92: 92. I'll use the rest of my life to make up for my mistakes

92. I'll use the rest of my life to make up for my mistakes

My heart skipped a beat. This photo was indeed mine. He was wearing a black hood with his back facing the camera and his hands were tied behind him by a rope. 0

Sure enough, he knew and pretended to ask me that this person did not look like me. Chen Shen, since you didn't tear me apart, I' ll continue playing dumb.

I pretended that I didn't know how to run closer and carefully observed it. I shook my head and said," Look at the thick fingers of this woman in the photo. Does n' t she look like me?"

I opened my palm with clear lines and my fingers with distinct joints, swaying in front of him, indicating for him to compare.

For some reason, under the camera, I was actually getting fat. Even my fingers were thicker.

He didn't know if it was a habit or a saving habit, but Chen Shen did n' t like to turn on the lights. It was very dark in the living room, and the dim and dim TV light made his face pale.

He grabbed the palm that covered my vision and his gaze fell on the television again. He mumbled," It's very similar, really similar."

I pretended to be careless and said," I saw this photo this afternoon, too. They all said that this person was a Yin Yao horse Cheng Ru."

His burning gaze suddenly fixed on me and he blurted out," How do you know this?"

Under the questioning and questioning, I became incoherent.

I stuttered and explained," Women's gossip! Xu Wei'er I also feel that this is me. I also observed it for a while and also read the comments below. Some people said it was Zheng Yi."

After that, Chen Shen didn't make things difficult for me or expose me.

He even personally cooked a favorite snack for me, Wolf Tooth Potato. He watched me eat with relish and said something that was unbelievable to me," When you return to China next year, let's get married!"

My brain instantly collapsed and I was stunned.

Chen Shen can't wait for me to graduate? Did n' t I agree that I would only get married after graduation? Why was he so anxious to advance without permission? Why did he insist on mentioning it today?

There was no happiness in his imagination, only countless questions and confusion. When I was immersed in what he couldn't imagine, he added," When you graduate, we' ll go back to City Y and open a potato shop to live with Grandma Chen Yu, okay?"

My chewing stopped and I bit my lower lip tightly, revealing a trace of blood. I nodded awkwardly.

A year later, I returned home. He said he wanted to get my certificate. A year later, today, I was under 21. Two years later, when I graduated, he said he wanted to take me out of this place and return to City Y to live a peaceful life.

These were all things I dreamed of half a year ago.

But why am I not happy? Back then, he had fought with Chen Shen in a cold war over these things. Now, he readily agreed and personally promised to me sincerely. I should be overjoyed and ecstatic.

What had happened in the past half year?

I had completely changed, and he was brand new.

But we were almost like strangers. Even the promise that was once scarce couldn' t make me excited. Everything he had seemed to be unable to stir up the ripple in my heart.

From a lover to a stranger, it was only half a year.

"I'm full." After saying this, I rushed into the bathroom and filled the bathtub with warm water. I slowly walked in and sat down and lay down. The water flooded my legs, my waist, my chest, my neck, and my nostrils.

The dense fog gradually filled the entire bathroom, and I fell into deep thought and confusion.

It was me who changed. It was me who changed. It was my body and spirit that had cheated and put on a green hat for him. It was my promise to betray us. It was me that had betrayed his feelings for me. The culprit of my crime was unforgivable.

Chen Shen didn't change. He was still the incomparably gentle man. He was still the man who could forgive me. He was still the man who loved me in the end. He was still the man who could give up his career for me.

I shouldn't have done it. I should n' t have chosen that way to save him when he was helpless and set foot on the road of no return. I shouldn't have been tempted by that bandit leader and betrayed him again and again.

It was all my fault. I don't know if he's willing to accept it. I'll use my life to make up for this mistake. I don't know if he hates my filthy body and mind...

Unable to distinguish between tears and bath water, I lay quietly in the bathtub and gradually lost consciousness.

It wasn't until Chen Shen felt something was off that I had n' t come out of the bathroom for more than an hour. He kicked open the bathroom door and found that I was sleeping in the bathtub, surrounded by steaming mist.

I was woken up by a bang. I raised my head and saw that the glass door had been kicked badly by the Chen Shen. The glass shattered to pieces.

He stood in front of me, worried and thankful, not knowing what to do. He must be worried that I might have fainted from lack of oxygen. He was glad that I was just asleep.

"Xiao Guan, don't scare me." He picked me up from the bathtub and carried me into the bathroom, patiently wiping the water droplets on my body.

In order to relieve Chen Shen worry, I burst out laughing and held his hand on my face to feel his warmth." What are you thinking about? I'm just asleep."

I really wasn't that fragile, and I did n' t have the courage to commit suicide for the time being. I would rather live and live in an ignoble manner than end my life. I hadn't fulfilled my life's wish to become a rich woman. I hadn't lived a quarter of my life. How could I not understand this?

I just wanted to soak myself in the water and calmly think about my future with Chen Shen.

This time, my deep thought seemed to give me a firm answer.

After the night was quiet, the moonlight sneaked into the room and hit our sheets, shaking and dancing. Chen Shen pretended to be asleep with his back facing me because the person who was really asleep had a heavy breathing sound.

I was tossing and turning, unable to sleep. I was thinking of how to speak.

I gathered the courage to go forward and stick to his burning back. I whispered in his ear," Chen Shen, I remember I asked you before. Will you forgive me for my mistakes? Do you remember?"

He moved, so I took it as a response. I grabbed his hand and broke it off one by one. I continued to say," You said that I could forgive you even if it was a huge mistake. Listen, I want to say that now, I am the same."

His back stiffened and his entire body immediately stiffened.

Not only did Chen Shen hear it, but he also reacted very much. He just didn't want to show it to me.

My other hand wrapped around his trembling waist." Chen Shen, I know you heard me. A man is not a sage. I'm willing to use the rest of my life to make up for my mistakes. Are you willing to accept it? "You will also use your life to make up for your mistakes, right?"

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