1480: C1480 If the White Head Can't be Separated Then Goodbye

C1480 If the White Head Can't be Separated Then Goodbye

"Separate, you think that's the best option?" In the end, Tan Yan only asked Qin Qian this question.

"Maybe this is not the best choice. After all, for two children, this is not the best choice. This means that they have to accept their parents' separation, but. . . For our lives, this is the most responsible way " Qin Qian replied.

Tan Yan looked at her deeply.

Qin Qian avoided his gaze. "I know you don't want this ending, but I think you will be grateful to me in the future. " She smiled. Qin Qian continued to speak plainly, "As for the two children, You don't have to worry. They will follow me. I will definitely let them grow up happily and I have the ability to bring them food and shelter. "

Tan Yan still did not speak. His gaze was as calm as a rock. His tightly pursed lips did not reveal a trace of emotion. "You should rest first. You shouldn't be thinking so much right now. " Tan Yan said. "If you don't want to see me now, I can return to C City first. I'll come and pick you and the child up after I've settled the matters in C City. "

"After I was discharged from the hospital, I want to continue staying here. In the future. . . I don't want to see you again. " Qin Qian interrupted Tan Yan's words and said calmly. "I don't want to lie to myself and protect someone who doesn't love me. At the same time, I don't want to waste your time. I sincerely hope that our lives in the future will be full of hope and not full of pain. "

She knew that she was forcing him to say those words.

She was forcing him to let go of his responsibility towards her and force him to choose his heart.

"Don't feel sorry for me, really. . . There's no one who has to take responsibility for another person's life" She continued.

"You really want this to happen?"

"Yes, this is the result I hope for the most" Qin Qian raised her head and looked directly into Tan Yan's eyes. "You don't have to be responsible for my life. Because I am responsible for my own life. I have chosen all the paths. I have also walked my own path. Actually. . . I never really blamed you. " She continued to speak calmly and decisively, but. . . Her voice was no longer as calm as before.

After that, Qin Qian still smiled at Tan Yan, "You also know that what you truly love is not to possess him, but to wish to see him happy. . . "

These words revealed her feelings.

Her love for him was still as deep as in the past.

However, she now understood what true love was. . .

Previously, she knew that the person he loved in his heart was An Ran, but she lied to herself. This was actually not true love for a person. . .

Tan Yan looked at her. The despair in her eyes made him understand that at this moment, he was unable to persuade her.

At this moment, Qin Qian looked at Tan Yan. The loneliness buried in his eyes penetrated her chest, causing her heart to ache.

She knew that he definitely could not bear to part with the two children, but she also could not give up on them. Perhaps, their future was her only hope to live well.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the door of the ward. She knew that in the next second, as long as he turned around and left, there would no longer be any connection between them.

However, he did not get up from the bedside for a long time, which made her eyes ache.

Why hasn't he left yet?

Qin Qian helplessly avoided his eyes and waited for Tan Yan to leave, but Tan Yan still did not leave.

Tan Yan was sitting on the edge of the bed, not too far away, not too close. His deep eyes were like two deep pools of water, deeply concealing the true feelings in his heart.

"You can go. . . My child and I will be fine. . . You also know that I have a good friend like Xiao Ying. In the future, with my constitution, I will not encounter any obstacles or difficulties. " Qin Qian asked Tan Yan. Her voice was already trembling slightly, "I sincerely hope that you can let go of the burden in your heart and pursue the true love in your heart. "

She said the blessing in her heart, hoping that he would have true happiness.

He would never know how much she loved him, how much she wanted to be with him, but she knew that she could not be so selfish. . .

Tan Yan felt pain in his chest when he saw Qin Qian like this.

He pursed his lips and stared at Qin Qian, but did not have the intention to speak.

He knew that whatever he said now was useless. . .

Every word she said just now made his heart ache.1

He finally got up because he didn't want to see her enduring her tears with all her might. He knew that enduring was more painful than releasing it.

Seeing Tan Yan get up, even though her chest instantly hurt, Qin Qian still forced a smile. She even said to him like this, "You go and see our daughter again. Give her a name and let the nurse tell me. . . "

Tan Yan looked at Qin Qian's teary eyes and suddenly lowered his head to kiss her forehead.

Qin Qian knew that this was a farewell kiss.

Her tears rolled out of her eyes and dripped down one by one. It was so clear.

Tan Yan gently wiped away Qin Qian's tears, just like every time she shed tears in the past.

Qin Qian felt his warm palm. She was so attached to his hand that she wanted to hold it and not let go, but. . . Her reason did not convince her in the end.

"Shallow. . . "

Tan Yan opened his mouth. His voice was full of pressure, low and hoarse.

"Between us, it started from the wrong beginning. As you said, we need to end it. In the past, I thought I was making it up to you in the right way. Now, I know that it was wrong. . . Indeed, we need a new beginning. "

Qin Qian's tears kept falling, even if it was a pearl with a broken string. . .

But she did not know that every drop of her tears deeply burned his chest.

Qin Qian replied, "I am very happy, you finally put it down. . . "

Tan Yan continued to speak, "You have always said that you are very happy to be able to meet me in your life. Actually, the most unfortunate thing in your life is to meet me. "

Tan Yan's words made Qin Qian's heart ache. "Don't say that. . . I don't want to see you feel guilty and uncomfortable. "

"Take good care of yourself. " Tan Yan finally said, his voice was full of pain.

At this moment, Qin Qian did not close her eyes because it was too painful. She even lost the strength to close her eyelids. . .

Tan Yan closed his eyes. After a long time, he adjusted his emotions.

Qin Qian used the corner of her eyes to look at him. She tried her best to widen her eyes and not let her tears flow, but her tears were still unbridled and disobedient.

"Take good care of yourself. " After another sentence, Tan Yan finally left the edge of the bed.

Qin Qian did not look at him anymore and looked away from him.

Tan Yan walked out of the ward and did not look back.

It was only when the ward returned to its original silence that Qin Qian looked at the door. However, that person was no longer there. Even the air was slowly losing its Qi that belonged to him.

Qin Qian finally allowed herself to sob. Even though the sobbing had already hurt the wound on her abdomen, she did not feel any pain because her heart was already numb.

Tan Yan. . .

She called his name from the bottom of her heart and said goodbye to him unwillingly.

Goodbye. . .

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