87: Promise
Thinking of his violent rejection yesterday and his gentle murmuring at my bedside, I felt that everything was like a dream. All of this was a little unreal. 2
I looked at Gu Yi kneeling on one knee and said hesitantly," Gu Yi don't you think this is a little too fast?" I didn't expect that even my parents had n' t seen him before, so I went to propose.
To be honest, I've never been asked for a marriage. Even if I had a marriage with Zhang Shiyang before, we' ve only had a banquet and we've lived together.
I was really moved by Gu Yi carefully prepared proposal. I thought of his fiancée, that proud and beautiful girl. If I were with Gu Yi, what would she think?
"I don't think there's anything fast about feelings." Gu Yi said affectionately. He had known so many excellent girls before, but not a single one of them moved him as much as I did.
When he quarreled with his father yesterday, he had already secretly made a decision in his heart that he would be the one to blame for this life.
"Gu Yi I just got divorced." I just divorced Zhang Shiyang last month and now I'm facing Gu Yi proposal. No matter what, it's a little too soon.
"So what?" He held my hand impulsively. He was very uneasy now. He was afraid that I would leave him Lin Yan the future when he returned home. Therefore, he spent half a day preparing the proposal.
He felt that once I married him, I would always be by his side.
"We've only known each other for a few days. Even if we' re dating each other, it's only a month." I said, I really wanted to agree to Gu Yi proposal.
I've heard from some experts a long time ago that it would take at least two years to get to know if he was suitable for me. I' ve been dating Zhang Shiyang for three years, but he still abandoned me.
"I think we can get married first." Gu Yi said, he was afraid Lin Yan return home. When the time came, his parents would definitely force him to marry a woman he didn't love. He would rather marry me first.
I looked at him anxiously. Could it be that he chose me to skip the marriage arranged by his parents? Am I just a reason for him to prevaricate his parents?
"Do you have a fiancée?" I think it's better to put this matter on the surface. I know Gu Yi have feelings for me, but I think it's far from getting married.
I'm a married person. I know how important it is to get married. The decision made by my hot head can only make the two of them suffer.
Moreover, I was divorced, let alone Gu Yi. If our marriage was a mistake, Gu Yi still had room for regret. His condition was so good. And me? Those who had been divorced two times were probably going to be stuck on their backs by the public opinion.
This society had always had a strange prejudice against women. Even if they emphasized women's rights now, they still did n' t change this society's abnormal thoughts. I could only be the one who was hurt.
"Yes, you already know." The expression on Gu Yi face stiffened for a moment, but he continued," My parents arranged it for me. We haven't seen a few of them before."
"Actually, I only found out yesterday. Did you fight with your family yesterday?" I gently explained the entire process of hearing him call.
"I don't want to marry a woman I do n' t love." Gu Yi's expression twitched when he thought of the pain he had experienced. His family had also suffered from such an abnormal marriage.
Then, he told me about what happened when he was young. This was why he was so resistant to Lin Yan and wanted to marry me.
His father had married a rich family miss like him, but their marriage was not happy. Gu Yi had lived in such a twisted family since childhood.
His father couldn't see his wife because of his hatred. He did n' t care about Gu Yi, and Gu Yi mother hated Gu Yi existence.
It wasn't until Gu Yi gradually took over the company that she got some affection. But now, what use was there? Now, his father had forced his thoughts on Gu Yi.
If such a twisted family was to be replicated again, the children they gave birth to would repeat the same Gu Yi. Gu Yi father didn't have a lover and had a grudge against his wife.
That Gu Yi was deeply in love with me, so their marriage would definitely not be happy.
I knew everything Gu Yi. The reason why he was so cold was that he was so angry when he heard me mention his father. There was a reason for everything.
No matter how outstanding Lin Yan was, he didn't love it. The end result was a cycle, a cycle of tragedy. He did n' t want his children to follow his own path in the future.
"Then..." My heart was slightly shaken. Gu Yi already resisted Lin Yan so much, he would definitely want to listen to his heart.
After getting along with Gu Yi these days, I had long been attracted to him.
"Couldn't the details of our life together explain our close filming?" Gu Yi asked. We had already established a good understanding these days. That was something that I hadn't had with Zhang Shiyang for so many years.
"We must have been husband and wife in our previous life, so you'll still be with me." Gu Yi said. He felt familiar the moment he saw me, so he saved me in public.
I don't believe what I said in my previous life, but I do have a feeling of familiarity with Gu Yi, and I think about Gu Yi every day after the separation.
"I really like you, but I can't accept that I stole someone else's fiance." I admit my feelings. I do have love with Gu Yi, but I don't believe in love anymore because of that miserable life.
Moreover, Lin Yan was indeed much better than me. I thought that even if it was an arranged marriage, Lin Yan could bring more help to Gu Yi. She had a generous dowry and resources, and I was just a poor writer who lived on Gu Yi.
"Do you want me to marry someone else?" Gu Yi said. He felt that even if I couldn't say it now, I definitely did n' t want him to marry anyone else.
As he spoke, he planned to leave immediately. Since he couldn't marry me, he planned to show off with his parents. No one would marry him in this lifetime.
"I don't want to." Seeing that Gu Yi was about to leave, I shouted in panic.
I wanted to marry Gu Yi, especially.
This way, I could Lin Yan a step ahead and get Gu Yi. Perhaps it was because of my selfishness, but Gu Yi obviously also loved me. We could get married.
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