153: Chapter 154: Escape

Chapter 154: Escape

My heart softened and I no longer bit my tongue. With my back facing him, I felt very upset.

"Xiaoxi, if the child is gone, we will have it again. If you are gone, then I will have nothing left." Gu Yi voice was so soft that I thought I was hallucinating.

Facing Gu Yi words, I remained silent.

Gu Yi sighed, unwilling to give up." Xiaoxi, how about this? I'll sing you a song. How about it?"

I hugged my legs tightly and buried my head deep between my knees. The Gu Yi gentleness, the Gu Yi brutality, and the tragic death of my child, all of them were playing slides in my mind.

I still didn't say anything.

Gu Yi sang a few children's songs in my ear. It was the first time I knew that this man had such a cute side. However, I wasn't in the mood to care about what he was singing right now. I still maintained a movement. My surroundings seemed to be tingling, refusing any communication with me.

Gu Yi had done a lot, but seeing that I was still like this, he had no choice but to leave and let me have a good rest.

The room immediately returned to a peaceful atmosphere.

It didn't take long before the private doctor who met in the hospital came to take care of me.

Perhaps it was because of the baby, my body was very weak. I originally wanted to stand up and wash my hands, but my eyes were dizzy. If I hadn't caught the wall quickly, I would have been in close contact with the earth.

When the private doctor pushed the door open and entered, I happened to be holding onto the wall. The expression on my face was a little strange.

"Miss Xue, are you not feeling well?" The private doctor hurriedly stepped forward to support me.

I calmly pushed her hand away and walked to the bathroom to wash my face. Then, I sat on the bed again without moving.

It was a completely repellent appearance.

When the private doctor saw me like this, he felt a little worried.

"Miss Xue, I know you're feeling bad right now, but have you ever thought about it? "If you continue to maintain this state, you will only fall into a narrow-minded state. If your child is still alive, do you think he would like to see such a state?"

Child?

I couldn't help but smile bitterly when I heard the doctor say the word "child ".

The child was gone! How could he see me? These murderers actually had the face to mention their children in front of me?

I'm really an irresponsible mother. I ca n' t even protect my child.

Self-blame and anger intertwined in my heart.

When the private doctor saw the subtle change in my expression, he knew what to say to me.

"Miss Xue, if the child is gone, there will be another child. But if you keep letting yourself go like this, I'm afraid there will be no child in this lifetime."

I was silent and lowered my head. My thoughts were in a mess. This was my first child. He couldn't even protect me, so how could I talk about it in the future?

"You're still young, so why ca n' t you think about it?" "If you continue to waste your life like this, the only thing that is bad for you will be your body. Even if you have resentment in your heart and want to avenge your child, you must first have a good body as the foundation!" The private doctor took care of my weakness.

Hearing this, I felt a little touched. Indeed, the only thing I was thinking about now was to avenge my child.

"Besides, I believe that if your parents were still here, they would definitely be worried for you if they saw you like this. Do you have the heart to see the two old men working for you?" The private doctor was pressing forward step by step, and every single word of it touched my heart.

"I..." Of course I didn't want to. I had lost my father and could n' t let my mother worry about me anymore. Mother was already in bad health. If I continued to trouble her because of these things, I would be too unfilial.

"You're a smart person. You must know more than I do." The private doctor gently patted my shoulder as a sign of comfort.

I looked up at him." I... "I'm not willing to do this."

"That's right!" "Normal people wouldn't choose this path. You have to trust me. Depression is n' t a big problem. As long as you're willing to cooperate with me, it's actually very easy to recover." The smile on the doctor's face was very gentle.

"Then what should I do?" I weakly asked. Right now, I didn't want to communicate with anyone. Especially when I saw the female doctor and Gu Yi, I could n' t calm down.

"I'll teach you the specific method. I just want to see if you' re willing to cooperate with me." The private doctor smiled indifferently.

I nodded blankly.

Seeing that I agreed, a stone fell from the private doctor's heart.

"Then you have to tell me first, what do you want to eat?" The private doctor looked at me gently.

