12: Questions Without Answers
I really wanted to be with Gu Yi. I couldn't deny that I still loved Gu Yi so much. Even if something like that happened three years ago, I still wanted to be with him. 1
And right now, I was still at a loss. No matter what the reason was, I did it. They had already done something wrong. That was to steal Lin Yan fiancé. However, when I heard what Han Anli said to me today, I began to strengthen my heart.
I briefly chatted with Han Anli before hanging up in a hurry. I needed to do what I wanted to do.
Tonight, I want to have a good chat with Gu Yi. I didn't want to have such an awkward relationship with him. So, I had to communicate with him.
I went to a supermarket not far from the apartment to buy some materials. I wanted to cook a meal for Gu Yi tonight. In the past, he had always liked to eat the food I cooked for him, and he hadn't eaten it for three years. He did n' t know if he missed it.
I returned home and went into the kitchen to get busy. I didn't take the initiative to call Gu Yi because I knew he would definitely come home to accompany me that night. After all, I was more important to him.
There was still some time before dinner. I was slowly cooking in the kitchen. After all, it's been a long time since I' ve cooked food for Gu Yi. I haven't even eaten with anyone in a long time, so I' m still quite excited. This nervousness made me more careful.
I looked at the soup that had been stewed in the pot. Because there was still some time before Gu Yi returned, I returned to my room and prepared to change into a new set of clothes. I would like to have a real conversation with Gu Yi tonight, so of course, I have to dress better.
"Xiaoxi, I'm back. Let's go out for dinner." I had just changed my clothes when I heard Gu Yi call me outside the door.
Why did he come back so soon? How could I remember when he was not at this time? I thought for a while, the soup in my pot was still not ready. Moreover, I haven't thought about what I should wear yet.
"Gu Yi, why did you come back so soon?" After I hurriedly put on my clothes, I walked out and looked at the Gu Yi who was changing shoes at the entrance and said in surprise.
"I got off work early. I want to go home and accompany you to dinner. "I don't want you to wait too long at home." Gu Yi changed her shoes and walked over to me, smiling.
When I saw his habitual actions, I couldn't help but recall three years ago.
"What's the smell? It's so fragrant?" Xiaoxi Did you cook?" Gu Yi didn't wait for my answer, nor did he approach me. He sniffed the air and suddenly said in surprise.
I was especially happy when I saw how exaggerated he was. Thinking that he had actually left work early so that he could come home to accompany me made me even more moved. The thought of being together with him became more and more intense.
In the past, such a daily routine seemed to be a daily experience, but now it seemed to me that it was a simple matter that had been waiting for three years. Life was like this. The simpler the routine, the better it became when it came to memories.
"I've cooked. Let's eat at home tonight." I said this out of habit.
Three years ago, I always said this to Gu Yi. I didn't have the habit of eating outside, so I always cooked inside.
"Really?" "It's been a long time since I' ve eaten your meal." Gu Yi's expression was especially happy. Although his tone was still calm, I could feel that the excitement in his heart was far less than his tone.
I returned to the kitchen and took out all the dishes I had prepared. Gu Yi, I had already entered the kitchen. He took out all the dishes I had left on the kitchen table very carefully.
"Xiaoxi, why did you suddenly cook at home today?" After Gu Yi two items were placed on the table, he asked me with a smile.
"You even bought some wine. Looks like you want to stay drunk with me today?" Gu Yi smiled and brought me the wine I bought in the kitchen.
"It's still the same taste. Xiaoxi, I have n' t tasted it in a long time." After Gu Yi caught one of his favorite chicken wings, he sighed.
"I've done a lot today. Eat more." I was especially happy when I saw how satisfied he was.
I picked up my wine cup and gently took a sip. I was thinking about how I should talk about these things.
"Gu Yi, after I came back these two days, I thought about a lot about the two of us." After I put down my cup, I took a deep breath and said to Gu Yi indifferently.
"Huh?" What happened? "Tell me." Gu Yi put down his chopsticks and looked at me seriously.
"I don't know if I' m doing well or not. Whether you're doing well or not. Now, your fiancée was Lin Yan. And I was the third person. When I suddenly came to you like this, it was the Third Party between you and Lin Yan. "This will destroy your relationship." I looked at him and finally spat out what I had been thinking.
"You are not Third Party. You will never become my Third Party. You will only be my real girlfriend." Gu Yi didn't directly refute what I wanted him to answer. He just refuted some superficial things. Even so, I was still very happy.
"Do you love Lin Yan then? "I haven't been by your side for the past three years. Do you have feelings for Lin Yan?" I looked at Gu Yi and said to him with a look of anticipation.
Gu Yi looked at me, his affectionate expression made me see what he was thinking.
"I love you. The only person I love is you. "Even if you're not here, I' ve never bothered anyone. I only have you in my heart." Gu Yi sincerely confessed to me.
I was really moved and happy when I saw his affectionate expression. I already had the urge to cry. I never thought Gu Yi would confess to me like this.
However, apart from being touched and happy, my heart was filled with joy. There was also a feeling of sadness. After all, I came back with a purpose. I had to help Lin Yan get the plan she needed from Gu Yi because my parents had to do this. However, the purpose of this was to betray Gu Yi.
Even if Gu Yi loved me so much now, I would betray him in the near future.
I suddenly didn't even dare to think about it.
I still had a question in my heart. Was the words Lin Yan said in front of me three years ago true? I must ask Gu Yi to explain this to me.
"In the past, did you marry me because you didn't want to marry Lin Yan?" I looked at Gu Yi and asked him seriously.
After Gu Yi heard what I said, she didn't say anything and turned her head away from me. However, I could see a little strange in his eyes. I don't know what he meant.
"Answer me?" Gu Yi What do you mean by not saying anything?" I looked at his reaction in confusion and anxiety, so I looked at him anxiously and asked him.
In the end Gu Yi still looked as if he didn't want to answer me at all. He did n' t care about my anxious appearance at all. Looking at him like this, I felt extremely anxious. I didn't understand what he meant.
Could it be that all of this really was what Lin Yan said? Did they find me because of their quarrel?
I didn't believe it at all, but now that Gu Yi looked like this, I suddenly felt that it was true. It was just my own wishful thinking.
"Gu Yi, I never believed it. "But now it seems that I'm the one who's overthinking things." I knew the ending, so I could only speak to Gu Yi indifferently.
After saying that, I turned around and prepared to leave the so-called home that he said to me. I thought he would say something when he saw me leaving like this, but he didn't say anything. He didn't say a single word to me. He probably did n' t even turn around.
After I left, I didn't know where I could go in the middle of the night. So, he could only turn around and relax. And I had been waiting for Gu Yi to turn around and look for me. However, it seemed like he was thinking too much.
I didn't expect that the Gu Yi I had always believed would not respond to my own question at all. Even though I had left home in the middle of the night, he had never come to look for me. I really felt depressed towards him and didn't know what to do next.
Unknowingly, it was almost ten o'clock. I also felt that my own girl wasn't suitable for hanging out at night, so I found a nearby hotel to stay.
There was an author's exchange meeting tomorrow. Because I updated the novel today, the people on the website also contacted me and asked me to attend the exchange meeting.
That night, I tried my best not to think about it. However, it seemed that he couldn't control his emotions and thoughts. That night, he had been thinking about this matter today. In the end, I lost sleep.
I had already figured it out. I tried my best to be with Gu Yi again, so why did something like this happen? I really couldn't figure it out.
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