1415: C1415 Unspeakable Emotions

C1415 Unspeakable Emotions

Lee's gaze was filled with melancholy, along with some contemplation, reminiscence, confusion and loss.

Jin Jingxiu stared at Lee in a daze. Her lips were trembling non-stop and her body was trembling non-stop. Her right hand suddenly reached for the door handle.

My heart leaped to my throat, and I began to tremble with the strain.

It hurt! It hurt!

At this moment, my balls suddenly hurt!

At this moment, I was suddenly very excited. It was as if I was about to experience a heart-wrenching scene: Jin Jingxiu opened the car door and shouted, then ran towards Lee. Lee was instantly stunned, then the two of them were shocked, as though they were in a dream.

At this moment, an indescribable feeling surged in my heart. I was suddenly unwilling to see the scene that was about to occur, suddenly unwilling to accept such a scene, and suddenly unwilling to grant their wish. I don't know if I'm unwilling to give it to Jin Jingxiu or Lee.

It seems that Lee's betrayal of Jin Jingxiu was unexplainable, and I kept it in my heart for some reason. Although the matter between them had nothing to do with me, I still didn't want to see such an unexpected encounter scene.

Just when Jin Jingxiu's hand was about to open the car door, her body suddenly stopped moving, her body trembled, her movements became a little stiff. Her right hand grabbed the door handle tightly, her eyes stared at Lee outside the car, her lips continued to tremble, and her facial expression continued to twitch, but she didn't open the car door after all.

In an instant, her face paled. I knew that she was in an extreme state of shock. The shock she felt in her heart was indescribable.

However, she also had a surprising amount of self-control. She really didn't open the car door, and she actually used an astonishing amount of willpower to control her impulses.

Without a doubt, her heart was incomparably strong. The current her was no longer that childish girl from 30 years ago. Her will was enough for her to be able to control her thoughts under any circumstances.

At this moment, Lee suddenly stopped. With his back facing us, he stood there and surveyed the direction of the sea. Although I couldn't see Lee's expression at this moment, but I think that his eyes were deep and he was probably thinking about something alone.

Another gust of wind blew by. The few strands of white hair on Lee's forehead were blown up again, making him look exceptionally old.

Jin Jingxiu just sat there stiffly, staring at Lee's direction. Looking at Lee's back, her eyes had already recovered from the shock, but there was an indescribable bleak sadness in her eyes, as well as complicated emotions.

I decided that since Jin Jingxiu hadn't opened the car door, she wouldn't open it again.

She seemed to have made some kind of decision in that brief moment. The decision seemed easy to her, but it also seemed difficult. When she made this decision, her heart must have been filled with pain and suffering.

She just stared straight at Lee, looking at the man who had mercilessly abandoned her 30 years ago, looking at the man who had given her body 30 years ago, looking at this man who had made her miss him day and night for over 30 years, making her change her entire life.

What kind of suffering was this? What kind of shocking scene was this? What kind of torture was this? What kind of self-control? What kind of searing pain was this?

More than 30 years had passed. He thought that he would never be able to see her again in this life. He had thought that Guestli, who he had sincerely and sincerely once been, had already become a dream. However, he had never expected to meet her, to meet this man who he loved dearly but had hurt him deeply!

Even though they had met, they would never meet. Even though they were deeply rooted in place, they wouldn't meet again. Even though they were shocked, they wouldn't collapse. This was what Jin Jingxiu could do now. At this moment, Jin Jingxiu's heart was strong enough. Her will and thoughts were mature enough. She knew what she should do in this situation.

Maybe she didn't open the car door after all, thinking more than I did, maybe she thought more than I did.

I heaved a sigh of relief. It was a little loose, a little relieved, but also a little regretful.

However, I felt that I shouldn't be regretting it. I really didn't want to see the scene of Jin Jingxiu and Lee reuniting.

I feel a little bad.

Of course, I know that this isn't something I can decide, that I can't control.

Even though I couldn't make the decision, it seemed to fit my thinking.

I coughed softly. "Aunt Jin."

"Eh." Jin Jingxiu came back to her senses and looked at me as if she had just lost her composure. She took a deep breath and then stroked her hair as she looked at me.

"What's the matter with you?" I pretended not to know.

"I... My body suddenly felt a bit uncomfortable just now, so I lost control of myself. Jin Jingxiu smiled. "However, I am fine now."

"It's really okay?" I stared at Jin Jingxiu's face.

"Hur hur. It's really alright now. " Jin Jingxiu even smiled, but I could hear that her smile was dry.

After saying that, Jin Jingxiu's gaze subconsciously fell on Lee, who was outside the car, and she tightly pursed her lips.

After a moment of silence, I said, "Aunt Jin. Do you see that old man in front with his back to us? "

"Yes." Jin Jingxiu frowned and looked at me.

