193: 193 Conversation with him

193 Conversation with him

"Didn't you want to tell me?" Zhao Qingyu asked. 0

How could I not? I had another thousand questions to ask you. How could I not? Your hand still hurts, aren't you going to change your medicine today? Don't drink anymore, okay? Do you want to listen to my explanation? I really like you. Do you know?

However, in reality, I just looked at Zhao Qingyu and forced a smile." Are you feeling better?"

"It's fine." Zhao Qingyu replied coldly.

"I don't have anything to say. This is what you saw. No matter how I explain it, it's meaningless. Besides, there's nothing we can explain to each other. "Right?" I asked Zhao Qingyu back and smiled sarcastically.

He didn't know whether he was laughing at him or laughing Zhao Qingyu. He clearly wanted to explain everything to Zhao Qingyu. He wanted to tell him that everything you saw was n' t true. I was just taking care of Wang Zhengmo. You were the only one I loved. But in the face of Zhao Qingyu questioning and denying me, I really had nothing to say. That explanation and courage had long been completely erased by his denial and disappeared without a trace.

Forgive me for being cowardly. I don't have the courage and the ability to explain everything. That's all.

"Yes, it seems that anything Miss Su do has nothing to do with me." Zhao Qingyu looked at me and replied," We really don't have any reason to tell each other."

"Then what are we talking about? Why did he completely deny our relationship? Zhao Qingyu, in your eyes, am I the kind of person that is not worthy of being trusted? Have you ever loved me? "Or will it always be just Substitute?" My tears instantly flowed down. I couldn't control it, and the despair in my heart could n' t be controlled. This was truly terrible and unbearable. I only wanted to endure and leave silently, but I couldn't bear to be questioned by my favorite men again.

I put down the bowl and chopsticks and tried my best to calm myself down. I told Zhao Qingyu," Wang Zhengmo're just my friend and not my boyfriend. Do n' t you want to know who I like?" "He was in a car accident and was on his way to our school. I felt guilty, so I decided to take care of him. Since you think so, let's just think so."

I wiped the tears from my eyes." I'm sorry, Zhao Qingyu. I wo n' t come looking for you again. I'm too tired."

I stood up crying and wanted to leave. At that moment, I was still fantasizing about whether Zhao Qingyu would grab my hand and not let me leave. However, I felt amorous. I saw a woman walking in through the door. She was a person who had confirmed her eyes and did not want to pay attention to her— Sun Li.

Sun Li walked over with his little leather bag in his hand. The moment he saw me, he was still shocked beyond control. His eyes seemed to be saying," You're so here." However, when he saw the tears on my face, there seemed to be a trace of sarcasm in his eyes." Isn't this Miss Su?"

"Looks like you've made an appointment. I' ll go first." I ignored Sun Li. I just looked at Zhao Qingyu and smiled mockingly. Tears still hung on my face. It was probably even uglier than crying. I picked up my bag and said," Goodbye."

After saying that, he left without looking back. Of course, Zhao Qingyu didn't come back to chase after me. It would be better if I did n' t fantasize about these unrealistic things.

I felt that I was extremely pitiful at this moment. At the same time, it was also very funny. A series of words did not make Zhao Qingyu believe me. Instead, it felt like I was acting on my own.

I walked out of the hotel door, but it wasn't easy to take a taxi. I waited for a while and did n' t get a taxi. Didi didn't even master worker to pick up the taxi. I did n' t expect that today would be such a bad day.

I had no choice but to walk out of the hotel. The cold wind blew on my face and woke me up. I wouldn't be so stupid anymore. This kind of feeling would only make me cheaper and awkward.

I followed this road all the way down. I was still nagging in my heart. What hotel did this Little Zhang find? It was so far away that it was truly torturous and annoying. As I walked, I wiped away my tears and swore to myself that this was the last time I'd shed tears for Zhao Qingyu. From now on, I would n' t think too much of myself and play my own role. I couldn't bear to explain myself in front of him.

At this moment, there was a mixture of emotions. He could only calm down again and again. Only by being calm could he handle all of this. Only by being calm could he find himself again.

As I walked in the wind, my hair was messed up by the wind. Although it was cold, it was still very comfortable. Only in this way would I be able to escape from the heat just now and become myself. I would no longer dream that I could not think about anymore.

As I walked, I sang," Happy breakup. I'm happy."

Zhao Qingyu and I weren't together anymore. Everything was just a joke. The only thing I had to muster up was a misunderstanding that broke the distance between me and Zhao Qingyu. Wang Zhengmo met me in the Hospital, this was probably fate's arrangement for me and him.

Since everything was like this, then I could only follow the footsteps of fate and leave. No matter how much I struggled, it would be useless. I originally thought that there was still a trace of nostalgia in Zhao Qingyu heart. It seemed that I was overthinking it.

I walked with the wind, so I'll go to the end of the world with my sword alone. I' ll tell myself silently.

At that moment, Cadillac, who had a red face, stopped in front of me. He saw that it was Sun Li. This woman was really insidious. I didn't want to pay any attention to her, but she had been honking in the car.

"Su Ranran, why are you so pitiful? "Do you want me to give you a ride? We can't get a car here." Sun Li tone was really not as kind as he looked down on her.

"No need. I'll leave myself." I said politely and distantly.

"What?" Was Zhao Qingyu dumped? Su Ranran, how about I give you a taste of being dumped? "I really can't stand you wandering around Zhao Qingyu like a fly." Sun Li's words made me feel extremely disgusted.

However, I didn't want to continue arguing with her so quickly. I just replied," This is great. You can rest assured. I wo n' t be bothering Zhao Qingyu anymore." "Don't worry, I just hope we wo n' t meet again."

"I don't want to have anything to do with you either. Looks like you' re not worth much in Qingyu's eyes. Did he really not take my car? "It's hard to get a taxi here." Sun Li looked at me with a triumphant expression, his eyes provoking.

When I saw such a Sun Li, I didn't want to pay any attention to it. I just left and allowed Sun Li car to park behind me. From now on, I would follow my own path. I would be happy and happy.

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