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However, even without that men thought, I had already made my decision. No matter what that men said, I had to leave the house. As I walked past Zhao Qingyu, I no longer hesitated. Since I've made a decision, I' ll do it like this. No matter what the hardships ahead are, I will definitely persevere. This is me. He didn't want to continue procrastinating. 2
"You want to leave me like this? Do I really only hurt you? Do you know my personality? I did all this for you, but..."
Once again, my footsteps were stopped by Zhao Qingyu words. I couldn't ignore every word he said. No matter if it was courtesy to someone or the entanglement in my heart, I could n' t refuse every time. But this time, I finally found out. I didn't have much to do, and he had to do the most.
"I think I've made it clear enough. Forget all the things that happened in the past. Really, only forgetting is the best choice. Do n' t continue to struggle. I'm different from you. You can wave at me and get everything you want, but I have to rely on my own efforts. I' m not only myself, I also have my sister. My sister is the biggest concern in my life. I hope you can understand me and respect my choices."
I don't know why Zhao Qingyu suddenly become so sad? It was clearly a very normal thing, didn't he always give up? From what he had done, he only hated me. There was nothing else. Then, was this kind of gaze a men should have? If he hated me, then he would definitely let me leave. This kind of torture would be enough for you for a while. When the time came, it would be over.
"Zhao Qingyu, I hope you can experience me. Your family is big and you don't have to worry about anything. However, I do n' t think anyone can rely on me. If I were to follow you and be able to rely on you, then I really can't continue living because my personality is n' t like this. I believe you can understand what kind of person I am. "I don't like being restrained. I do n' t like being restrained by others, but everything is in front of you. I'm wrong. I' ve endured it for so long. It's also a compensation for you."
Every word I said was the true feeling in my heart. As for whether this men could understand all of this, it was his business. I didn't want to leave any hope for anyone. As long as there was hope, he would n' t let go. Only when he truly felt despair could he understand my thoughts.
After staying here for so long, I could understand everything. This kind of relationship wouldn't suit me. There was n' t one of them. He had to let go before he could make the most correct decision. Moreover, this men already had Sun Li by his side.
Thinking of everything that your Lord had done, I think no one could tell Sun Li that the competition was from childhood sweethearts. It wasn't from any other feelings, otherwise. Chenxiaxia people like him could be easily defeated by him, and they even knelt in front of him and begged him. Everything I saw that day was real. If it hadn't happened, I might still have some illusions about Sun Li. With her childhood love and everything Sun Li did for Zhao Qingyu, I thought I could n' t compare.
If Sun Li found out everything about me, if he didn't follow what he said, then it might harm my sister. I could bear all the dangers on my own, but I definitely could n' t let my sister come here for a thousand years. If his sister had received any more stimulation, then he finally had some signs of recovery. I didn't know what was going to happen. It was only now that I realized that I really could n' t let go of everything that I had given up on for a men, unless I was 100% confident.
But I could clearly know that I didn't have such confidence. Therefore, giving up was the best way to say that if I really wanted to improve, I would have to let my sister bear all the consequences for me. I couldn't do that at all.
When I thought of my sister and suddenly thought of myself, I hadn't contacted him for a long time. Yes, and every time I called my sister, I asked me to play with him. I did n' t even make such a small request. I thought about it carefully. If I were to say that under the conditions of money, I really wanted to get my sister back as soon as possible. After all, this was a family. A family should live together.
This time, I had already made all my decisions. If there were no other mistakes, I would immediately arrange this matter after I left. He just didn't know if his sister could come out so far? If it was said that Consultation didn't allow me to bring my sister out, then this matter would definitely not work.
After all, even if he wanted to bring his sister out, he had to do everything he could for his life. If his sister had not recovered well, then I would bring him out. In the end, there would be great consequences. I did not want my sister to suffer any further harm. No matter if it was from anyone, I would not be willing.
Even if it was me, I wouldn't let my sister know about it. Even if it was me, I would n' t be able to refuse.
The thing I was most worried about right now was that I was afraid that Sun Li would find my sister. Although the news and information about my sister were completely confidential to the outside world. However, at the crucial moment, something would always happen. No one would know about 100% of things.
"I don't think I need to say any more because I do n' t have to explain everything you've done to you. You do n' t have to tell me either. I've already accepted so much and I' ve already repaid everything I need to repay. I never understood why there were so many women by your side, but you always wanted to take revenge on me. I thought I didn't do anything that would hurt you, and I did n' t have anything worth doing, but you had to hold me back. It was impossible for anyone to do such a thing. No matter how much hatred and hatred we have, I've already spent so long. It's time to repay it. I'll repay everything. It's better for me to leave now. I know what your mood is. "However, one has to overcome some things to do something. I believe you can do it because I can do it, let alone you."
In my heart, I never thought that Zhao Qingyu was someone who would give up easily and would never say Zhao Qingyu It was actually like this, making me unable to control it at all. Although I had said that I would let go of this relationship, nothing was that easy. I could only make the right decision with time.
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