It seemed that she didn't like me calling Lee an old man, as if Lee was always young and youthful in her eyes. But that was only Lee in her eyes more than 30 years ago. Lee was now like a river that was gradually growing older.

Yesterday like that east water away from me can not stay, time like water, never come back.

"You seem to have been watching him." "No," I said.

"Is that so? I've been watching the scenery outside the car. " Jin Jingxiu smiled faintly, as if she was trying to cover up her uneasiness. "Why do you think I'm looking at him instead of the scenery around me?"

"Hur hur, then I thought you were wrong. I thought you were looking at this person." I smiled.

Jin Jingxiu looked at me but said nothing.

Lee still stood there and looked at the sea in the distance.

"I know him!" "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu's eyelids twitched. "You know him?"

"Yes, this person is no ordinary person." "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu's eyelids twitched once again. She couldn't help but look at Lee and then looked at me. "Tell me about it."

"Aunt Jin is interested in this person as well?" I don't need to use the word old man this time. I don't want to provoke Jin Jingxiu.

"Since I'm free, I might be able to pass the time by listening to your stories." Jin Jingxiu made an absent-minded face, but I had the distinct feeling that she was dying to hear more.

I said, "His surname is Li."

Jin Jingxiu looked at me intently.

He is the deputy mayor and the chief of police. He is a high official and his wife is also a high official. I said slowly, noting the change in Jin Jingxiu's expression.

Jin Jingxiu's body trembled for a moment. Then, she casually turned her head to look outside the car and looked in the direction of Lee. She said, "Go on."

"In mainland China, under the mainland's bureaucracy, you should understand the power of a police chief. You should understand how important the position of a police chief is. Although he holds the title of deputy mayor, his actual power is the position of a police chief." I went on.

Jin Jingxiu nodded and continued to look at Lee, who was outside the car.

He has been standing in this position for a long time, and his power has also reached its peak. Not only him, but his wife also has a very high position in the position of Minister of Regional Organizations, but it did not last long. In a struggle for power, he was defeated, and was moved to a position where he has no right to be the Vice President of the Municipal Assembly. Although his rank has not changed, he has actually become an idler. "No," I said.

"Oh." Jin Jingxiu looked at me.

"I had thought that he might safely pass through the final moments of his career, but who would have thought that after a short while, a huge storm would come crashing down on him. His opponent did not let him off, but pursued him relentlessly, wanting to put him in a situation where he was completely unable to turn things around. So, because of financial problems, he and his wife entered together and were sentenced to death by the court."

"Ah!" Jin Jingxiu couldn't help but cry out.

"He was unfortunate, but he was also fortunate. Although he was in prison, he was not severely sentenced because of the complicated and incomprehensible relationship between the interests of the Chinese authorities. After spending some time in prison, he and his wife were released in the name of a doctor on the outside.

In the past, when the high officials became commoners, they started living the lives of ordinary people. As for him, because of this continuous encounter, the end of his political life and the calamity caused by his imprisonment, he rapidly aged. "He was not like this before. His physical life is still around now, but some of his spiritual lives are withering away."1

"So it's like this …" Jin Jingxiu sighed, "The heavens do not predict the winds and the clouds. To think that a person's fate would be so ever-changing. "

"This is his story. I'm done!" "No," I said.

"How did you get to know him?" Jin Jingxiu looked at me.

"This is a long story, it's a long story." "No," I said.

"Oh." Jin Jingxiu nodded and said, "Then his wife. Are you all right now? "

"Not bad. Usually he didn't see much of her, but she rarely went out these days. After experiencing such a huge gap in his life, Lee seems to have gradually accepted reality, but his wife seems to still be unable to accept it. It seems that she was afraid of being mocked and ridiculed by her acquaintances when she went out, so his wife usually stays in seclusion. "

Jin Jingxiu's eyes dimmed. After a moment of silence, she said, "What about their children? Do they have children? "

"Yes, they have a son, but he is not a man to be trifled with. He has been spoiled since he was young and has committed all sorts of crimes. Now that he has committed a crime, he is wanted and sent to other places." "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu's gaze froze as she looked at me. "It's like this."

"Yes." "No," I said.

"Then they …" Right now, only the two of them are relying on each other? " Jin Jingxiu said.

"Yes." "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu looked at Lee, who was still standing silently outside the car. After looking for a while, she sighed deeply.

"Aunt Jin, are you deeply moved after hearing this person's story?" "No," I said.

"Lamenting? Why should I? I am not just sighing with emotion. " Jin Jingxiu muttered to herself.

"Are you interested in the story I've just told about this man?" "No," I said.

"Interested... I... "Am I interested?" Jin Jingxiu looked at me.

"I feel like you're very interested." "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu's expression changed slightly. She looked at me as if she could see something in my eyes.

I smiled without batting an eyelid.

Jin Jingxiu's eyes were fixed on me, as if she could read something in my eyes, but she didn't quite believe it.

At this time, Lee grabbed over and slowly walked in the direction with his back facing us.

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