C1022 When He Left
Over the past few days, she had always been like this. When Dan Yan was sleeping, she would quietly watch him sleep.
She knew that he was a very sensitive person, so she was very careful.
She leaned to the side and carefully looked at his handsome facial features, praying that he would live a good life in the future.
Dan Yan moved a little, forcing her to quickly close her eyes and pretend that she slept very well. When Dan Yan fell asleep again, she opened her eyes again and continued to look at this face that she missed dearly.
Just like that, another night passed.
At dawn, she pretended to sleep very well. Dan Yan could not bear to wake her up. He kissed her on the forehead before heading to the company. On the bedside table beside her, Dan Yan was still warming a glass of milk for her.
After Dan Yan left, she opened her eyes and her heart was filled with endless bitterness.
She did not blame the heavens for treating her like this, because she indeed owed too many people. This might be the way the heavens paid her back, but why did the heavens treat Dan Yan like this?
Dan Yan didn't let anyone down. He was so good. . . He should have gotten the best outcome, why did the heavens still torture him like this?
If the heavens were fair and the heavens treated Dan Yan like this, was it fair?
She leaned against the headboard, picked up the milk that Dan Yan had kept in the heater, and took a sip.
The temperature was moderate, the sweetness was moderate, and it was very good to drink.
She really wanted to drink this kind of milk for the rest of her life, but she knew it was impossible. . .
The frequency of her heart pain had increased over the past two days. Fortunately, Dan Yan had not noticed it yet. Therefore, she had to solve Dan Yan's worries before her condition was exposed.
Thinking of this, she took a deep breath and made up her mind. She picked up the phone on the bedside table.
She dialed Lu Jingzhi's phone number.
"You want to tell me that Dan Yan will soon pass the criminal record Ji Sixi gave you to the German police, so you want to advise me to take care of myself?" Lu Jingzhi's tone was still the same, confident and relaxed.
"No. " She replied faintly.
"Oh?" Lu Jingzhi smiled and said, "Then I can't guess why you called. . . "
She looked at the white curtain that was blown up by the wind on the balcony.
The weather was gloomy today, it seemed like it was going to rain again.
"My heart has a serious problem, I won't live long. . . So, it's meaningless for you to continue fighting with Dan Yan. " She said coolly.
"What did you say?"
This was the first time in her memory that she had heard the emotional fluctuations in Lu Jingzhi's voice. She smiled and said, "You heard it very clearly just now. If you don't believe me, you can send someone to Jiang's Hospital to investigate this matter in secret. After that, you can prove that I'm not lying to you. "
Lu Jingzhi didn't speak for a long time.
She knew that Lu Jingzhi was surprised by such a fact. She continued in a plain tone, "Let go of me. After that, I will leave Dan Yan and go to a place where Dan Yan will never find me. So, there is no need for you to continue fighting with Dan Yan!"
"This is impossible. Jiang Juan found the best doctoral cardiologist in the cardiovascular surgery to be the chief surgeon for your cardiovascular surgery. You can't possibly have a problem. . . "Although Lu Jingzhi said that, his voice was already trembling slightly.
"Perhaps this is fate. It is destined that I will not be able to be with the person I love. . . " She said calmly.
Lu Jingzhi said in a deep voice, "I will go and find you now!"
She smiled faintly, "Why did you come to find me? Do you think you can cure me?"
"I don't believe that no doctor can cure you!" Lu Jingzhi said.2
She smiled even more miserably. "The last time I had surgery, the doctor told me that I can't perform cardiovascular surgery anymore. Now, my heart is atrophied. So now, I can only wait for my death. . . No doctor can save me! "
"No, it can't be like this. . . " Lu Jingzhi seemed to find it hard to accept this result.
She smiled and continued, "Lu Jingzhi, actually you don't care about me, because you can lose me. Just like the day when I pointed a gun at my own head, you could do nothing. "
Lu Jingzhi was silent.
She maintained her smile. "What you want is just warmth. Because you feel that all the warmth around you is not sincere. Only with the warmth that I gave you when I was young, do you feel that it is true. . . But you are wrong, The people around you, they really care about you. . . Ji Sixi. Tan Yan, I believe that their care for you is real. It is just that you are unwilling to believe it. . . "
" You are saying all of this to convince me to give up on you! " Lu Jingzhi said.
She shook her head. "I am not trying to convince you to give up on me. Because I will leave Dan Yan very soon. If you don't give up. . . You can come to me and see me wither and wither like a flower. I only hope that you won't be Dan Yan's enemy anymore. . . I'm telling you all of this because Tan Yan told me about it. He said that you are also a pitiful person because you have no parents. After your adoptive parents passed away, you have always been lonely and helpless. So I believe that you are not bad in your bones. You are deliberately using malicious intentions to hide your original nature. So that you can live a good life in this world. . . "
"Then, when are you planning to leave Dan Yan?" After a moment of silence, Lu Jingzhi suddenly asked.
She answered truthfully, "After Dan Yan's' Green Field 'project started. "
"You really know how to think for him. You only left after the problems in his company were completely solved. . . " Lu Jingzhi sneered.
She replied gently, "This is love for someone. "
Lu Jingzhi said coldly, "I will tell you the exact time you left. "
"What do you want to do?"
"Didn't you say that I can come and find you?"
"So you mean. . . You will give up fighting with Dan Yan?"
Lu Jingzhi smiled coldly. "What I want. Since I can have you, why should I waste my time with Dan Yan?"
"You're wrong. You can't have me. " She said in a cool voice.
Lu Jingzhi didn't say anything for a long time.
She saw the drizzle outside and remembered that there was an old movie called Walk in the Rain. The most romantic moment for the male and female leads was dancing in the rain.
And she felt that it was already very romantic to be able to hold an umbrella with the person she loved in the rain.
She had longed to experience such a scene with Dan Yan one day, but unfortunately, now. . . She was afraid that it would no longer be possible.
"Do you know? I should actually thank you for your appearance, because if it wasn't for you, I might not have been able to muster up the courage to tell Dan Yan my feelings for him. . . " She said slowly.
Lu Jingzhi said faintly, "I will contact the doctor. No matter what, I will not watch you die without doing anything. Unless you point a gun at your own head like last time, then I will look on coldly from the sidelines. "
She was still immersed in her own thoughts and continued, "Although my life is very short, I do not regret it at all because I met Dan Yan. . . "
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