86. For a barely laughable dignity
He arrived at the airport at about half past five. I parked my car and went to the airport to wait. Today, the airport seemed to be more lively than usual. It was as if there was a fan group picking up the plane and blocking the entrance. 1
I flipped through my WeChat and found that the unread message from Zhao Jinkang was in the morning. Chen Shen came back early and arrived at six o'clock today.
The huge airport was filled with fanatical female fans.
At around 6:10 pm, a small student slowly walked out from inside. The grand scene was like an empty alley, blocking my view and not seeing anyone else.
I stood on tiptoe and looked at the crowd, trying to find Chen Shen from thousands of heads.
The crowd surged. As the celebrities walked out of the airport, the airport became empty and sparse. No one left the tunnel. I turned around to see if I missed it.
The scene before my eyes caused me to lose my expression once again, and my entire face instantly collapsed. When the Gu Li arrived, she received the Chen Shen and Chen Shen pulled a suitcase and walked out with the crowd.
I was stunned by what I saw and heard. I stood in front of the iron railing like a puppet, watching the pair of golden girls gradually disappear from my sight.
No wonder Chen Shen didn't personally tell me that he had come back early. No wonder everyone knew that he had come back today, but I was the only one who did n' t know and didn't know why Zhao Jinkang would remind me in the morning.
People came and went in the airport. They didn't have the heart to stop and care about the silly woman standing here. They did n' t ask why and just smiled.
His mind was filled with images of them together. They were so compatible with each other!
Both of my hands unconsciously clenched into fists, and my long nails pinched into the tender flesh. The slight pain made me frown slightly.
From the moment I received their intimate photos, I kept telling myself that I was an unclean person and had no right to criticize him. It was the first time I had met them in the government building. For the sake of my so-called feelings and dignity, I resisted the urge and pain in my heart and did not expose them. Because as long as Yin Yao let me go, I would be able to return to Chen Shen at ease. I could also play the role of Gu Li. From now on, there would no longer be anyone else. As usual, I wouldn't let you go.
Everything was out of control from the moment I dedicated my life to Yin Yao. In the dark, I was led by the nose by a hand that could not be seen in the dark. I was muddled, and I could not help myself.
I was really stupid and stupid. I felt like I was suffering from it.
What are Chen Shen and Gu Li, and what are Chen Shen and I?
I couldn't cry. I suddenly laughed wildly. I realized that after my heart was broken, I was like a madman who was surrounded by people.
I ran madly to try to catch them. I took off my high heels and rushed through the crowd. I ran to a stone pillar in the parking lot and hid behind it.
Cowardly and cowardly, I didn't dare to step forward. I was afraid that Chen Shen and I would n' t be able to make it through. I was afraid, I was afraid...
She covered her mouth and watched Chen Shen get into the passenger seat with trembling eyes, Gu Li drove away.
Finally, after they disappeared without a trace, I weakly followed the stone pillar and fell to the ground, covering my face with tears.
Retribution. Everything was retribution. It was me who betrayed Chen Shen and this relationship, so the heavens wanted me to bear the same pain.
He deserved it.
Like a walking corpse, I slowly climbed into the car. After I fastened my seat belt, I lay on the steering wheel and cried bitterly. This time, I was no longer crying silently, but venting. All of the grievances, shame, guilt, sadness, and disappointment that I had suppressed in my heart burst forth like a flood.
She cried until she was hoarse. Her tears ran dry and her eyes were red and swollen.
After an unknown amount of time, he fell asleep on the steering wheel. When he woke up, his neck ached and his face still had traces of tears left on it. This nap had actually lasted for a few hours, and it was almost dawn.
I turned on my phone and there were countless missed calls. However, I didn't want to pay attention to anyone. I just wanted to stay alone, so I turned off my phone.
In a daze, he drove his car to a hotel near the airport and opened a room. He collapsed and fell into a deep sleep.
Only when they were immersed in their sleep would there be no worries or worries, no Chen Shen, Gu Li, Yin Yao, or enemies.
I slept for 12 hours. The moment I opened my eyes, the dazzling sunlight shone into my eyes.
I rubbed my swollen eyes and suddenly found myself sleeping in the middle of the bed. However, I vaguely remembered that I had fallen like this last night. I lifted the cup and looked at it. My clothes had also been changed.
His heart was filled with anxiety.
Could it be that...
"Miss Feng slept really long!"
The familiar voice slowly reached my ears and interrupted my bold and unreasonable conjecture. This was Yin Yao. So, it was him who changed my clothes last night.
I instantly heaved a sigh of relief.
He got up and leaned against the bedside table and asked," Why are you here?"
Yin Yao sat on the sofa opposite him, crossed his legs and said Wind And Light Clouds," I'm not here. I' m afraid Miss Feng cough won't stop."
He pointed at my quilt. I finally understood that I had been crying in the car for a long time and had slept for a long time. Then, I fell down without covering my quilt. I definitely had a cold.
However, when Yin Yao thought about it, how would he know about my hotel? Could it be that he had specially reminded me of Chen Shen coming back early so that I could meet Gu Li Chen Shen again and let me face the wall again?
I glanced sideways at him." Do you think that by doing this, I can give up Chen Shen and fall in love with you?" "Don't be delusional. You' re about to be married."
Yin Yao raised his eyebrows and rubbed his chin in confusion." Why are Miss Feng crying so stupid? What are you talking about?"
Once again, I lost control of my emotions and yelled at him in disregard of my image." Even if Chen Shen and I can't be together, we wo n' t be in trouble with you."
I grimaced and said," I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!"
After he calmed down, he brought me back to the penthouse. As I packed my things, I slowly asked him," Can't you give me your gift in advance? I really want it."
He looked at the bag that I couldn't fill and shook his head." There are still more than 20 days left."
In Yin Yao apartment, he bought a lot of things for me. I didn't have the right to take them, so there were n' t many things that belonged to me. It was just a small bag.
Seeing the little skeleton that he had given me before, I handed it to him." I'll give it back to you. I really ca n' t afford it."
Yin Yao put it back into my bag and casually said," I'll give it to you. The ownership is yours. If you do n' t want it, you can throw it away."
Today, he was unusually silent, completely different from yesterday's aggression. He just quietly stared at me to pack up. He did n' t stop me from leaving because he knew that I wasn't his and could n' t stay.
After tidying up, I held my bag and bid him farewell." Thank you for your pampering and indulgence these days. I'm leaving."
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