C858 Dan Yan Suddenly Came Back
She did not expect the rain to rain non-stop. There was a driver in Gu’s Mansion who could send her back to the city, but Aunt Gu said the driver took a leave of absence these two days. Therefore, she could only wait for the rain to stop before leaving.
Xiao Xi was overjoyed. She had clearly not agreed to stay, and had already asked Aunt Gu to clean up the room for her. . .
She could not leave, and seeing Xiao Xi so happy, she could only agree.
However, being able to have such a long time with Xiao Xi, she felt incomparably satisfied.
After dinner, she stayed by Xiao Xi's side.
Although Xiao Xi was so old that he no longer needed her to coax him to sleep, she still leaned against the bed and told him the Aesop's Fables that he would never get tired of.
She was seriously speaking when Xiao Xi suddenly looked at her in a daze.
She smiled and looked at her son and asked, "What's wrong?"
Xiao Xi looked at her with his father's pitch-black eyes and said slowly, "When Daddy told me 'Aesop's Characters', he was just like Mommy. Every time, he would first tell me the truth before telling the story. "
"Oh?" She was a little surprised that Dan Yan actually had time to tell Xiao Xi a story. "Your dad. . . Isn't he busy?"
"Busy, but dad never spends the night outside. No matter how late he is, he will come back to accompany me. " Xiao Xi answered seriously.
She rubbed Xiao Xi's head lovingly. "Do you sleep with Daddy?"
"No. Daddy said that as a man, I should learn to sleep by myself. But as long as Daddy is at home at night, he will tell me stories. "
"Oh. " She had never doubted his love for Xiao Xi. This was indeed correct. It seemed that she could trust him to take care of Xiao Xi.
At this moment, Xiao Xi turned around and hugged her. His childish voice had not completely faded yet as he said, "Mommy, Daddy still doesn't have a girlfriend. You don't have a boyfriend either. Can you be together with Daddy again?"
She smiled and touched the child's back with a heartache. "Xiao Xi, you should know that your Daddy and I have never been together. "
"If we weren't together, how could I be here?" Xiao Xi asked back.
"This. . . " She was suddenly at a loss for words.
Xiao Xi asked again, "Mommy, is it because you don't like Daddy?"
"I. . . " She just realized that this was a very simple question, and she actually didn't know how to answer it.
The answer to this question in the past was something she could blurt out. But now. . . Why would she hesitate?
She didn't know. . .
She only knew that since Dan Yan never appeared in her life again, her world seemed to have lost something. . .
But this was probably because she was not used to it. After all, not to mention a person who had always been by your side caring for you, it was like a thing that you had. If you suddenly lost it, you would also lose it.
"Mommy, you haven't answered me yet!" While she was immersed in her thoughts, Xiao Xi urged her.
She forced a smile and replied, "Xiao Xi, Mommy can only say that your daddy and I will never be able to. "
A desolate look appeared on Xiao Xi's face. "Mommy, why can't we be together? Father likes you so much. . . "
She instantly frowned. "Xiao Xi, don't spout nonsense in front of your daddy like this, understand?"
"I'm not talking nonsense. Daddy's wallet has pictures of Mommy. Don't tell me you miss Mommy?" Xiao Xi said very seriously.
She smiled and said, "Your daddy's wallet doesn't carry it often, right?"
Actually, he had a picture of her in his wallet. She knew it when she looked. She just didn't expect him to still be in his wallet. He probably forgot to throw it away. After all, he usually didn't bring his wallet. . .2
"Yeah, Daddy's wallet is in the drawer of the bedside table. " Xiao Xi replied.
"That's right. . . If your daddy really misses Mommy, why would he put Mommy's photo in the drawer?" She patiently explained, trying to let the child know that it was impossible for her and Dan Yan.
Xiao Xi thought carefully and seemed to agree with what she said. His eyes showed disappointment again. "Why is everyone else's daddy and mommy together? Only Xiao Xi's daddy and mommy are separated. . . "
She looked at Xiao Xi with heartache and her voice became hoarse for some reason. "I'm sorry. . . This is daddy and mommy apologizing to you. "
Xiao Xi hugged her tightly. "Mommy, I don't blame daddy and you. I just want you to be with me forever. . . "
She lowered her head and kissed Xiao Xi on his forehead. She said seriously, "Xiao Xi, don't worry. Daddy and mommy will always love you. We will never leave you. "
Xiao Xi closed his eyes and said with a sleepy voice, "You have to keep your promise!"
"Okay. " She promised.
Of course, she would always have a child, which was the only motivation for her to continue living.
. . .
When Xiao Xi came out of his room, he coincidentally ran into Aunt Gu and Aunt Qu who had just gone up to the second floor.
Aunt Gu kindly opened her mouth and said, "Su Mo, I only have three rooms here and the rest of the rooms are usually not occupied. You and me sleeping together is probably too crowded because Xiao Mei's bed is with me. And Qingyou's room was not convenient for you to sleep in. After all, Jiang Juan often accompanied Qingyou to stay in the room. So tonight you will be wronged to stay in Dan Yan's room. Don't worry, I will get someone to change the bed sheets for you. You don't need to mind that it's his room. "
" It's okay, I can sleep on the sofa. " Actually, she didn't really care where she slept. Even if she slept in his room, she could sleep on the sofa in his room. However, she felt that if she slept in his room. . . If he knew, he would be very angry.
"How can I let you sleep on the sofa?" Aunt Gu frowned deeply. "You are Xiao Xi's mommy. If Xiao Xi knew you slept on the sofa, he would be angry with me, this grandma. . . "
"That was true. Xiao Xi had always been very protective of her. "Alright, I will sleep in Dan Yan's room. " Anyway, sleeping on the sofa, she did not need to take it to heart.
Aunt Gu heard and heaved a sigh of relief. "Then I won't disturb you anymore. You should rest early. "
"Okay. You should also rest early. "
"Okay. "
. . .
She entered Dan Yan's room and found that although Dan Yan had not come back to stay for a long time, Aunt Gu clearly had people clean up the room every day. The air inside was very fresh.
She sat on the sofa and looked around. She could not help but like the design of this room.
The style of the room was the pastoral style. Her favorite style was to stay here and let people relax.
But she was curious. How could a grown man like him like such a style?
Could it be that the renovation of this room had once been for her?
Thinking of this, she got up from the sofa and gently stroked the blue wall paper in the sky. She was lost in her thoughts.
If they were married at that time, would they be happy now?
Why did she think that they might be happy?
Why did she. . . Have an indescribable feeling for him?
She used to hate him like that. But now. . . Without him, her world seemed to have lost something. Empty. . .
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