103: 103. Why are you still beating my heart?

103. Why are you still beating my heart?

Unwilling flirtation, lingering nights, romantic and warm seaside, or times of help, countless times of heroes saving the beauty... The scenes Yin Yao spent with me were like beautiful movies that kept showing in my mind. 2

However, I had to escape and hide far away. I had to destroy the deformed flower that grew tenaciously between the cracks and cut off the twists and turns to return to peace.

Everything that happened in the Feng Guan and Yin Yao months would become an eternal secret. The weight of the stone and the sea was so heavy that they could never see the sun. The strands of love were cut into ashes and evaporated into the air.

There was no need to worry about the deception between their men. They had finally moved away from the arrows that had nothing to do with me. I was free.

In the future Chen Shen I will not participate in Yin Yao Zhou He.

Xu Wei'er did n' t immediately comfort me. I was used to adjusting myself. After arriving at her villa, she spent several days in a daze.

In the past few days, whether it was the crowded crowd, the restless traffic, or the quiet villa, I could vaguely see the figures of Feng Guan and Yin Yao playing. They were running wildly in the sparse streets at night, impudent on the beach and entangled in the cramped, hot car...

Thinking about how he was rather dispirited, hurting his mind for the sake of his vague love, delaying his studies for the sake of mutual deception, he was extremely sorry for his lost parents and friends who looked forward to me.

The 15 million that Yin Yao had given to me soon reached my account. I transferred all of it to Xu Wei'er card and talked to her about the donation. In the end, we decided to give an anonymous donation of 8 million to the drug-free ngo. Xu Wei'er would help me do it, and I would pay her 1 million as a reward and storage fee.

I returned to school to take a serious lesson. Looking at a pair of lovers and ambiguous men and women, I thought of my Chen Shen, that silly man. His tears, his hair, his face, his chest, and his fingers made my heart ache.

But I let him down. In order to become a prodigal son, I abandoned my dignity, my reputation, and my stability.

A gust of wind blew across his face, as if it was Chen Shen.

Sometimes, I hated and hated myself.

From the moment I stepped into the casino and begged for Yin Yao, I was doomed to lose. He didn't lose to time or fate, but he only lost to Yin Yao.

Everything was deserved.

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A few days later, Xu Wei'er dragged me to the Xinyuan Fairyland to relax. Today's clubhouse beauty contest, we were also watching and watching to join in.

Xinyuan Fairyland clubs like this often organized eye-catching activities. The beauty pageant competition was the smallest. There were also human and beast performances, wife-changing activities, and so on.

Xu Wei'er said that the first round of the cheongsam show was for the ladies of the club to wear the cheongsam to perform their talents. The second round was for the swimsuit show, mainly showing their figure. The third round was for free display, showing their talents.

By the time we arrived, the event had already begun. The Xinyuan Fairyland lights tonight were darker than usual. It was so dark that I couldn't see anyone clearly. I could n' t see my fingers with both hands. There was only a beam of light focused on the stage.

The beauties on the stage all had hot bodies and were wearing three-point swimsuits that were exposed, causing the men below the stage to be elated. The men and women in the club were all extremely crazy. They were extremely excited. It was common for them to take drugs and inject drugs. They were crying for the ladies on the stage and fighting for the courtesan all night.

I wasn't interested in these things at all, in stark contrast to them. I found a corner to drink alone and sorted out the success or failure of this half year. I looked at my slightly bulging stomach and thought that it was time to lose weight. I shouldn't talk about it but put it in the real world.

After the second round of the beauty pageant, the light in the clubhouse suddenly opened, causing my eyes to feel a little uncomfortable. After half a minute, I opened my eyes. A man who was no longer familiar with him hugged a shy woman and walked past me.

I was stunned. He leaned on her shoulder and seemed to be drunk, but he still tried his best to steady himself. His pale face didn't get angry. He whispered in the woman's ear, making her bashful.

Yin Yao didn't see me. On the contrary, that woman's eyes were filled with hostility. That night, when she saw me interrupt them in the apartment, she was very dissatisfied. She didn't expect to meet me again.

She gave me a look of contempt and disdain. Then, she directly pulled Yin Yao head and stuck out her tongue to kiss him. Yin Yao also cooperated with him, as if there were signs of him acting on the spot. Qiang Zi followed behind him and urged him to leave quickly. She helplessly shook her head before reluctantly separating from Yin Yao.

Meeting Yin Yao was a shocking accident. It was a thrilling dream.

The gentleness of the Yin Yao was enough to corrode all the women in the world. The viciousness of the Yin Yao had reached the pinnacle of the human world.

Without me, he was still carefree and unrestrained, wandering around the Fengyue Arena. Those words and expressions of his physical body were all just disguises, and after tearing them apart, they were worthless.

Why would I have to pay a double price to forget about this relationship? Why would I fall into the abyss alone?

I touched the jade pendant that he gave me and fiercely pulled it. I choked my neck, but I couldn't pull it off. I poured a glass of wine into my mouth in one breath to vent my anger. It made me feel nauseous and short-tempered.

He had clearly said that he was like a stranger, so why did he want to stir my heart!

This man that made me feel so angry, I hated him.

Xu Wei'er hurried back after the reception. When I saw my unhappy frown, my pretty face was filled with melancholy that should n' t have been at this age." Do you regret it?"

I suddenly raised my eyes and stared at her with my sleepy eyes. I raised my head and drank my own cup of wine. It was so hot that my throat hurt." I finally realized the sadness and sorrow you felt when you and Jiang Kai were separated."

I looked at Xu Wei'er and laughed foolishly. I sobbed and cried," My heart is hard, my feelings are hard."

Xu Wei'er had been guarding me, drinking with me and talking with me. When I was also half drunk, she dragged me into the parking lot.

I stopped when I passed a Bentley.

I struggled free from my Xu Wei'er and leaned forward to stick to the window. After a while, no one was inside.

This was clearly Yin Yao car. I stumbled and turned around, grinning," He's not here. Hehe, he' ll definitely be his lover!"

Xu Wei'er understood who I was talking about. She looked around for a moment and suddenly heard a noise in the elevator. I narrowed my eyes and saw a man and a woman walking out of the elevator in the distance, followed by Baner. She pulled me into the car and quickly locked the door, not letting me make a sound.

How could I not know that the man and woman were Yin Yao and his lover?

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