straightforward person! Love is love. No love is no love! No matter how much kindness you owe me, it can't be turned into old age together! And now, you are not forcing me to marry you, but... forcing me to be a heartless man!! If I marry you, I will no longer have the qualifications to be that brat's father! And I won't have the face to see that girl again! So... Liard, if you really think that I owe you my life, please take it back! "
The last sentence...
Determination made Liard cry non-stop...
She looked at the military knife that was still embedded in his chest. Finally, she could not help but whimper in pain...1
"Mask, you really... Do you really love that woman that much?"
She was still somewhat unwilling to believe this fact...
"Yes."
Tang Zhishen nodded affirmatively and looked deeply at Liard opposite him. "This kind of love is out of your expectations and also out of my expectations. But it can't be helped. Emotions are not controlled by the brain at all."
His words... When he said it, there was clearly some kind of smile in his eyes!
So blissful...
So straightforward!
He directly expressed the happiness and joy he felt when he loved that woman.
Liard's hand that was holding the ointment was still trembling...
"But, she doesn't love you enough!!"
She practically roared out, "If she really loves you, will she leave you? If she really loves you, she should just snatch you from me, that's all. But what did she do? She gave you to me without any effort!! She didn't love you at all! "
Tang Zhishen only smiled at Liard's words.
He shook his head." This is only because you don't understand her love! "
He knew that it was good as long as he understood. It didn't matter if others didn't understand or not. He didn't need anyone to understand either.
She loved him. That true love of hers was definitely not weaker than anyone else's.
She just... She could not bear to look at him. It was difficult to choose!
That stupid woman would always think from his point of view, but she would bear all the pain by herself.
Maybe...
This is also one of the reasons why I love her!!
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