Sun Li Monologue
0Hearing what I Father said, my heart was filled with regret. Why didn't I listen to his advice back then? It wouldn't be like this after today.
When I was taking a bath, I ruthlessly rubbed down on my skin. I felt like my body was dirty.
When I finished washing, I went downstairs and found that a lot of people were sitting in the hall. I asked curiously. "What happened?"
My second uncle fiercely said to me," This isn't all thanks to you. If you were n' t always looking for us Zhao Qingyu how could our family have fallen to such a state."
"What is going on?" I asked my Father.
"Li Li, because of you, Zhao Qingyu have started to retaliate against our company. The company is about to lose its strength." When Father said that, he seemed to have aged over ten years.
I sat down on the chair in shock. How could it be like this? A hundred years of work, could it be that I was going home alone? How could Zhao Qingyu be like this?
Father saw my sadness and said to me. "Li Li, don't worry too much. Even if something happens, Father can still afford to raise you."
Hearing Father's words, I felt extremely guilty. If it were n' t for my stubbornness, I wouldn't have ended up like this.
"And this matter, I'll settle it for you. I wo n' t let you go to jail," Father said to me.
These words made my tears fall. Clearly, I was such an unfilial woman. But she was still willing to tolerate me like this. This made me feel extremely ashamed. I was not worth Father doing this.
I answered my room in a daze. Lying on the comfortable bed, I couldn't help but think of Zhao Qingyu and Su Ranran. Everything they suffered was because I liked Zhao Qingyu.
I made a phone call and asked about Zhao Qingyu situation. He was still lying in the ward, unable to move. Moreover, Su Ranran had also entered the Hospital at the same time and had yet to wake up. This made me feel extremely guilty.
It was all because of my fault that they had become like this. He secretly made a decision. I didn't tell anyone what I wanted to do.
The next morning, I changed into my clothes and went to Hospital to see Su Ranran. I watched as Wang Keke left the ward. Standing at the door, I didn't know if I should go in. I wasn't sure if Su Ranran wanted to see me.
Finally, I gathered my courage and pushed open the door. I saw that the Su Ranran in the ward was no longer as energetic as before, but it gave off a feeling of heartache. At that moment, I seemed to understand why Zhao Qingyu liked him.
There were indeed many things on her that I could not compare to. I apologized to her, but she didn't believe me.
I thought this was within my expectations. I had done so many bad things. If he believed me so much, it would be impossible.
I told him I was going to surrender, but she was still skeptical. I didn't care what he thought. She wanted to leave. When I reached the door, I suddenly remembered something.
I turned around and told him to pay attention to Zhao family. In terms of my contact with Elder Zhao, he was definitely not a good person. A woman like Su Ranran didn't know if she could persist. I hope he can persevere. He followed Zhao Qingyu to the end.
But if they couldn't, it could only be said to be their fate!
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