46, Pride or Pride
Did I really need such a men? I don't know why my heart was so struggling. If I had been more decisive back then, there would n' t have been such a thing happening. 2
This was me. Because of a ridiculous thing, I knew Zhao Qingyu this men, and because of a ridiculous person, I messed up everything. If I hadn't encountered this men back then, I would n' t have felt so pained.
Hospital, I still don't want to go. I have to leave. He couldn't help but feel reluctant. He paid for the car and got out of the car. He followed the familiar route in his memory and went to see Zhao Qingyu. Perhaps this was the only way he could make up his mind.
Through the crack in the door, I saw the familiar figure. I had to say that the current Zhao Qingyu was already able to stand up from the bed. I didn't want to be surrounded by a group of people and unable to stand up. He had to let Chenxiaxia woman serve him.
"Is Chenxiaxia not here today?"
Just as I was surprised Chenxiaxia I was able to leave Zhao Qingyu alone here, the woman's familiar voice came from the ward. It was not as harsh as before, but rather full of tenderness.
As expected, women who were in love were different. Women who were two-faced were even more terrifying. The reason why this world was not beautiful was because such a person existed.
I watched as Chenxiaxia held a bowl of chicken soup and fed Zhao Qingyu one mouthful after another. On Zhao Qingyu face, there was no coldness from before. There was only a shallow smile. I had seen such a shallow smile before and it was my exclusive. Now, it belonged to the woman called Chenxiaxia grace.
My heart started to ache when I saw this. Why was it like this? Hadn't he already put it down? Why would such a thing happen? Since I had decided to walk into the Hospital, I naturally knew that something like this would happen. However, why would I still feel distressed? It turned out that something wasn't something I could just let go of.
"Are you here to visit the patient?"
While thinking, I was interrupted by a nurse passing by. Seeing this nurse, I shook my head and left. He could only vaguely hear nurse saying," What a strange person."
He ran to the stairs. This was the place where Chenxiaxia had taught him a lesson. He stroked Na Mei's ring with his fingers. Those memories appeared like spring water.
Back then, I was so naive. I naively thought that I could do that. I naively wanted to get that love, and I naively thought that I could be accepted. What happened? Now that he was like this, he was the result. He was completely defeated. This was the result.
"Hmph, you're the one who came. Why?" Did he not have the courage to visit him? "I've been waiting for you."
Chenxiaxia voice was filled with contempt. Everything was a mystery.
"I knew you were here. nurse told me about this earlier and I thought of you for a long time. I didn't expect you to like this place so much and want to recall what happened here today?" "I'm very happy to help you remember."
He didn't understand why Chenxiaxia would know that he was here. After hearing the answer that he wanted to know for a long time, it turned out that when I was fleeing, Chenxiaxia had come out to see it. But what if he saw it? This Hospital wasn't owned by the Chenxiaxia family. How could they decide on their own?
"I think you're overthinking it. I' m just here to see Doctor. I happened to be passing by and didn't have any intention of coming here. You do n' t have to show me such a hostile expression. "I won't argue with you about what you want. That's not my character. However, I don't know what you think. I want to Zhao Qingyu, but I' m just using you."
It was impossible for me to not know what you were like. Thinking back to what I had done when I was with him, the words I said were completely like people who had hidden everything in their hearts. Other than people who knew him very well, or people who had personally said these things, no one could guess his thoughts.
Even if this Chenxiaxia was a men that Zhao Qingyu admitted, it was impossible for him to know so much. Thinking about it made it laugh. Anyway, I didn't know what Chenxiaxia was thinking in my heart, and I had nothing to do with this men. There was no need for me to continue thinking so much.
I didn't want to stay here for a moment. I walked around Chenxiaxia and did n' t want to continue paying attention to the people here. Since my words had already been spoken, then I had to finish the work in a long time. I had to perform a full set of acts, not to mention that I was in actual combat.
"Please excuse me. Doctor are still waiting to see me!"
If Chenxiaxia could act arrogantly, how could I not act the same way? Even if I was a loser, I should have my dignity. My ambition could be defeated, but the dignity issue must be protected.
"Hmph, what can a bitch be arrogant about? Wasn't it just a broken shoe? "If you leave obediently, I won't do anything to you. If you continue to tangle with my men, do n' t blame me for doing something that I shouldn't have done. You wo n' t even regret it."
What kind of person was Chenxiaxia? I had some rough thoughts in my heart. I had to say that this woman had completely disregarded everything in order to get what she wanted.
And I'm different. I have things I want to protect and things I want to keep. I can lose some, but I have to get some.
"Miss Chen, let me give you a piece of advice. If you want to forgive others, please forgive them. Leave everything for a while. If we meet again in the future, it will be better to get along. Zhao Qingyu this men, don't worry. I do n' t want to argue with you. If you're willing to accept it, I wo n' t stop you at all."
The more I spoke, the more clearly I could feel the pain in my heart. The best way to treat the pain was to cover up the pain. In the end, it would numb my heart. I would never feel the pain again.
I didn't want to see the woman in front of me, nor did I want to continue talking to the woman in front of me. What I could n' t stand the most was a woman who, like Chenxiaxia, used her hot face to stick to Zhao Qingyu cold butt.
I had already figured out what the final result was. I passed by the Zhao Qingyu ward again and didn't stop at all. This time, I suddenly changed my mind and entered the Hospital. It was a wrong decision. If I were to linger, this mistake would be even bigger. Now, I must use the fastest and most decisive method to stop this matter and prevent the mistakes from spreading.
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