C1099 Kiss Her
I began to kiss her again, and she seemed to wake up with a start, and suddenly pushed me away, her face a mask of pain and confusion, her eyes an unspeakable look of fear.
I looked at her, and she looked at me, her eyes full of pure fear.
"I'm sorry." Her lips moved slightly.
I lowered my head, suddenly ashamed.
"I understand. I understand. However … "No." she continued softly.
I lowered my head in silence.
"I know your heart. I know my heart. " She said quietly, "Face it. Reality is irresistible. "Actually, I'm very grateful to you. I'm really very grateful."
I looked up at Qiu Tong. Her expression was calming down. She pursed her lips.
I reached out and gently stroked her hair, which I had just messed up. I exhaled heavily, bit my lip, and looked at her.
Obediently, she let me run my fingers through her hair, lowering her head slightly.
I ran my hand through her hair to her cheek, gently caressed her face, gently lifted her face, lifted her chin, then lowered my head and kissed her lightly.
Qiu Tong closed her eyes.
"Tong …" My voice trembles a little.
Qiu Tong opened her eyes and looked at me. There were traces of helplessness and deep emotions in her eyes.
I put my hands on her shoulders and pressed gently. "You're mine."
"My heart is yours. It will only be yours. It will no longer belong to anyone. " "No," she said.
She seemed to be comforting me.
"My heart …" My lips were trembling.
"Your heart can't be mine. Your heart can only belong to Hai Zhu." She interrupted me, a little stolidly, but with a hint of determination.
I kept quiet. She looked at me stubbornly, and tried to smile. "Promise me to live a good life, try to live a good life, and treat the people who love you well. "Don't let her down."
I forced myself to smile. It was a bit sad and miserable.
Qiu Tong's eyes stung a little. "We're destined not to be together. This is fate's arrangement. In the next life, I promise you …"
"In the next life …" Will there be a next life? " I murmured, feeling a great sense of loss and melancholy.
"As long as you are willing, there will definitely be." Qiu Tong nodded affirmatively. "In the afterlife, in heaven, in the dream heaven. In the heaven we used to dream of. As long as you have the heart, there will be an afterlife. "
Qiu Tong's eyes shone with happiness and hope.
My heart ached again, and I pressed her shoulder.
"In the next life, I will wait for you in heaven. In this life, we can only be strangers that pass by." Qiu Tong turned her face slightly so that I wouldn't see her eyes.
My heart ached uncontrollably, and I threw myself into her arms again, hugging her tightly.
She didn't resist and let me hold her tight.
Her body began to tremble again.
After a long while, she gently came out of my arms, took a deep breath, looked up at me and said softly, "We all need to be strong. No matter how difficult and difficult it was. Promise me that you will be strong! "
Looking at her clear gaze, I couldn't help but nod my head.
Qiu Tong smiled. "Actually, you are much stronger than me. "You are a man, a man who can support both heaven and earth!"
I said, "I'm not as strong as you think. Your heart is much stronger than mine. I'm not as strong as yours."
Qiu Tong said: "Even if this is the case, one day, your heart will be stronger than mine. It will definitely happen. "
I looked at Qiu Tong and smiled again. I wanted to cry again.
"In the face of reality, you have to learn to be content." Qiu Tong said.
"Reality is always cruel and harsh." I looked at Qiu Tong. "For example, right now, for example, even though you're the only candidate selected for Subcounty Assessment, I don't think it will go that smoothly."
"Yes, there are many things that are not smooth sailing in this world. The correct way of looking at it is through!" Qiu Tong said.
"However, I do not wish for you to suffer any grievances or tribulations in this aspect." "No," I said.
"I understand your feelings. I understand your thoughts." Qiu Tong said, "Actually, maybe, things are not as we think. Maybe, everything will go smoothly."
Qiu Tong seemed to comfort me, but also seemed to comfort herself.
I said, "I hope so too. I hope you can succeed. You must succeed!"
"Idiot, we have to succeed. This is very far-fetched and everyone will do as they please, so we just have to let nature take its course. Of course, we must persevere. " Qiu Tong said, "We'll all work hard on that sentence."
I let out a breath and nodded. "Let's work together."
Qiu Tong continued, "In this lifetime, it's difficult to have the same opportunities, but people have different destinies. It's fine if they sail smoothly, have ups and downs, or be plain and ordinary. It's all their own destiny."
I stared at Qiu Tong, speechless.
Qiu Tong looked at me. "Let me see —"
I grinned.
Qiu Tong frowned. "Not good. It looks like she's crying!"
I tried to smile.
Qiu Tong shook her head and took a deep breath, then suddenly laughed: "Very soon, the city will hold a city creation declaration meeting, this time you are the advanced, the only one in the entire promotional system, it is very hard to come here, I heard that you still need to represent the top 10, you have to use this opportunity well. At the same time, congratulations. "
Qiu Tong seemed to want to change the subject, to let herself out of the mood, to liven up the atmosphere between us.
