Chapter 166: Because of Love
I looked at Han Anli eyes from the beginning to the end, not showing the slightest intention of retreating. Han Anli sneered and then slammed the door.
With a loud bang, my heart wasn't calm either. I reached out to pick up the newspaper and carefully read the contents of it again. The corners of my mouth curled into a bitter smile. It seemed like a wave had not leveled up yet.
In order to prevent me from falling into such a situation again, I continued to work with my head lowered. It seemed that I wouldn't feel so upset if it was between the scripts.
However, due to my long work and my bad mood, I felt like I was going to faint by the afternoon. I managed to stand up and try to relax myself.
However, at this moment, my phone suddenly rang and Fang Ze called. I looked at the words on the screen and felt a little uneasy. After some thought, I decided to pick up the phone.
"Xiaoxi, I'm sorry. I did n' t mean to create such a huge commotion for you." The moment the call was answered, Fang Ze apologetic voice rang in my ear.
I sneered. If I didn't say it, did I really think I did n' t know? "No need. It's good that you' re happy. As long as your goal is achieved, I don't care."
"No, it's not like that. Xiaoxi, can you listen to me?" Fang Ze was a little anxious.
"Mr. Fang, don't you feel like you' re hiding your ears and stealing a bell?" I wasn't in the mood to listen to his explanation at all. Right now, my thoughts were very agitated.
Fang Ze was slightly taken aback. Holding my phone, I congratulated him again," As long as your goal is achieved, it's good to be happy."
Before Fang Ze could react, I hung up the phone.
The weather outside was good, but I was in a very depressed mood. In order to prevent me from entering the dead end of my mind, I decided to go down and relax.
However, as soon as I walked out of the door of the company, I was blocked by a group of reporters who were squatting on the spot. In a split second, countless flashlights shone at me. The flashed, almost making me feel faint. The microphone also gathered towards me.
"Miss Xue, could you explain what happened to the news that appeared in the newspaper today?"
"Miss Xue, are you in a relationship with Mr. Fang Ze Fang?"
"Miss Xue, what kind of relationship do you have with Gu Yi and Fang Ze these three?"
"Miss Xue, this is the entertainment world. May I know how far you and Mr. Fang Ze have progressed?"
Faced with these strange questions, I didn't want to answer them, so I simply closed my mouth. However, being surrounded by so many people, I felt dizzy and dizzy. I felt like I would faint at any moment.
Suddenly, someone pushed me from behind. I was already a little unstable, but I fell to the ground in a sorry state.
There was a lot of noise in my ears, and many people pushed me around. I felt my eyes turn black and I felt dizzy. I didn't know what happened next. I could vaguely feel that I had fallen into someone's embrace, but who was this person? I didn't have the strength to open my eyes.
Behind me, there seemed to be a reporter chasing after me and asking. As if I was stepping on cotton, my entire body seemed to be floating.
When I woke up again, the first thing I saw was the white ceiling. I forcefully moved my hand and forced myself to sit up.
Gu Yi heard my movements and hurried over to help me up. I looked at his handsome face and was momentarily distracted.
"Don't move. I' ll call a doctor." Gu Yi voice was surprisingly pleasant to hear, making me feel like I was dreaming.
I looked at him warily. I didn't say a word, and there was a sense of depression blocking my chest. I could n' t get rid of it.
After a while, the doctor arrived. He was the doctor who showed me depression. I was a little alienated from him.
Gu Yi sat by my side and pulled my hand." Xiaoxi, you have a relapse of depression and need to cooperate with the doctor to treat you. So, you have to answer him positively whatever the doctor tells you."
I didn't listen much to Gu Yi soft words. I moved my body and turned my head to the side. I did n' t want to bother with them at all. Right now, I just wanted to make my ears clear.
Gu Yi and the doctor looked at each other.
"Xiaoxi, are you hungry now? "How about I buy you something to eat?" Gu Yi carefully probed me.
I still didn't have any reaction. At this moment, my mind was blank. I was wary of everyone and did n' t want to pay attention to anyone, especially Gu Yi.
Seeing that he didn't respond at all, Gu Yi became anxious and looked at the doctor for help.
