1573: C1573 What Are You Feeling?

C1573 What Are You Feeling?

Shi Miao turned around and looked at Shi Zeyu and Shi Xiaomei. She struggled to swallow her throat and let out a bitter voice, "Big brother, third sister, am I really selfish?"0

The angry and reproachful look of Zhan Yeling towards her just now was deeply imprinted in her mind.

It became a weapon that destroyed the city wall in her heart.

She began to doubt herself, denying herself.

Shi Zeyu and Shi Xiaomei looked at each other.

Shi Zeyu quickly said, "Fifth Younger Sister, of course you are not selfish. If you are selfish, six years ago, you would not have faced so much trouble alone. Give birth to the seven children. You wouldn't have agreed to marry Soong Mingzhe just to save Seven. Now, you will not leave Yening Garden just to save Zhan Yeling."

" Yeah, Zhan Yeling doesn't understand. If you don't care about him... It would be great if he stayed in Yening Garden. He wouldn't have to bear so much pressure even if he could stay with the children every day. In any case, Zhan Yeling's nerves would collapse. It has nothing to do with you. So, you are not selfish at all... " Shi Xiaomei cooperated with Shi Zeyu's words and comforted Shi Miao.

Hearing their words, Shi Miao's heart became more and more uncomfortable. Her breathing became heavy as she muttered, "Maybe I am really too self-righteous..."

"Fifth Younger Sister, now that the matter is settled, you cannot go back on your word." Shi Zeyu understood reality better than her.

"Zhan Yeling must have not let go of his hatred. Even I can see that." Shi Zeyu continued.

"Fifth Younger Sister, go back to the house. Rest early. Don't think too much. One day, Zhan Yeling will understand your painstaking efforts." Shi Xiaomei persuaded.

Shi Miao returned to her room muddle-headed. Like a walking corpse, she finished bathing and laid on the bed, but she could not sleep no matter what.

Maybe Zhan Yeling was right. She was really selfish, self-righteous, and irresponsible.

Otherwise, Zhan Yeling would not have found a replacement for her so quickly.

Wasn't that auspicious person very similar to her in appearance?

But her personality was the complete opposite.

Compared to her, auspicious and sunny, lively, magnanimous and daring to take charge, and also straightforward, nothing would be hidden in her heart...

If she was a man, she would definitely like a woman like Lucky.

Thinking about it, Shi Miao already had tears streaming down her face.

That night, she almost did not sleep. The pillow was wet and dry with tears, dried and wet...

...

The next day, Shi Miao woke up. She was in a state of wandering soul. She stumbled and almost crashed into the dining table.

It was Shi Xiaomei who helped her up so that she wouldn't hit the corner of the table.

Shi Xiaomei saw that her eyes were as dark as pandas and asked worriedly, "Fifth Younger Sister, what happened to you?"

Shi Miao shook her head without much strength, "I am fine."

"Was it because of yesterday's matter that you did not sleep the entire night?" Shi Xiaomei helped her sit down at the dining table and asked.

Shi Miao stared blankly at the table and did not say anything.

Shi Xiaomei knew that she guessed correctly.

She sighed, "You need to think about the good side. You have broken off relations with Zhan Yeling now. Isn't it exactly what you want? This way, you will not be able to be together. He will not have to bear the psychological burden of looking at the daughter of his enemy every day. Perhaps over time, your relationship will fade. He also forgot about you. He won't kill you for the sake of you being the mother of the children. He will fall in love with another woman and start a family with another woman..."

" You two have nothing to do with each other. You don't have to be influenced by hatred and cause mental illness. Killing two birds with one stone, how good is that? What are you suffering from?" Shi Xiaomei continued to ask.

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