C859 The Only Person He Wanted to Marry(2)
Just...
It was a kiss with a complicated taste!
It was a mixture of too much difficulty and craziness as it tangled and kissed deeply...
It was as if, no matter what, it was not enough for her!
Yueqing did not say anything and did not do anything. Just like that, she silently endured his kiss...
However, inexplicably, the corners of her eyes were still wet with tears...
And the Tang Zhishen on her...
He did nothing but kiss her. He did not do anything else.
It was only when the two of them were panting from the kiss that Tang Zhishen let go of Yueqing. He even found it difficult to breathe.
He rolled down from her body and laid beside her, panting.
Their breathing blended and rose and fell, but for a long time, no one spoke.
A long time...
Their breathing calmed down...
The two of them laid down quietly, looking at the stars in the sky, allowing time to pass by...
His hand climbed over the grass, reached over, and tightly held her small hand.
It was very tight...
That feeling was as if he was afraid that she would disappear.
Tang Zhishen almost did not dare to imagine the way he was going to walk in the future!
"What do you think I should do?"
His voice was a little hoarse from the sand.
His tone was filled with helplessness and difficulty...
This time, he really had no idea...
Confusion, endless confusion...
It was as if he had fallen into a fog barrier!
Yueqing tilted her head to look at him and tried to force a smile, "Didn't you already make your choice?"
Tang Zhishen's deep blue eyes sank.
For a moment, Yueqing seemed to see a sparkling mist in his eyes.
She did not know if it was the light of the night or the misty tears...
She only knew that in his eyes, what was reflected was a kind of... endless pain!
He narrowed his eyes. "You are angry... Yes, you should be angry..."
You must be angry at him!!
Why did he do that!?
This girl...
She gave him so much! !!
He had given him love, he had given him happiness, he had given him all his memories, he had given him youth, and even left the most precious love crystal for him...
And me? What did she give him?
Other than this endless amount of damage, it was also damage!!
He, could not give her anything! And he didn't give her anything!!
"Zhishen, I'm not angry!"
She really wasn't angry. The only feeling she had...
It was heartache, and also heartache!
She could understand his pain...
The choice wasn't made by him, it was forced, that feeling of being in a dilemma...
He wouldn't live a better life than any of them!
"I am very sad, but I know that there is one person who is more sad than any of us..."
Yueqing looked at him sincerely. Every word and every sentence was spoken with such sincerity.
Her hand tightly held his cold big hand.
"I don't blame you, nor do I force you. I know, I know you are powerless, and I also know your guilt, your helplessness..."
Her voice couldn't help but choke...
"Since you have already made your choice, don't hesitate anymore... Don't, don't do it for yourself!!"
This way...
It will only make her feel more and more uncomfortable!!
As for her words of encouragement...
Tang Zhishen did not say a word.
It wasn't that he didn't want to say anything, but...
His throat was choked by a sour feeling. He really couldn't say a word.
However, in Netherblue's eyes...
It became redder and redder...
Blood capillaries covered the entire eye sockets...
Finally...
He spoke.0
He held her fair cheeks and said, "You are the only woman in my life that I, Tang Zhishen, want to marry!"
Yueqing's heart suddenly trembled.
"But why did the heavens not let me get you..."
His voice choked with sobs, but in the end, he laughed...
"Perhaps, this is the punishment from God. In the past, you wasted too much of your effort on me. In the past, I might have had the chance to grab it, but... until now, there is no room for me to choose, right?"
Confusion filled his eyes...
Yueqing forcefully held back her tears...
"Qin Yueqing..."
He called out to her in a weak voice, "Let me tell you something to be happy about..."
"Yes!"
Yueqing nodded and tears flowed down her face...
"I remember now..."
"Hmm??"
"[About our past, little by little... Also, every bit of damage to you, every promise, is like a movie...] I remember now!! "
Just as he said those three words to Liard...
Memories of her flooded his mind like a fountain!
It was so intense and painful!
Yueqing smiled, but she cried again...
She really did not know if it was a good thing or a bad thing to suddenly think of those past events...
"Do you remember I said that we are going to St. Peter's City to get married?"
"Yes?"
Yueqing tilted her head and looked at him. She smiled and said, "Do you remember that? But I don't remember this thing... Did you remember wrongly? "
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