150: Zhao Qingyu monologue

Zhao Qingyu monologue

I'm Zhao Qingyu, and I' m Su Ranran ex-boyfriend. However, the night I let her go, I regretted it. I realized that I couldn't leave her at all. She was almost everything in my love life. 1

I once had a relationship. When I was still young, that girl was called Niannian. Niannian, who was constantly on the move, must have an echo of Niannian. She was a good name, right? She was very similar to Ran Ran. Regardless of her appearance or personality, the only difference was that Niannian didn't have such a scheming mind.

The first time I saw her, I wanted to have her. That feeling was indescribable. Possession and all kinds of emotions were mixed together. In the end, I got her and used a disgraceful method. Everything was just what I wanted.

Although that girl wasn't Niannian, in the process of getting along with her, I found that my yearning for Niannian had gradually faded away. Back then, that girl had left without saying goodbye and disappeared into my life. It seemed to me that it had already passed. I thought I would never get true love again and knew that I was about to meet.

I thought she was just a Substitute, but in the process of getting along with her, I realized that it wasn't like this. I was in love with this girl, and I struggled at first, feeling sorry for me, but when I smiled at me and cried at me, my mind only ran slowly.

I knew how we met and what her purpose was, but I couldn't help but want to stay by my side. The feeling was too strong and I could n' t control it.

However, many things could not be carried out as expected. It was just like the relationship between me and Ran. I loved her very much, but I realized that she had always wanted to leave me.

There was a gap between us at that moment. Our relationship was at stake and I wanted to make it up, but I didn't want to give me a chance.

I admit that I'm a bastard. I' m extremely bad. In order to make me think of my good, the Yingying and Yan Yan who appeared beside me deliberately stimulated me, but it seemed that this way made me get further and further away from me.

There were also many suitors by Ran Ran's side. It really bothered people. We loved each other while torturing each other.

This way of hurting each other made me feel torture. The only trace of love between us seemed to have dissipated within it. In the end, we slowly begged me to let her go, but let her go. Who would let me go?

Who would let me go?

After she left, I dismissed my aunt and stopped living in that villa. I didn't want to appear anywhere where her memories were everywhere. I did n' t want to.

A while ago, due to the company's financial resources and internal turmoil, I was tortured by both emotions and my career. I would never forget that feeling.

I wanted to see her. The feeling was too strong. I worked hard, smoked and drank too much. But I knew that I would never come back again. This woman was more cruel than me.

I began to gather information about her and wanted to know everything about her. However, I realized that the pace of leaving me seemed to have become happy. It was no longer the pace of being depressed.

I was very happy that such a change had appeared on Ran Ran. At the same time, I also felt the pain of tearing. I knew that leaving me was probably the best choice, but I was not.

One day, when I was distracted at work, Little Zhang's words lit up me. He said, boss, even if the people you love leave you, life still has to continue. So many people under you have to rely on our company to eat and cheer up. That's the right choice.

At that moment, I realized that decadence was because I was not responsible for myself and the company. All I had to do was watch my life go well. I told myself silently, but one day, I heard that I was going on a blind date.

I couldn't help but feel angry. I walked out of the meeting room and rarely called Sun Li. I rushed to the restaurant. When I got there, I felt how childish and funny I was.

But I just wanted to see how cruel this woman was and how she could abandon me in a short amount of time to find a new lover. Even if Sun Li were to mock him, I didn't say a word because I could n' t control my emotions at that time. I had no expression on my face, but in my heart, I wanted to go forward and rub this woman into my arms. I fiercely hugged this woman and told him that this woman was mine.

The oath of sovereignty was too ridiculous. I really didn't want to put myself in that situation. Seeing them smiling, I was really going crazy. When Ran Ran went to the bathroom, I could not control myself. I wanted to hold Ran Ran in my arms, but he desperately struggled.

I kissed her fiercely, with a vengeance. At that moment, I felt my own pity, and I understood my feelings. She was the woman I loved, but I promised her to leave my world.

But why did you still appear? Let me be tempted by you again and again? My feelings towards you are very complicated. I really don't know how to express my feelings. Please forgive me for what I did to you.

When I learned of my cruelty, I could not expect to return to my side. During the banquet two days ago, I couldn't help but chase after her figure. Actually, I had never thought that he would appear at the banquet, but that red color always attracted me, making me unable to move my gaze away.

I'm He Xi to my company. I admit that I' m despicable, but only if I'm despicable can I get close again and again. Otherwise, she' ll completely disappear from my life. However, there seemed to be no response from all the efforts. I felt that it was ridiculous.

I loved her, and that night, I smoked outside the banquet. When I saw the approaching figure, I couldn't help but hug her. This time, she did n' t struggle and just let me hug her. At that moment, I was really too happy.

That feeling was really great. She was in my arms and was very quiet. She was like an obedient little girl, and this girl was protected by me. But it soon separated. I was afraid that I would stay with her all the time. I was afraid.

But I promised to let her go.

I understand that after leaving me, my happiness is far greater than when I was with me. I believe that my life will be very good. I believe that my girl will live a happy life. That's enough.

But I didn't seem to know much about my own greed. I always wanted to see her again, touch her face, hug her, and drink the porridge she cooked for me. That feeling was too strong, so I found another chance to have dinner with her.

This was the real me, a wolf with a wild heart. He didn't have any good intentions, but this kind of me still wanted to have you. Let's not reject me, okay?

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