196: My Questions

My Questions

My Questions 1

I was naturally happy that the respect between me and the Emperor was good. It was only a few days ago that I found out how sad I was when I had a bad time with the Ancestor.

I lived by the Ancestor's side. The sudden feeling was a little sad. The Ancestor was the king of this place, and I was as small as a parasitic ant. If I lived by the Ancestor's side, if I did my life at any time if I didn't rely on him.

The Ancestor liked me, that's right. I could go all out for his liking. I even lived here as a half-man and half-great monster. I did n' t dare to think that if the Ancestor suddenly gave up on me, I wouldn't be able to live my life so easily. Even living and living was a problem.

However, the Ancestor was indeed defending that banshee! Moreover, I clearly remembered how angry he was when I questioned him that day!

Although he had reconciled with the Ancestor. But that woman had become a mark in my heart. He couldn't touch her in his heart, but when he met her, he felt uncomfortable. She was invisible between me and the Ancestor.

I couldn't convince myself not to think about that woman. When the Ancestor was by my side, I would be very relieved to be with him, but once the Ancestor was n' t around, I would start to feel inexplicable fear.

I knew that the Ancestor would not do anything wrong. But I couldn't pass the hurdle in my heart.

Suddenly thinking of the Ancestor's words, he said that I did n' t believe him, but I was wrong. I shouldn't have believed him. He comforted himself and finally calmed himself down.

Lying on the bed, I had been wondering if I was a member of the demi-humans. There were many clues that indicated that I indeed had the constitution of the demi-humans. But the Ancestor refuted that I was a member of the demi-humans.

But sometimes I don't believe that I' m alone. If I were alone, how would I explain my current state of existence?

I couldn't sleep on the bed. He kept thinking about his identity.

Suddenly, a name appeared in my mind. That's right, I could find him in a flash. Ling Yufeng might know.

Thinking that I could find Ling Yufeng to ask about all the boredom in my heart and disappear, I finally found a little way to verify whether I was a human or a demon.

All the unhappiness suddenly disappeared. It was as if the water that was running around in the river had finally found a place to pour. The flood in my heart had finally found a river that could flow away.

I covered my head and slowly woke up. My mind was so chaotic that it seemed like an explosion. I opened my eyes as if I had forgotten something important.

I looked around. Was it my room with the Ancestor? What's wrong with me? Why did his head hurt so much?

The surroundings were so dark that it was possible to see something, but some things could not be seen clearly in the darkness. I tried my best to look over, but it was still dark as if nothing existed.

"Stop looking. You won't see anything." A voice sounded behind me. I suddenly turned around and looked behind me. It was Yu Lingfeng, the person I wanted to find.

"Yu Lingfeng?" My head still ached and my mind wasn't even inviting me.

"Your memories don't have any memories of the things in the darkness. Your dreams naturally do n' t have anything about it, so you won't see it."

"Memory?" "I'm here..." I still had a headache.

"This is your dream. Am I here to find you?" Yu Lingfeng smiled and stood at the side looking at me.

"Come to my dream? "Then do you know if I'm from the demons?" I don't care if he's in my dream anymore. I just want to know who I am, whether I'm a human or a demon? Perhaps he was half-human and half-demon.

I covered my head and thought about something useless. But I really hope that Yu Lingfeng knows and can answer me.

"You are a member of the demon race. You are the descendant of the demons, not a human at all. "The Ancestor has been lying to you."

I am a demon? I looked at Yu Lingfeng in disbelief.

"How could I be a member of the demon race?" How could this be possible? "My status as a servant has lived for so many years?" He suddenly told me that I was a demon and couldn't accept it. Even though he was prepared, he heard it and his breathing was suffocating.

"I came to your dream to tell you that you are actually a descendant of the demons." Yu Lingfeng looked at me with his eyes slanted. He didn't move at all when he was holding his head in pain.

"But... The Ancestor had never told me. "He said I'm human?" I muttered to myself in confusion.

Yu Lingfeng sneered. "If you really believe him, why would you ask me? "If you really believe him, I won't appear in your dreams."

I put down my head and looked at Yu Lingfeng. I don't believe that the Ancestor would find the answer by himself? Was it like this?

"Ancestor..." "He said I'm human."

"He lied to you. The person who really used you is your Ancestor. "He's been lying to you all this time. Ca n' t you feel it yourself?" Yu Lingfeng smiled at me, his eyes filled with pity.

"That's impossible. The Ancestor ca n' t lie to me, let alone use me." I retorted, but I had no idea what to do. I don't know what feelings the Ancestor had for me.

"He's a ghost. Ghosts are evil. How could a ghost have a kind heart? "It's also common for him to lie to you, but you' re willing to use it for his sake. Isn't that a fool?" Yu Lingfeng was aggressive, and my head was getting more and more painful. I could only lower my head and use my hand to cover my head.

I couldn't say a word anymore, and my head felt like it was exploding in pain. Yu Lingfeng's voice grew further and further away from his ears until it disappeared.

I suddenly opened my eyes. I was still in my room. The surroundings were as black as in a dream, but I could see everything. I didn't feel the fog in my dream anymore.

"The Ancestor is lying to you. You are the descendant of the demons. Everything he has done is lying to you for using you." Yu Lingfeng's voice was still replaying in his mind. I closed my eyes and didn't want to think anymore.

The conversation in the dream was clearly imprinted in my mind. I touched my back and broke out in cold sweat. I moved my quilt and laid down again.

I wanted to know if I was a human or a demon, but why would I be so afraid after Yu Lingfeng told me that I was a descendant of a demon? Why did Yu Lingfeng say that the Ancestor was using me?

That night, I had been thinking about Yu Lingfeng's words, and if the Ancestor used me, what would I have for him to use?

She recalled everything she had known to the Ancestor. I didn't think I was worthy of being used by the Ancestor. If it was true, I just wanted to know why the Ancestor liked me? This was my biggest suspicion.

After waking up from my dream, I finally fell asleep again.

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