40: Chapter 40: Intention to Retreat

Chapter 40: Intention to Retreat

I was very grateful for parting. After saying goodbye to him, I prepared a draft at home. Recently, due to too many things, I didn't think the previous draft was too good and decided to revise it again. 2

At this moment, my phone screen flashed. It was obvious that it must have been a call from my parents. I took a look at it and still helplessly picked up my phone and pressed the answer button.

"Hello mom?" I thought about how miserable my Zhang Shiyang had been. I had already guessed that my mother must be extremely angry. Anyway, no matter how I explained it, they wouldn't believe what I said. It was better to say less and save some energy.

"Xiaoxi, today is your Uncle Zhang's day of sacrifice. Even if your relationship with Yangyang is already bad, you should n' t have found a man to humiliate him." Xue's Mom had been thinking about the divorce between Zhang Shiyang and me these days. Now, she accepted the fact that they were about to divorce.

However, my actions today caused her to hesitate. She hadn't gone through the formalities yet and had already given him a green hat in front of Yangyang. If news of this were to spread to relatives and friends, how would I behave? At this moment, her heart was conflicted. On the one hand, as a mother, she believed that her daughter couldn't cheat and do such a ridiculous thing, but on the other hand, because she owed Zhang Family kindness, she also believed in Zhang Shiyang. Her hands and hands were full of flesh. This made her unable to make a choice. She could hope that the two of them could make up again.

"Mom, do you know?" "That's just my friend. He even brought that fox spirit with him to bully me today." I couldn't help but speak. This Zhang Shiyang was truly a dead end. It was clearly his fault, but it was all pushed to my head.

"What fox spirit? Yangyang But she told me that he had already broken off with that woman." Xue's Mom said in disbelief. In his impression, Zhang Shiyang was still the polite and progressive poor man. She then began to mumble about Zhang Family kindness. She had already said these words a thousand times, and I had already memorized them.

"Mom, what do you want me to do to trust me?" I felt that my mother had been deceived too deeply by Zhang Shiyang. I felt that I couldn't tell her clearly on the phone. I planned to go home to visit them in a few days and explain it to them in person. Seeing that the bag had been torn to pieces, Han Anli helped me pick up one piece after another and paste the repaired marriage certificate. This should be the perfect proof of Zhang Shiyang change in heart.

"Mom, I can't explain this to you in a while. How about this? I' ll come back and tell you in person in a few days." I drank a mouthful of milk tea on the table and tried my best to interrupt my mother's thoughts. In the past, I thought it was a good thing to have more communication with my mother, but now that I heard her mention Zhang Shiyang I felt a little impatient.

After saying that, I ignored my mother's chatter and hung up.

"Hello, Xiaoxi?" Hearing that the call had been hung up, Xue's Mom sighed helplessly. Perhaps I was really too old and she could n' t control it anymore. Perhaps she could really let go and respect my thoughts.

Thinking that I hadn't been updated for the past few days because of my drunkenness and Zhang Shiyang entanglement, when I read the novel that had just been modified to half, I had no intention of writing at all.

As expected, the comments that were posted in the column of my article were full of comments. I had always been in Japan a few days ago, but now, it was suddenly interrupted for a few days, making it a little inappropriate for fans.

I quickly uploaded a chapter that had just been revised. Once it was released, the response was enthusiastic.

"Big brother, you've finally been updated.

"I feel that today's article is n' t as real and beautiful as before."

"Right, right." What's wrong? "I really saw a show today."

Because the main selling point of my article was realism and a sense of substitution, it made me stand out in the novel website. However, today's fans suddenly said that my article was n' t as real as before, which made me panic.

Thinking Zhang Shiyang he had been away for a long time, there had only been a few trivial things that had happened recently. It was not worth my description. The only big thing was that he had been humiliated by Zhang Shiyang in the cemetery today. However, recalling that he had been beaten up in the restaurant recently, it made me unable to make up my mind to describe him.

I took a closer look at the latest chapters. My article had become a little unreasonable because it didn't have any real materials. That was why the fans kindly suggested it. Although they were kind, I felt a lot of pressure and thought of giving up the book.

At this moment, Han Anli sent me WeChat.

"Is your leg still hurting?" He had been very worried on the way back and asked about my situation as soon as he got home.

"There's a little more, but it's not as painful as before." When I saw his concern for me, a smile appeared on my face. I looked up at the comments from my fans and asked," Anli, do you think my recent article is not as good as before?"

Soon, he replied," No, you're just transforming. Come on."

We chatted a few more times, and he gave me some encouraging words as well as some tips on writing. We ended this conversation.

At this moment, Han Anli was thinking about whether to tell me his feelings, but seeing that I was injured and worried about the novel, she decided to temporarily take this feeling to heart and decided to wait a few more days.

But perhaps it was because of his waiting that he missed an excellent opportunity. He could have captured my heart with his gentleness and consideration, but when he wanted to express his feelings again, I had already had a heart that he could not surpass.

She lay in bed at night, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. My novel had always surfaced in my mind. It was all my painful memories. I didn't want to keep this bloody scar on the Internet for everyone to read. Before, I didn't feel that there was anything wrong with this. The original intention of writing this novel was to vent my pain. But now that I had left the Zhang Shiyang, I decided to start over. This novel shouldn't be updated anymore.

I got up and turned on my computer. I looked at the articles that I had worked so hard to code out in the manuscript box. I silently said I'm sorry and immediately deleted all of them. I still felt a little distressed when all of this had gathered my hard work. However, after deleting them, I felt relieved. It had been a long time since I felt so relaxed. Suddenly, I thought maybe I was really not suitable for writing.

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