The doctor waved his hand at him and gestured for him to go out. Gu Yi understood, he looked at my side face worriedly and continued to say gently," Have a good chat with the doctor. I'll go out and buy you something to eat. I' ll buy your favorite plate duck."
I still didn't look back at him. I did n' t move until the door was closed.
When the doctor saw that only the two of us were left in the room, he cleared his throat and opened the door." Miss Xue, we should have known each other before. I think you still have an impression of me, right?"
I looked at the scenery outside the window and didn't want to answer the doctor's courtesy.
"Well... "Right now, I want to learn something from you. It's good for your depression. I hope Miss Xue can cooperate with me." The doctor's voice was soft and he tried to think from my heart.
I adjusted my posture, but I still didn't want to say anything. I thought of these people as bad people and wanted to seal myself in my own world. All I could think of was the things I encountered before I fainted. Those people's faces made me want to face them.
"I know what Miss Xue're thinking now. People with depression have a common trait. They do n' t want to open their hearts and trust others, but Miss Xue, have you ever thought about it? "You' re not alone in this world, you still have someone else!" The doctor gradually opened the topic.
Others? I sneered in my heart. How could there be anyone else by my side? Those who should or should not leave were all leaving me. I was simply the Sky Wolf Star that had descended from the mortal world and was dedicated to killing people.
The doctor also felt a little hopeful when she saw the expression on my face. She continued to ask softly," Miss Xue with the expression of rejecting people thousands of miles away, have you ever thought about what those people who have good relations with Miss Xue think?"
I shook my head, indicating that I did not want to answer her question.
The doctor wasn't in a hurry either. He continued to chat with me and told me a lot of interesting things. I did n' t move and looked at everything in front of me in a dull manner.
"That's right." After saying this for a long time, the doctor seemed to have remembered something. He asked me with a smile," Is there anyone in Miss Xue heart who misses?"
Missing people? I silently thought of these two words in my heart. This last sentence actually asked me what I was thinking. How could I not have someone I wanted to see?
For some reason, I suddenly thought of my parents and the unborn child. When I thought of how sad they were when they died, my heart felt terrible.
If it weren't for me, they would have lived happily in this world. It was me! I killed them!
A strong sense of self-blame and guilt instantly assaulted my entire body. My nerves were stimulated and I hugged myself tightly and cried. When did I not want them to return to my side again? Now that I didn't have anyone to talk to, I felt very sad.
The doctor saw through my thoughts and patted me on the shoulder. He encouraged me," Don't be confined by such a bad thing. You have to believe that the world is still beautiful. Not everyone is a bad person. You have to learn to trust others, and you have to learn to distinguish between good and bad."
"Is it good or bad?" I raised my head to look at the doctor and muttered to myself.
The doctor smiled at me and said," I believe that with Miss Xue intelligence, you will be able to get out of this illness."
I nodded at her blankly. Even if it wasn't for me, I had to go out of this predicament for my children and my parents. I could n' t let them worry about me.
The doctor saw the hope in my eyes and was very satisfied. He gave me a few more instructions before leaving.
I sat alone in the ward and hugged my legs tightly. I thought about many things in my mind because I was so serious that I didn't even notice when I Fang Ze here.
"Xiaoxi." Fang Ze looked at the empty look in my eyes and a trace of guilt flashed through my eyes.
I heard the voice raise my head to look at him and immediately lowered my eyes. I don't want to see this person now.
"I'm sorry. I know that this news has brought a lot of negative effects on you. It's my fault. I learned from the doctor that you're suffering from depression. The culprit among them should be me." Fang Ze felt guilty as she said that while sizing me up.
"Are you here to tell me this?" I didn't want to look at him. I lowered my head and asked coldly," Did n' t you think about it before you did this?" Aren't you afraid that our reputation will be destroyed? "It's not a real ability to rely on media hype."
"I didn't think so." Fang Ze was filled with apologies.
I looked at him and asked word by word," What was your real purpose in doing this?" "What do you want to express?"
Fang Ze lowered his head and smiled bitterly." Perhaps it's because of love." 1
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