C704 How Nervous and Careful You Are
In an instant, Mu Ying's chest was filled with endless sourness and her throat was filled with emotions as she choked.
Was she dreaming right now?
But if she was dreaming, why was it so real when he was hugging her right now?
Also, there was a nice smell on his body. The faint smell of tobacco lingered around her.
But how was that possible?
The person he loved was Qingyou, how could he. . .
However, she already had no strength to break free from him, nor could she break free.
He buried himself in her neck. The hot breath sprayed on the skin of her neck. "Xiao Ying. . . "
She did not respond.
He called out in a low voice, "Xiao Ying. . . "
"What exactly do you want to do?" Mu Ying said in a very hoarse voice.
He raised his head from her neck, turned around her body, and stared at her. His voice was even more hoarse than before as he said, "Only now did I know that I want you. My world may not have Qingyou, but I cannot have you. "
Mu Ying did not dare to raise her head and only knew that her vision started to blur.
She constantly doubted if this was a dream but all her senses reminded her that this was indeed reality.
She couldn't help but mutter, "How could this be? In your world, the most important thing is Qingyou. I have always been a necessity to you. "
Guan Yumo reached out her hand to hold her face and looked at her with a deeper gaze. "It is not that it is not necessary. It's that I have always cared about you. "
Mu Ying had no choice but to meet his deep, waterfall-like eyes. "In the past, you cared about me because you wanted to reach an agreement with the Mu's, but later on, you sympathized with me. You have never truly cared about me. "
Guan Yumo shook her head. "If I didn't really care about you, how could I allow you to give birth to this child. . . "
Mu Ying's expression was bleak. "After all, the child is also your flesh and blood. . . "
"When I found out that you were pregnant, she was still just an embryo. How much do you think I would have feelings for an embryo?" Guan Yumo said seriously.
Mu Ying was speechless for a moment.
Guan Yumo stared deeply into her teary eyes and continued, "Do you know why I was so angry the last time and said such cruel words to you?"
Mu Ying's expression was bitter. "You never thought that I was a good woman. . . "
"You silly woman. . . " Guan Yumo kept gently wiping Mu Ying's tears that could not help but slide out of her eyes. "That was just anger. If you are not good, why did I choose you to be my wife back then. "
Mu Ying shook her head. "This is not the reason. . . You clearly know that Li Nuo is not good and you also plan to marry her. "
"The situation at that time was completely different from when I chased you. At that time, Dark Angel had a sum of money that needed to be washed away. And the only person who matched the background was Li Nuo. I don't have a choice, but when I chased you back then, I had many choices. I only picked you. " Guan Yumo patiently explained.
Mu Ying closed her eyes. "I don't want to hear you say it anymore. . . If you want me to believe a certain fact, you can say it flawlessly. "
Guan Yumo lowered her head and kissed Mu Ying's eyes. "Then let me tell you the reason why I was so angry that day. "
Hearing this, Mu Ying slowly raised her eyes. Her eyes that had been washed with tears became clearer and clearer.
Guan Yumo looked at her closely. "I am angry because you are too close to Jiang Juan and you seem to worship him. That is why you have asked him for help over and over again. But I do not want you to be so close to him and I also do not allow you to worship him like this. Do you understand?"
Mu Ying's face showed slight astonishment. "Why do you think so? I asked him for help. It's just that I want to be with you. I don't want to be close to him, and I don't worship him. Because in this world, I only worship one person. . . That's you "0
Guan Yumo suddenly did not speak. Her eyes were slightly lowered, and there seemed to be a very deep emotion flickering in her eyes.
Mu Ying could not help but hold Guan Yumo's hand that was holding his face and said seriously, "What I said is the truth. I definitely do not have any thoughts about Jiang Juan and have never been attracted by him. "
Guan Yumo's handsome brows knitted tightly. "I am not better than Jiang Juan. "
"No. " Mu Ying shook her head hard. "In this world, only I know best. You have never lost to Jiang Juan. You have never won Qingyou. It is not because you lost to Jiang Juan, but because you lost to your own conscience. If you can be more ruthless. You could have taken Qingyou away at that time, so that Jiang Juan would never be able to find Qingyou. But you would prefer to see Qingyou get real happiness. "
When Guan Yumo heard that, she pressed Mu Ying's head into her arms for a long time.
Mu Ying closed her eyes and let the smell on his body surround her.
"Do you know? When I found out that you were so close to Jiang Juan, I was most afraid that you would be attracted by him and leave me. " Guan Yumo spoke in pain.
Mu Ying was buried in his chest. "You have to know that I approached him because I wanted to be with you. . . "
Guan Yumo's star-like eyes looked down at her. "Qingyou chose him, so I am also worried that you will change. . . "
Mu Ying slowly raised her head and looked at him. "I really did not think that you would think this way. . . Could it be that my feelings for you in the past five years were not warm enough?"
"How nervous, how careful would I be?" Guan Yumo's thumb gently stroked her meticulous face and said.
Mu Ying was stunned and her eyes were filled with tears again. "Are you serious?"
Guan Yumo stared at her eyes and her long mascara seemed to be trembling uncontrollably. "The day I was about to come to the island, I suddenly found out that Qingyou was kidnapped in C City. I suddenly realized that I did not have the impulse to go to C City. I wanted to go there and make sure that you are safe and sound. "
Mu Ying sobbed slightly, "Perhaps it is because you knew that Qingyou would definitely be fine with Jiang Juan around. . . "
"The truth is that Jiang Juan went on a business trip in Italy and he was not by Qingyou's side. " Guan Yumo replied.
Mu Ying was stunned once again.
"During this period of time, without you by my side, only then did I know how unaccustomed I am to it. Only then did I know that I actually cared about you that much. I simply cannot not be without you. . . " Guan Yumo stared at her with deep affection.
Mu Ying looked at the expression that had never appeared on Guan Yumo's face. Her heart felt as if it had been transformed by FEMALE3 and it was continuously sour. "Is what you said true?"
"I have never lied to you. "
"But all of a sudden, you told me the truth, I. . . "
Guan Yumo once again held Mu Ying's delicate and beautiful face and spoke in an extremely hoarse voice. "Don't doubt what I said, because what I said to you at this moment. . . There is absolutely no purpose and the reason why I did not realize that my concern for you in the past had already exceeded my concern for Qingyou. This is only because I have never tried to lose you. "
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