58, Why continue to insist
I didn't expect to see Zhao Qingyu again. It was n' t Hospital or at his house, but at the wedding dress shop. This was a wedding dress shop that was famous in this city. It was a place that almost all the celebrities in the business world loved. Every wedding dress here was unique and exquisite. No one could compare to it. 0
He had thought that this men would show a different attitude towards him when he saw Zhao Qingyu, but I was wrong. Even if I wiped my body, I couldn't stop him. Even the expression on my face did n' t change.
"How is that possible?" This men couldn't have forgotten my existence so quickly, could it? Looking at that expression? He seemed to have completely forgotten about himself. "Impossible. No one can do this unless he has lost his memory."
I panicked when I thought of the possibility of losing my memory, but I recovered in an instant because this was impossible. Remember when Zhao Qingyu woke up, I heard him ask Mother Zhao where I was? If he hadn't forgotten at that time, he would n' t have forgotten now.
That Zhao Qingyu's attitude could only explain that he no longer had my status in his heart. Since the ending was like this, why would he persist?
Chenxiaxia held Zhao Qingyu arm and looked so compatible. Everyone would praise them for their looks, but in my heart, this look was very eye-catching.
The person standing next to Zhao Qingyu should have been me, not the woman called Chenxiaxia. But now, there was no place for me. Like the others, I could only stand by and watch as they entered the wedding dress shop.
I had always thought that there was no one who could let Zhao Qingyu do such a thing. Even when I was with Zhao Qingyu in the past, I would only send someone to bring me the clothes I needed. I wouldn't be able to pick them up with me.
If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I would n' t have believed it. Initially, I thought that Zhao Qingyu would only make a statement about Chenxiaxia engagement and wouldn't do anything else. He didn't expect to be able to achieve this. It seemed that this time, Zhao Qingyu was true.
Thinking that Zhao Qingyu was about to take another woman's hand and walk into that different hall, I suddenly felt a pain in my heart. It turned out that pain was this kind of feeling. In the past, I would never have felt this kind of feeling towards a men. Now, I can be sure that I really had feelings for Zhao Qingyu.
Through the glass window, I could clearly see that Zhao Qingyu had a faint smile on his face. He was patiently accompanying Chenxiaxia. He was picking out the dress with her, and his lips were still moving from time to time. He was probably pointing out to Chenxiaxia what was wrong with the clothes he had picked.
I really wanted to rush into the shop and stand in front of Zhao Qingyu. I pulled him and asked him the questions that had accumulated in my heart. However, I still used the last bit of reason in my head to control my brain and prevent my brain from losing its rationality.
"Su Ranran, Su Ranran, you can only watch like this. This kind of men doesn't belong to you, so you do n' t need to stay here anymore. No matter how much you watch, no matter how much you hurt, you don't have the courage to do those things. "You're a coward."
Just like that, I stood at the door of the shop and watched everything that had happened inside. Just like that, I kept watching. He had forgotten why he had been here and why he had come here. He just stood there foolishly.
He suddenly realized that the infatuated woman he had mocked before had turned into him. It was really a funny thing. Ever since that happened, I had encountered many unpleasant things when I went out. Chenxiaxia, Mother Zhao, Sun Li, and one more Zhao Qingyu. Could it be that I was really trapped in the world of these people?
No, I don't want to live a life like this. I should have something to do. I need to protect my sister. That's what I really want to do. The world of these people isn't something that people like me can squeeze in. For things that didn't belong to me, do n' t think too much. I've known this since I was young.
If it wasn't for something like that happening to my sister, I would n' t have had anything like this happening. Now that his sister's matter had been settled, it was time for him to quit that life circle.
I couldn't continue to linger here. I tidied up my mood and finally looked at Zhao Qingyu. I turned around and left, speeding up my steps. I was afraid that if I did n' t leave, I would be even more reluctant to leave. I would also be even more reluctant to leave. Zhao Qingyu had already let go of everything, there was no need for me to continue to insist.
If it had been in the past, I wouldn't have felt this kind of pain. No matter what Zhao Qingyu did to me, I would have thought it was a transaction. Apart from a transaction, I had no other interactions with him. Now, I was different. After I understood my heart, the biggest pain came from me. All of this was my fault and I could n' t blame anyone else.
"Goodbye!"
He said it gently as a simple farewell. She wasn't in the mood to go to work or go home. She just walked around the streets in a bored manner. Looking at the pair of loving couples walking towards her, she felt even more irritated.
A person would have a certain amount of hostility when they saw any beautiful love after experiencing love injuries. This was also my opinion. The entire city seemed like there wasn't a place I could stay in. No matter where it was, it rushed towards the smell that I did n' t like.
As they passed by the commercial street, everyone looked at him with strange eyes. There was nothing wrong with looking at him in the mirror. It was just that his eyes were swollen and his hair was a little messy. There was nothing else that was different. Do these people need to keep looking at me?
After the mirror, there was a car parked in front of me. It kept flashing, and the lights came from the glass and reflected into my eyes. It made me close my eyes in an instant. I, who was already furious, actually ignored everything and headed towards the car.
"Hey, are you sick? You're actually playing double-blinking on purpose? Is a car amazing?" "There's no need to show off like this."
All of my anger was spilled on the black car. I saw it as well. This car wasn't a brand-name car, so I did n' t dare to do it. If it was a brand-name car, I would only hide and not dare to do it.
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