I understood her thoughts. I understood her thoughts. Reality was already so tired, why did he have to keep exhausting his heart? We really ought to learn to be self-relieving and self-depressurizing.
I said, "It's okay to speak, but when the time comes, I'll just say it."
Qiu Tong smiled. "You still need to have a statement. Whether you want to use it or not, you need to have a written statement. This is a question of attitude."
I said, "All right. It's just that I've been very busy lately, and I'm very nervous about studying, so I don't have time to do it. Why don't you write it for me? When I'm done, I'll go up and read it. "
Qiu Tong said, "What? You think I'm your secretary? "
I said, "Can't I?"
Qiu Tong said, "What do you think?"
I said, "I think so."
Qiu Tong said, "Look at you. The officials are not big, so their display of power is not small! "
I said, "Are you accepting this task?"
Qiu Tong said, "Are you ordering me?"
"You can think of it that way," I said.
Qiu Tong said, "What if I don't listen?"
I said seriously, "No. The consequences will be very serious. "
Qiu Tong blinked and said, "How is it serious?"
Suddenly I grabbed Qiu Tong and poked her under the armpits.
Qiu Tong laughed and begged for mercy while dodging. "Alright, alright. I'll listen. Can't I listen?"
I released my hand and smiled. "Obedience is a good child."
Qiu Tong glared at me and said angrily, "You're the child, you're the bad one."
I said, "You just said you're not allowed to go back on your word!"
Qiu Tong said, "You're shameless."
I said, "What can you do about it?"
Qiu Tong said helplessly, "What else can I do?" Well, I'll be your secretary for once. "However, let's talk first. If I can't write it properly, then when the time comes, you will make a fool out of yourself and not find me to settle the score."
I said, "I don't believe you can't write this. Fine, I'll just promise not to settle the score with you then! "
Qiu Tong said, "That's good. I'll write a bunch for you to make you look bad."
I said, "You don't dare!"
Qiu Tong said, "I dare!"
"If you dare, I'll make the consequences even worse."
Qiu Tong quickly dodged to the side and said with a smile, "Alright, I don't dare anymore."
I laughed.
Qiu Tong sighed and said, "You're such a difficult man."
I laughed again and said, "Oh, that's right. You said there are so few spots. How did I become an advanced expert?"
"That means you did well." Qiu Tong said: "This time, the news of the kiosk, is for the face of the city work, City Leader is very happy. I was thinking about summing it up. "
"Summarize what?" "No," I said.
"Summarize our experience of developing newsstands. This is a successful practice in the development of newspaper publishing fringe diversity, and there is a lot of experience worth summing up. " Qiu Tong said seriously.
"Oh. "Then sum it up!" I said, "Oh right, Sun Dongkai told me this afternoon that he pushed me into this advanced position. Do you believe me?"
Qiu Tong pondered for a moment. "Does it matter if you believe it or not?"
I said, "It doesn't matter!"1
"Then you don't need to ask!" Qiu Tong said.
"But I want to hear your judgment!" "No," I said.
"I can't give any judgment." Qiu Tong said.
"But you know it!" "No," I said.
"Since you know I understand, then why are you asking me?" Qiu Tong said.
"I want you to say it!" "No," I said.
"There's no need to say it out loud. As long as you know what's good for you!" Qiu Tong said, "I guess Minister Guan must have put in a lot of effort this time."
"Yes." I nodded. "Lao Guan told me the same thing. He told me that he pushed me up there, so I think I should believe him. Sun Dongkai only wanted me to owe him a favor. "
Qiu Tong laughed silently.
"I'm afraid this time, you were able to get selected as a Subcounty candidate, and there might be a push from Old Guan. I heard that this time, there's only one spot in the Propaganda System to promote your Subcounty, and that it's something that Old Guan fought for with great effort. After obtaining it, you gave it to our group." "No," I said.
"Oh." Qiu Tong pondered.
"In a few days, I will be going to the province to participate in a learning experience exchange with the middle school students. As a representative of the Hsinghai class, I will be participating together with Qin Lu. Sun Dongkai said that he got this opportunity for me, but I suspect that this is also an old trick. " I said again.
Qiu Tong looked at me and blinked. "Oh, no matter who did this, it's still a rare opportunity. We must seize this opportunity and take it seriously! "
I nodded.
"No matter who it is that has told you to help me, you must accept this favor. You must also express your gratitude!" Qiu Tong said again.
"That's what I did!" "No," I said.
Qiu Tong frowned again and said to herself, "Minister Guan is going to the province to study. Before he left, did he have to arrange some things? These. Just a part of it? "
The intelligent Qiu Tong thought together with me, I also felt that Lao Guan was planning something, as if this was the only way for him to be at ease in the province to study.
But I don't know what Lao Guan's overall plan is. I don't know if his plan will work.
Qiu Tong sat down at her desk, frowning as she continued to ponder.
I sat across from Qiu Tong and carefully looked at her beautiful face. She always looked good when she frowned.
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