C903 I've Already Wasted All My Chances
She couldn't believe her eyes.
Ji Sixi examined the expression on her face with a smile, "Do you believe it? Until he went to Germany this time, he still loved you. So there was one night when he was drunk. . . His alcohol tolerance had always been very good. And he could make himself drunk like that. . . That's because you hurt him again. "
Her hands tightened around her black dress. Her cheeks were no longer warm due to the wind, and her body trembled slightly.
"I don't know what happened to you guys the day he got drunk, but I know he was very uncomfortable. . . . That night, he drank a lot of wine at my place. Later, I persuaded him not to go back, but he still went back. . . "At this point, Ji Sixi's eyes showed pain.
She recovered her rational consciousness in her chaotic thoughts caused by Ji Sixi and recalled the scene of Dan Yan drinking that day.
He had returned from the company early and just happened to hear Yi Xin and her chatting. . .
At that time, she did not see anything wrong with his expression until he asked if she regretted not looking for Jiang Juan for five years. Only then did she realize that he misunderstood the content of the conversation between Yi Xin and her.
She originally wanted to explain to him, but when she thought that he was already with Ji Sixi, there was no point in explaining, so she did not say anything. After that, he left, but there were no obvious emotional fluctuations.
But that night, he seemed to have changed into a different person, turning into a wild beast that lost control and mercilessly wreaked havoc on her. . .
That night, she did not understand why he kept saying that she was torturing him. At this moment, she finally understood. . .
So he was hating her!
Her heart began to feel waves of pain, causing her to involuntarily grab onto her chest. Her heart was filled with sour water.
Did he really still love her?
How was this possible?
When they met in H City, he always made things difficult for her. How could he still love her?
She didn't believe it.
"You are talking nonsense. This is not the truth. He had already put me down a long time ago. . . " Her body kept retreating, shaking her head non-stop, and she almost fell down. Luckily, her back was pressed against a mailbox by the roadside.
Ji Sixi said lightly, "If he put you down. . . When we met in H City, why would he make things difficult for you? He already doesn't care about people. Why did you spend so much effort? And you might not know, the Shang Chen company that you worked at at that time. . . I believe you've seen the news over the past few days. The Shang Chen company was suspected to be involved in commercial fraud and had been confiscated by the court. . . So, if you were to continue working in the Shang Chen at that time. . . Now that you are unemployed, you may not be able to find a job at all. Because you used to work in a company with problems. This was a stain on your career. All the big and small companies in C City will not take you in. You can contact your former colleagues to verify this. . . Dan Yan made things difficult for you because he wanted you to leave Shang Chen. Only then can you continue your normal work. "
She looked at Ji Sixi in a daze and kept shaking her head.
Everything Ji Sixi said was like a bomb exploding in her brain, causing a huge commotion, making her unable to maintain her calm consciousness.
But suddenly, there were many things that she suddenly understood. . .
Why did she keep feeling that Dan Yan treated her as if he was separated from her, and all of this finally got an explanation. . .
Ji Sixi looked at the painful expression on her face, and her voice turned slightly cold, "Do you know? On the second day of getting drunk, Dan Yan was actually waiting for you. . . "
She looked up and saw her pale-white face from Ji Sixi's eyes.
" Although he was drunk, he remembered what he said to you last night. So, he was thinking. . . If you feel the slightest bit of heartache, then perhaps only a tiny bit. . . You would also go and find him, even if you only said 'sorry' to him. This at least proved that you cared a little about him, but. . . "When Ji Sixi said this, She let out a long sigh. " Not only did he not wait for you to find him, he also waited for you and Boss Jiang to chat happily. . . Yes. At that time, he could not help but want to go back and find you, even if you had no feelings for her. But he did not expect you to be in the same car as Jiang Juan. And you laughed so happily. . . "
Her guess was right. That day, he saw her sitting in Jiang Juan's car. That was why he said those words to Aunt Qu. . .
It turned out that his sudden business trip was because of this matter.
She shook her head in pain, her chest aching.
"However, I really thank you for your 'heartless'. Although I know that you were in trouble at that time, Dan Yan did not know. . . This incident had given him a huge blow. It also made him decide to let you go completely, so. . . During those ten days in Germany, I tried my best to let him know that I was good to him. Finally, he told me, In the future, he will cherish me. . . He would never waste his time on meaningless people. " When she said this, Ji Sixi's expression was very relieved. She was also very gratified.
She powerlessly leaned against the cold mailbox and endured the intense pain coming from her chest.
Ji Sixi's beautiful face gradually revealed a smile, "So. . . Only now did I dare to tell you the truth, because. . . Even if you go and find Dan Yan now, He will no longer be moved by you, he has already completely and utterly abandoned you. . . If you have a meticulous mind, You should also realize that the way he looks at you is different from the past. . . He will no longer love you!"0
She finally could not bear the pain in her heart and closed her eyes.
At that moment, the hot liquid moistened her eyes.
Ji Sixi finally sighed and said. "Sister Su, don't blame me for not telling Dan Yan. You have wanted to confess to him several times. Because I love Dan Yan more than you. . . But don't worry, Dan Yan is with me. He will be very happy and happy. I will give him all my love. Take care of him, take care of him. . . "
When she opened her eyes, Ji Sixi had already turned around and left. Her vision had already blurred in that instant and she could not help but start to sob uncontrollably. . .
. . .
Tan Yan came to her side ten minutes after Ji Sixi left.
Seeing his tears, Tan Yan's eyes were full of concern for his friend. He held her powerless body tightly and asked anxiously, "Tell me, why didn't you go to Dan Yan's company? What happened? "
She only regained consciousness after being questioned by Tan Yan a few times, but her tears did not stop. She asked in a hoarse voice in a daze, "Why are you here. . . "
"I accidentally saw you standing here alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. I immediately came down. . . " Tan Yan said.
She closed her eyes again and said in a hoarse voice in pain, "Tan Yan, I don't have a chance. I squandered all the chances he gave me. Even if I go to him now, I don't have a chance. . . "
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