495: 495 Confession

495 Confession

Zhao Qingyu words were very warm. I knew my current condition. I wasn't as strong as before and my body was n' t as good as before. However, Zhao Qingyu did not care at all. In her eyes, I would always be that slender and beautiful girl. Even though I was already the mother of two children, and even though I had this round of fat on my waist, he still didn't care at all. He didn't encourage me to be more beautiful, but he did n' t want me to work harder. Instead, he wanted me to live more easily, or he didn't want me to put too much pressure on him. 2

I want to have a good figure at Nian Niannian's wedding and show off my best self. For a while, I went to the gym every day. Even if it rained, I never stopped. Because I didn't know when Nian Nian Niannian would get married. Until now, the wedding had n' t been decided yet. But everything had already been prepared. This was just a day. Perhaps it would only be a few days after the decision was made. I can't say that I' ll try to lose weight until the wedding day is set. So now, I had to make the best use of every day and plan that the next day would be Nian Niannian's wedding day. Every day, I used this to urge me to take part in training. I didn't dare to relax or be careless.

It should have been boring and tasteless to train alone. Fortunately, he was accompanied by Jiang Dehai. He was always very attentive to me. Whenever I made a mistake, he would correct it in time. When I felt tired, he would give me encouragement. When I was about to relax, he would give me strength. With such a professional person guiding me, my progress was fast. Even if my movements were normal, even if my movements were very large, it would not cause any harm to my body. This made me feel more at ease when I started to exercise.

Jiang Dehai was a very careful person. Apart from providing me with some guidance in sports, she had always been very gentle and considerate towards me. For example, when it rained, he would bring me an umbrella. Although he said that I would also prepare an umbrella, he would forget it occasionally. Sometimes, I didn't have lunch and Jiang Dehai would buy me a nutritious lunch. According to him, this was the most suitable lunch for exercise. Little by little, Jiang Dehai cared about me. This made me feel very sorry.

"Jiang Dehai, you don't need to be so concerned about me. I'm not a child anymore. You do n' t have to worry about me like that. He could take good care of himself. Not to mention taking care of myself, I could take care of even my two children. "You don't have to think for me."

"I just want to think for you." Jiang Dehai sat by my side and said seriously," You didn't come a while ago. I' m always worried that nothing will happen to you. But I didn't leave any contact information for you, so it was n' t easy to call to ask what was going on. You didn't come to the gym for days in a row, so I was worried. "Fortunately, you're here now, so I do n' t have to worry anymore."

"You treated me so well. I'm going to feel very sorry for you." I said embarrassedly.

"Do you still remember what I said to you? "I said that I've loved a girl since I was a student, and I' ve never been in love with anyone since."

"I remember. At that time, I was thinking about which girl you were so obsessed with? But after all these years, I think you should let it go. It was best to hurry and find your own happiness. It wasn't worth wasting your life in your memories. It was time for youth, so we should go all out and pursue our happiness. "If you keep remembering the past and can't do it, it's probably a waste of your life." I could vaguely sense something. The person that this Jiang Dehai liked back then wasn't me, right? However, I couldn't say that. On the one hand, if this person was really my son, I would say it directly and reject him. I'm afraid that it would hurt her heart. On the other hand, if this person wasn't me and I thought it was me, it would make me feel too conceited. Therefore, I used a tactful way to persuade him to let go of the past and face the future bravely and pursue his own happiness. This was the most appropriate way.

"No, how can we let go of the past?" Jiang Dehai said stubbornly. His eyes stared at my face and he saw my face turn red. I could probably guess what he was going to say next, but there was nothing I could do to stop him from saying these words." You should have guessed that the person I liked when I was in school was you. At that time, you were still very shy and did not dare to speak to you, afraid that I would scare you if I spoke to you. However, it had already been so many years. I felt inferior because of my cowardice back then. Now that I could give this opportunity to meet you again, I would definitely seize this opportunity. Even though I know your condition now, and even though you already have a husband and a child that you love, I still want to show you my thoughts. I don't beg you to give up everything you have right now and follow me. I just hope you know what I'm thinking. "I also know that with my words, I'm afraid we wo n' t be able to continue to be friends in the future. However, I can't help but want to tell you everything."

"Su Ranran, I like you. I've been like you since I studied. Up until now, after so many years, I loved you every moment and missed you. Now that Heaven had given me such a chance to meet you, I must confess to you once. Although I knew that there would be no result between us, I still hope that you would know what I was thinking. "From now on, I hope you can live a good life and be happy with your husband and children."

The words Jiang Dehai said made my heart filled with mixed feelings. Indeed, if I were to give up everything I had right now and go with him, I wouldn't be able to do it. However, he only showed his intentions. I couldn't accept it or reject it. I could only listen passively.

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