167: 167. Change your mind

167. Change your mind

I looked into the distance through the window and shook my head thoughtfully." You won't. I wo n' t let you repeat my mistakes." 1

"I also hope ……"

This private hospital's confidentiality was indeed excellent. There was no need to worry about people or the media coming in. Xu Wei'er said that the doctors in this hospital were both wealthy and expensive, especially the gynecology department.

In fact, I had always been extremely resistant to the hospital. I knew very well Xu Wei'er I had a shadow. Moreover, the moment I smelled the pungent smell of disinfectant, nausea would flare up, but this hospital did not have any peculiar smell.

However, it was not quiet in the corridor. There were some family members and pregnant women sitting in the corridor. Their expressions were different, there was joy and anticipation, and there was worry. I guessed that the former was overjoyed that a new life was about to be ushered in, while the latter was forced to kill their lives by blood.

We didn't line up. Xu Wei' er led me into the department of gynaecology. When I was in the dining room, she asked her friend to cut in and make an appointment with this famous doctor surnamed Wang. She heard that she was the most authoritative doctor in City S in terms of people flow. It was because she had a Xu Wei'er relationship that she made an appointment so quickly.

I entered a dull office, and across from me sat a female doctor in her fifties. She asked me to sit down opposite her expressionlessly. She held onto the silver mirror frame and asked," Feng Guan,21 years old. This is the second time I'm pregnant. Did you get pregnant today?"

Without any hesitation, I carefully nodded.

She took a pen and scribbled something on the medical record. She then said," Young people, you really don't care about your body. Look at how young you are. How can your uterus withstand the second abortion?"

So, Doctor Wang thought that my first child was also an abortion. I didn't refute her. I just said Doctor Wang I' ve worked hard. Please help me prepare the surgery immediately.

I was afraid that I would go back on my word in the next moment. Only by cutting through the mess and cutting off my wild feelings would my heavy heart be completely relieved. He hoped that the operation would end as soon as possible, and the anesthetic would fall into a deep sleep. When he woke up, everything was normal. I was still the Feng Guan, the Feng Guan full of hatred.

The nurse assistant next to Doctor Wang pointed to the operating room and gestured for me to change. He said impatiently," Let's go change clothes first and lie in bed for a moment. Doctor Wang need to go and prepare first. It's not the first time I've had an operation. I do n' t need to remind you anymore."

Xu Wei'er helped me into the operating room. She sent me in and waited on a bench in the corridor outside.

This was the first time I had consciously stayed in the operating room. When my first child was cleaned and scraped, I was completely in a coma. However, the current situation was completely different. I was especially awake.

A few nurses in the operating room were already dressed and were waiting for Doctor Wang. I slowly moved to the operating bed with heavy steps.

An hour later, this piece of meat in my stomach was about to leave my body. I was about to say goodbye to her.

I slowly lay on the bed. I couldn't open my eyes due to the blinding light of the operating lamp. I simply closed my eyes and gently stroked my lower abdomen." Child, I' m sorry for you. You should reincarnate properly and become a child of the Ordinary People family in your next life."

From the corner of her eyes, a drop of sparkling and translucent tears could not help but fall.

Doctor Wang walked in wearing surgical clothes and gloves. I could feel her approaching step by step." I'll take the anesthetic first!"

I slowly closed my eyes, but the figure of a cute little girl gradually appeared in my mind. Her figure was clear bit by bit. Like me, she had a pair of fox-like eyes. Her nose was as tall as Yin Yao, leaving a little beauty alive.

Her sudden gaze made my heart palpitate.

"Mommy, I don't want to leave you!" With that, tears began to fall from the corners of her eyes. A string of tears fell on the smooth ground, turning into pure white pearls.

Could it be her heartfelt thoughts and shouts?

She also wanted to take a look at this world and see how beautiful and colorful it was.

The little girl started to laugh as she cried. She held the green mulberry flower in front of her and smiled brightly.

She also had the right to live, right?

"Mommy, I want to accompany you." She picked the blooming Gesang Flower and handed it to me.

I suddenly sat up from the operating bed and scared the nurse beside me.

Only Doctor Wang looked at me calmly and said," Don't do it. I' ll give you three minutes to think about it."

She took off her gloves and sat down on the leather sofa beside her. The nurses who were surrounding me also left me, giving me time and space.

"Just think about it as long as you have time. This is actually a matter of life." Doctor Wang said lazily on the leather sofa.

I glanced at the nurses. Their eyes were filled with pity, curiosity, ridicule, and even confusion. However, Doctor Wang looked as if she was knowledgeable and calm. It was hard for me to decide.

I opened my lips with difficulty and said," Wait for me to go out and discuss with my friend."

She carefully walked out of the bed, casually stuffed down her white slippers, and stumbled to the door. She opened the door of the surgery room. When I closed it, I heard clearly that Doctor Wang told the nurses that she could leave work today and would not do it.

"Why did you come out?" Xu Wei'er looked at me with a puzzled expression.

"I'm indecisive at the crucial moment." I grabbed Xu Wei'er hand and frowned." The moment I closed my eyes, she appeared in front of me. It's very real that I could touch her. She told me that she wanted to accompany me and that she didn't want to leave me. "Wei Er, do you think I should give her a chance to survive?"

I was at a loss. I rubbed Xu Wei'er hands and tried to find an answer.

Xu Wei'er did n' t know whether to laugh or cry as she looked at me who was about to lose his soul. She led me to sit down and said," Sit down!"

She tightly grabbed my trembling hands." I think you've made your decision. You' ve made your decision since the moment you left."

Doctor Wang and the nurses took off their clothes and walked out. Xu Wei'er pointed at them and said," He's off work. He has to wait for tomorrow if he wants to."

After they had completely left my sight, I slowly said," But I'm afraid. I' m afraid that she won't be able to survive. I' m afraid that her fate will be uncertain."

Because I knew very well how many people would covet my stomach if I continued to stay by Yin Yao's side and the news of my pregnancy spread. Even if the child was born, she would be named Yin Yao illegitimate child. She would always be in danger. Yin Yao she had many enemies, she would be in any danger.

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