"Stir-fried Rice Noodles." I still remembered that this was what I loved the most when I was in college. Every time I returned home from school, my father would prepare a stir-fried noodles for me. It was a pity that there would never be any more.

"Okay." The private doctor smiled and walked out of the room.

It didn't take long before I brought me something I wanted to eat. A rare smile appeared on my face, as if my father had returned.

However, after eating a few chopsticks, Gu Yi arrived.

The moment I saw him, I couldn't help but feel a little annoyed. I immediately put down my chopsticks.

"Xiaoxi..." Gu Yi looked at the scene awkwardly.

I didn't buy his account and did n' t want to bother with him at all.

When the private doctor saw that the situation was not right, he hurriedly pulled Gu Yi out and hinted that he did not need to come over. Gu Yi also understood the private doctor's intentions. Although he was reluctant, he was helpless.

After Gu Yi left, the doctor walked into the ward again and smiled at me." He's gone. Do n' t worry about eating. He won't come again in the future."

I lowered my eyes and held the chopsticks in my hand. I felt a little conflicted.

After a few days of recuperation by the private doctor, my condition gradually eased. I was not as depressed as I was at first, and I slowly began to accept the outside world.

I looked at the sealed ward and began to wonder how I could escape.

I don't want to be Gu Yi canary by my side for the rest of my life. I also have my own dignity and what I want.

After thinking about it, he became even more convinced that he wanted to escape.

Although the doctor had been with me all these days, he was even more happy that my condition had improved.

"Dr. Du."

After eating, I looked at the private doctor in front of me and called out weakly. This was the first time I had spoken to him in so long.

"Huh?" The private doctor was pleasantly surprised.

I lowered my head and hesitated." I want to go out this afternoon, okay?"

"Let's go!" ?" The personal nurse was both surprised and delighted. He still remembered that when he first saw me, I rejected everyone. However, now that he wanted to leave, how could he be unhappy?

"Alright, I'll pack it up. I' ll walk with you later. You! "As long as you are willing to take this step, your recovery will be even faster." The private doctor was happy.

I forced a smile on my face, but a scheming look flashed through my eyes. In my heart, I was planning how I could escape smoothly later.

The private doctor did a simple examination of me. After confirming that I had no problems, he followed me downstairs for a stroll.

It was late in the evening, and the weather wasn't hot either. In addition to the trees and the breeze, it was a little refreshing. There were n' t many people walking downstairs, but most of them were lovers. 0

Many white-haired old men supported each other.

When I saw this pair of love and thought of myself, my heart felt cold again.

"Actually, as long as you walk a little more and communicate with others, it's really easy to get out of this psychological barrier." The private doctor said it again and again in my ear, giving me a psychological hint that I was going out of depression.

I silently observed the route here. After I figured it out, I glanced at the private doctor who was chattering around and quickly covered my stomach. I bit my lower lip and bent down.

"Well... Doctor Du, my stomach hurts so much! "Can I go to the bathroom?" My voice trembled.

"What's wrong?" The private doctor was a little nervous, afraid that something would happen to me.

I looked at him in embarrassment." Maybe it was because I had a cold last night. I'm having a stomachache now. Can you help me buy a pack of tissue?" "I'm going to the bathroom now."

Hearing my answer, the private doctor heaved a sigh of relief.

"Just wait. Just endure it. I'll get it for you." The private doctor patted me on the back and hurriedly left.

I bent over and deliberately made a painful appearance. It wasn't until the private doctor could no longer see me that I straightened up and walked quickly to the path that had just been made.

When I was just walking, I took a look at the route and ran out of the hospital with my memory.

With my strong willpower, I ran a long distance in one go. Only then did I see a taxi and hurriedly took a taxi to leave.

Because there was no place to go, the only place I thought of was the company.

I ran back to the office in a sorry state and saw Han Anli sitting in the office, handling some papers.

Seeing me back, Han Anli felt a little strange." Xiaoxi, didn't you go abroad? "Why are you back?"

I didn't have the time to explain to him. I grabbed his hand and prayed urgently," Anli, quickly, take me away!"

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