496 Wedding
I felt grateful for Jiang Dehai feelings. I couldn't accept his love. He knew that I would n' t choose him. So, he only chose this opportunity to express his thoughts to me. The day's training did n' t last long and I left. Because now that I was with Jiang Dehai, I would feel very embarrassed. 0
That night, I went back to think a lot. I thought that everything I had right now was hard to come by. With so many people around me who I love and love, I should be very satisfied. Jiang Dehai should have his own life. Moreover, when I was studying, I was no longer the same person as I was now. After all these years, I've experienced so many ups and downs. I' ve changed my mind and personality greatly. He liked me at that time, that pure and innocent, bashful and shy me, and that kind of me had long since disappeared. The current me could be said to be completely another person. His love for me should not be his current love, but his past love. In his heart, I was just a white moonlight. I am willing to stay in his heart and shine on his heart, but I will not really come to his side.
I don't know what he's been through all these years, but I know that his love for me over the years must be supporting him in his heart. Everyone's growth would go through many things, and there would be many setbacks and tribulations. However, everyone must have the strength to support themselves. I' m afraid that I'm the strength in Jiang Dehai heart.
The next day, I wanted to go to the gym and say good-bye to him. Then, I wanted to go to another gym to exercise. But when I arrived at the gym, I couldn't see Zhang Dehai. I asked his colleague and my classmate told me that he had resigned. Before he left, he left a letter for me. His colleague also handed it over to me. I received the letter in puzzlement. After opening it, the contents of the letter were not limited to a few words.
"I wish you all the best. Kangkang and happy."
Just these simple words made me cry. I thank such a person for appearing in my life. When I was young, I was an orphan, and Nian Niannian and I were living together. I think no one in this world would care about me except Nian Niannian. Now that I thought about it, my childhood was sad and pitiful. But now, I knew that in my dark life, there was another person who liked me. This made me very moved. If Jiang Dehai had not appeared, I was afraid that my past would have been an inferiority complex in my heart. But now, I knew that everyone would have someone else to love. In fact, in my years of obscurity, there were also people who loved me. This was not superficial love, but it still existed after decades.
I didn't tell Zhao Qingyu about this. It was n' t that I didn't trust him or that I wanted to hide something from him. It was because I felt that there was no need to talk to him about this. I believe that Zhao Qingyu must have supported me. It wasn't because of me that I confessed. Everyone had their own past and past. We could not accuse others of their past, nor should we be accused of our own past. I believe Zhao Qingyu is a reasonable person. Even if I told him about this, he wouldn't get angry with me. But I still chose not to say anything. Because I felt that keeping silent was a form of respect for Jiang Dehai. It was a form of respect for his feelings, for his person, and for my past years. I believe this memory will always be buried in my memory. I won't think of it on my body, but once I recall it, it must be a very precious and sweet memory.
Everyone was busy with Nian Niannian's marriage with Wu Hua. I also shifted my focus from the gym to this matter. Nian Niannian was very shy, and she was not willing to put forward her opinions and opinions. Although President Ouyang was her Father and Wu Hua her husband, she still liked my sister more. There were some things that no matter what, they couldn't ask Niannian for her opinion. However, as long as I did, Niannian would tell me what he liked. Wu Hua was both angry and jealous that Nian Niannian and I had such deep feelings for each other, but in the end, they couldn't do anything to me.
I took Nian Niannian along for a long time and bought a lot of things she wanted. We spent another half day picking the wedding dress. There were many styles of wedding dresses and the boss of the wedding dress shop was so enthusiastic. Nian Niannian had no idea which one to choose. Some wedding dresses were very expensive. The boss of the bridal shop suggested that we rent them. This was much more cost-effective than buying them. However, I felt that marriage could only happen once in my life. Of course, I had to buy the wedding dress for my memory. Even though she would only wear it once in her life, no matter how expensive it was, the wedding dress was worthy of this meaning. Many years later, when he looked at the wedding dress, he could recall every detail of the wedding. If it was a rented wedding dress, he would probably have to look through the photos and recall the past. In life, there was still a sense of ceremony. Important things were worth it even if they had to spend a lot of money. After thinking for a long time, he finally decided on a wedding dress. Although this wedding dress wasn't my favorite, it was still Nian Niannian's wedding. Everyone had their own opinions, and getting married was their own business. I could only give her some advice, but it didn't affect her choice.
"Sister, do you think I'm in a hurry to get married? "I think I can wait a while longer." Nian Niannian asked hesitantly.
"What are we waiting for?" What else could you be worried about? No matter when this happened, you would be a little worried and a little afraid. But don't take it to heart. It was normal. After you get married, you won't worry about these problems anymore. Wu Hua treat you so well. After you get married, you will definitely be very happy. "Don't worry about these issues anymore. Let's discuss what we should wear when we get married." I comforted him.
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