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194 Dream and Reality

As I walked, the cold wind directly hit my ears and my neck. The cold made me more awake and helpless this morning. It was obvious that he could proudly keep walking forward and ignore the people who had come to show off, rejected me, and didn't trust me. However, he was very frustrated. He tried his best to make himself strong, but his tears could n' t help but welling up. 1

I gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes. I knew that I could not be so weak. Even if I was extremely soft, no one would pity me. The cold wind blew my face away. I hugged myself and wrapped my clothes tightly. I looked down and found that I was still wearing my slippers. When I saw such a pitiful myself, I couldn't help but laugh out loud. Perhaps this was the real me. Every time I left the Zhao Qingyu, it would be like this.

Looking back, I was indeed a little funny. I sighed with bitterness and mocked myself. I lowered my head and continued walking on my own path. I silently told myself that nothing needed to be lamented. Life was like this. Since I chose to love Zhao Qingyu, perhaps this was a game of loneliness and myself.

Every time I reached out my hand to grab Zhao Qingyu, after countless times of struggle, there would always be obstacles and things that lay in front of us. This might be the arrangement of fate. This time, I have not shown you that I love you, I am the yearning of you in the morning and evening. Before I can tell you, if I want to be with you, you will shut me out.

There was nothing wrong with taking care of Wang Zhengmo. I felt guilty. In the face of Wang Zhengmo, he would be my friend. Before I could explain everything to Zhao Qingyu, Zhao Qingyu left just like that and gradually left.

The moment I lowered my head, I saw the familiar license plate driving into the distance, passing by my side. Perhaps, in the beginning, it was because I was fond of myself. Zhao Qingyu love was always the dream he had when he was young. I was just a substitute for the girl in that dream. I was just a habit that came from getting along everyday.

I smiled bitterly and felt despair from the bottom of my heart. Zhao Qingyu, who was wrong this time? Was it me? I thought we would love and know each other for the next countless days. Just like in a dream, you became my child's Father, but the truth was n' t. You just sat quietly in your car and left, not caring at all.

Finally, when I reached the next fork in the road, I waited for a taxi. I got into the taxi and told master worker that I had gone to the Zhao Qingyu residential area. I sat on the Copilot and looked out the window. I silently looked at the winter morning. It was cold and cold, but in reality, my heart was even colder.

I sniffed and rubbed my hands. driver saw it, the taxi turned on the air conditioner and sighed," Miss, it's so cold now. You need to wear more clothes, or you' ll catch a cold."

"Thank you master worker. It's really too little to wear. If not, I' ll have to add another piece of clothing when I go back." I replied perfunctorily.

A stranger knew how cold it was in the winter morning, but Zhao Qingyu had just left me and disappeared in front of me. It must have been so sad.

I took a taxi to the downstairs of the Zhao Qingyu district and drove Cocoa car home. When I got home, I felt a little dizzy, but I didn't mind. I thought that I might have slept too little. I felt a little sleepy. When I got home, I just took off my coat and lay down in bed. I fell asleep in a daze. He felt that his mouth was dry, his body was soft, his entire body was sweating, his entire body was wandering like a dream.

Dream saw that Zhao Qingyu was looking at me by my side and said gently to me," Ran Ran, you are sick. You must rest well at home." Zhao Qingyu served tea and water, and fed me medicine. It was extremely gentle. Although I felt very uncomfortable in my dream, my heart was very warm. At least I felt Zhao Qingyu love. But when the dream turned around, I saw Zhao Qingyu leave the house and drive his white Land Rover away. I could only lie on the bed and watch him leave silently. I could do nothing.

I wanted to hiss out of strength, wanted to shout desperately, told Zhao Qingyu not to leave me, but I could do nothing. I could only lie on the bed and silently watch him leave.

When I saw Zhao Qingyu leave me, Sun Li sat in the car. Sun Li was still dressed in a beautiful and charming manner. He looked pitiful, causing others to feel pity for him. At this moment, I was already left behind by the Zhao Qingyu. I was looking at him in despair. My body wanted to catch up to them, but I could not use any strength. What should I do? I was very anxious. I wanted to shout out Zhao Qingyu name, wanted them to stand still, wanted to tell Zhao Qingyu that I loved him.

I wanted to run barefoot on the road and chase after them, but in reality, I just lay there silently and didn't move at all. I cried silently. I knew Zhao Qingyu would never come back again.

In my dream, I wailed and tried to release all the pressure and reluctance in my heart. All my bitterness was released. The person who desperately wanted to keep him left just like that. He drove the white car and disappeared from my sight without turning back.

I was desperate and anxious, unwilling but helpless. I could only watch him leave, muttering," Zhao Qingyu, Zhao Qingyu, don't leave me, do n' t leave me."

In his sleep, someone was slapping my face in a daze." Ran, Ran, wake up." It was Cocoa voice, and I was Cocoa voice in my dream. Then where am I? Was it in a dream or in real life? What happened to me? I felt dizzy and unable to open my eyes. I only felt someone's cold hands on my forehead. It was still cold and very comfortable. I tried to grab the source of the cold and prevent him from leaving.

"Don't go, do n' t go." I mumbled to myself, half asleep and half awake, grabbing the cold hand.

"I'm not leaving, but you seem to be getting hot. Let's go Hospital." A men voice came from his sleep, but it wasn't Zhao Qingyu voice. I just wanted to Zhao Qingyu. I did n' t want others, but I wasn't happy!

I immediately let go of that hand and continued to curl up together. I wanted to open my eyes and see who the person in front of me was, but I couldn't open my eyes in a daze and could only let it go.

Cocoa voice came from beside her ear." Ran Ran, you're getting hot. Now that you' re thirty-nine degrees, hurry up and send Hospital off. Ran's appearance is really worrying. Brother, what should we do?"

Was it Cocoa voice saying that I was sick? What's wrong with me? Am I in a dream or in real life?

His entire body was chaotic.

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