891: C891 Can't Confess

C891 Can't Confess

Qingyou accompanied her back to the ward.

Dan Yan was still sitting by the bedside, holding Xiao Xi's hand and kissing the back of Xiao Xi's hand from time to time.

He obviously wanted the sleeping Xiao Xi to sleep well and know that his father was by his side.

Qingyou brought her mother-in-law and Aunt Qu out of the ward and deliberately left the time and space for her and Dan Yan.

Although she felt wronged in her heart, she was very clear that it was indeed her negligence this time and spoke apologetically. "Sorry, I will not be so careless in the future. . . "

Dan Yan did not respond.

She dejectedly withdrew her gaze from him and prepared to leave, afraid that he did not want to see her.

Unexpectedly, the moment she turned around, Dan Yan's gentle voice sounded, "The one who should apologize is me. What I just said, I hope you don't take it to heart. I was just angry for a moment. "

She froze on the spot. It was as if her chest had been melted by his words. It was full of soreness. "It's alright, I know. "

Dan Yan sighed and finally let go of Xiao Xi's hand. He left the edge of the bed and came in front of her. "I apologize for what happened just now. I am sorry, I should not have said those words to you. "

She lowered her head and did not dare to look at him because her eyes were covered by a thin layer of mist. However, she could not control the choking in her throat. "Xiao Xi is my child. He is sick. No one feels worse than me. . . "

"I'm sorry. " Dan Yan hugged her into his arms and let her lean against his firm chest.

She raised her head and looked at him. "I hope you know, although I didn't want to face Xiao Xi at that time, the moment I found out that I had him, I loved him very much. . . "

"Is what you said true?" Dan Yan frowned slightly. "I thought your love for Xiao Xi was after Xiao Xi was born. "

She shook her head hard. "It's not like that. . . No matter what happened to us at that time, I only know that Xiao Xi is my child, he is innocent. . . "

Dan Yan raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes. "Sorry, I misunderstood you. I thought you did not expect this child from the beginning. . . "

She slowly closed her eyes and sobbed, "No one loves him more than me. . . "

Dan Yan pressed her head into his arms and allowed her tears and snot to be wiped on his expensive shirt. "Looks like we really had a lot of misunderstandings in the past. "

"Yes, I have never deeply understood you in the past. . . " She sobbed as she answered.

"Oh?"

She slowly withdrew from Dan Yan's embrace, her moist eyes staring at him without blinking. "You have never explained anything to me in the past, so there are many facts that I do not know. . . Just like what you did to me in the past, it turns out that you were not threatening me, but helping me. "

Dan Yan's voice became a little shaky, and he looked at her closely, "How did you know?"

She answered truthfully, "The American prison sent me the last image of my father before he died. Then there was the scene of you visiting my father. "

Dan Yan was surprised and raised his eyebrows. "So. . . "

"I know I have been wrong about you for so many years. But why didn't you explain it to me in the past?" She asked him with a choking voice.

Dan Yan looked at her, his deep black eyes were like a deep pool under a waterfall. "Because in the past, even if I explain it clearly to you, it would be meaningless. Your heart is with Jiang Juan, and this will not change. "

"At least I won't be that hostile to you, at least. . . "

Seeing that she did not continue, Dan Yan asked seriously, "At least what?"

She lowered her head and did not say anything in the end.

Dan Yan seemed to have guessed something and said, "If I had explained it to you at that time, would you have tried to put Jiang Juan down?"

"I. . . "

Actually, what she wanted to say just now was, "At least she would try to put Jiang Juan down. "

Yes, if she had known the truth of the past long ago, she would definitely have done so!

Because she was Xiao Xi's father, and he had helped her and Jiang Juan. Even if she did not love him at that time, she would still force herself to put Jiang Juan down and try to accept him.

Then, she wouldn't know until this late at night that he was actually so good. It was such a blissful thing that she was able to be protected by him.

Unfortunately, it was already too late.

Dan Yan saw that she didn't reply, so he let out a sad laugh, "You won't. Am I right? Because until today, the person in your heart is still Jiang Juan. . . "

She really wanted to answer him truthfully, but when she thought about how he already had Ji Sixi, she hesitated.

Dan Yan's lips curled up, and his voice was a little sad, "I was right, right?"

"I. . . "

Did he really want to hear her answer? Did this mean that he still cared about her?

"Why? Is this question very difficult to answer?"

"No, I. . . " She finally broke through all the struggles and hesitation in her heart and rushed out, "I have already. . . "

Unfortunately, the ringtone of the phone interrupted what she was saying at that moment.

It was Dan Yan's phone that rang.

This sound also made Xiao Xi, who was sleeping soundly, move. Seeing this, she hurriedly sat on the edge of the bed and gently patted Xiao Xi's shoulder to let him sleep in peace.

Dan Yan immediately took out his phone from his suit pocket, then walked out of the ward and answered the phone.

Seeing that Xiao Xi was sleeping soundly again, she went to find him and was ready to tell him what she had not finished.

She found him in the garden at the end of the corridor.

He was still on the phone. His voice was very gentle when he spoke to her. At that moment, she already felt that the person calling was Ji Sixi.

As expected -

"Xiao Xi has entered the hospital. I will stay at home for the next few days. . . Take care of yourself. When you are free, I will go and see you. "

At that moment, the hope that she had just ignited was extinguished by cold water. Her heart instantly turned cold. So, she turned around and quickly left, afraid that he would turn back and see her.

She jogged all the way into the ward and weakly leaned against the door.

The heart that had been transplanted at this moment was in pain, causing her to have no choice but to cover her chest.

She was glad that she did not have the time to tell him everything, otherwise, she would really have lost all her face at this moment. . .

He already had a woman he liked, why would she confess to him?

This would only make her seem too inferior. . .

He had once loved her, but she had ignored him. Now, she had nothing, she was helpless and in dire straits, yet she had come to confess to him. How could he believe it? Besides, he already had someone he liked. . .

It seemed that she really shouldn't think about the matter between him and her anymore. . .

To him, she had already gone over. If she didn't want to get involved in the relationship with him, then it would just be entanglement. . .1

He had already ruined ten years of his life on her. She should really give him a peaceful and beautiful life. . .

As for her feelings for him, she could only bury them in her heart and never let him know. . .

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