C1459 The White Hair Did Not Separate from His Heart
"But when it comes to finding you. . . " Mu Ying snorted coldly. "Do you know? According to the information I received, After learning that you left C City, Tan Yan went to find Qingyou. But he did not do anything to defend his betrayal. He only said something that expressed his clear conscience. After that, he left Lanxi. . . He didn't come to find you immediately after that. Instead, he went straight back to work! "
Qin Qian indifferently closed her eyes and said," Xiao Ying, that's enough. . . "
She didn't say much, but there was too much tiredness in her voice.
"Good, good. . . I will not say anymore. . . " Only then did Mu Ying realize that she was causing Qin Qian to be injured again.
Qin Qian smiled slightly. "Alright, I will take care of myself. Don't worry. . . "
Mu Ying no longer made Qin Qian uncomfortable. "En, then I will hang up. . . Later. I will call you later. "
"Okay. "
Mu Ying then ended the call.
When Qin Qian handed the phone to Shu Lan, Shu Lan asked, "Xiao Ying said that after Xiao Ying found out that you left, Tan Yan only went to Qingyou's place to ask and then continued to work?"
"Mom, could it be that you still want him to come and find me?" Qin Qian lightly asked Shu Lan.
Shu Lan was stunned and then said, "Mom didn't want him to come to you. . . Mom wanted to say, how could Tan Yan be so heartless. . . He is really a hypocritical man. "
Qin Qian did not reply.
Shu Lan also knew that if she continued to speak, it would only deepen the harm to Qin Qian, so she did not say anything more.
. . .
Finally arriving at the apartment that Mu Ying rented for them, Qin Qian had already fallen in love with this place the first time she saw it.
This was a small two-story villa and in front of the door was a spacious lawn. The lawn was surrounded by fresh flowers. . .
This place was far more beautiful than Qin Qian had expected. She even began to look forward to her life here in the future. . .
"Miss Qin, I am at peace. In the future, I will take care of your daily needs. "
The young girl that Mu Ying hired came out of the house with a smile and politely said.
Qin Qian revealed a friendly smile. "Sorry to trouble you. . . "
An Jing shook her head and maintained a comfortable smile, "Miss Qin is too polite. . . It is our fate to be able to take care of you and Aunt Lan. I hope we can get along well. "
"Yes. "
An Jing immediately came in front of Miu Miu. She thought he was just a seven-year-old child and said in a childish voice, "Little boy, pass the luggage to auntie. Auntie will bring it in for you, okay?"
Miu Miu immediately said righteously, "Auntie, I'm not called Little sweetheart. You can call me Miu Miu, but you don't need to help me with my luggage, because boys can't ask girls for help. "
"Wow. . . " An Jing was stunned. She never thought that a seven-year-old boy would be able to answer so fluently and with such a gentlemanly demeanor. "Alright, then you can bring it in yourself. . . Auntie will lead the way for you!"
"Okay, thank you Auntie. " Miu Miu said politely.
An Jing touched Miu Miu's head and said to Qin Qian with admiration, "Miss Qin, your son is so sensible. You taught him well. "
Qin Qian smiled and wanted to say something but swallowed it back into her stomach. In the end, she did not say anything. In fact, she was just a little embarrassed because she really did not participate in Miu Miu's education. Miu Miu had always been taught by Tan Yan.
Miu Miu being so sensible and gentlemanly at such a young age was not only related to Tan Yan's daily education, but also because Miu Miu had influenced his father's way of doing things.
Although Tan Yan had betrayed her, she had to admit that before this, he had always been the best example for her to be disciplined in her heart.
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In the past two years, Tan Yan rarely had insomnia, but tonight, he could not sleep.
After forcing himself to sleep for a while on the bed but to no avail, Tan Yan finally sat up from the bed and turned on the bedside lamp.
The seat beside him was empty and the room no longer had the faint fragrance of Qin Qian. The entire room was like an ice cellar with no temperature at all.
Tan Yan got off the bed and walked to the cabinet. He poured himself a glass of whiskey.
He rarely drank. Only when he was annoyed. . .
He gulped down a mouthful of whiskey. There was already a cup of whiskey missing in the cup. A strong burning sensation immediately came from his throat, but it made him temporarily forget all the worries in his mind. . .
Then, he sat down on the sofa in the room and weakly leaned against the sofa.
He lost his focus and stared blankly at the ceiling. He suddenly remembered the question Qin Qian had asked him earlier. . .
He still remembered that she had asked him if he had any regrets after so many years.
He had answered her back then that if time could be reversed, he wanted to treat a person well. Then she smiled and deliberately said that this person was not her. He said "yes" and he owed her so much. . .
Now that he thought about it, when she asked him this question, he should have already realized that something was wrong with her, but he did not. . .
He never thought that she would be disappointed in him, never thought that she would leave him. He always thought that he had done a good job, the only thing he owed her was when they first met. So he never realized that he had always neglected her. . . So when she asked him this question, he did not think of her inner thoughts at all. . .
Until now, when she quietly left, he finally knew that there were actually a lot of chances that he could keep her. Unfortunately, he did not grasp it. . .
Because he had always known that she loved him deeply, he neglected to give her more comfort in her heart. Take her asking him this question. If he had been careful enough with her at that time, he would have realized the reason behind her asking him this question. Then they might have explained it clearly at that time. The matter of him and An Ran. . .
Yes. . .
He had indeed once deeply liked An Ran and had indeed had a period of time where he was unable to let go of it. . .
So, during the time when he went to America alone, he lost his reason crazily and thought that shallow was An Ran. . .
After the incident, he regretted and felt uncomfortable. He thought of making up for shallow and marrying shallow as his wife. Even if he could not love her for the time being, he would still treat her well. However, when he went to find her, she had already taken the initiative to leave him. . .
Although he did not know the reason why she left him at that time, he wanted to go and find her. Unfortunately, in the end, he gave up this idea. . .
It wasn't because he selfishly didn't want to be responsible, but because he wanted her to have a new life. . .
He didn't love her at that time, so he could only be sure that he could give her a good life, and not be sure that he could give her a love. So, if she was with him, she might not be happy. . .
And if she had a new choice or realized that he was a man who could not give her happiness, then she might not be able to leave him. It was not a good choice. . .
It was just that he did not think that fate would arrange them together again.
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