C495 Love Each Other
Maybe it could also be said that she's been blessed and doesn't know what's good for her.
That was why Jiang Juan had forced her to use such a method today to force her to admit his love for her. It was far more than what she had for him.
Even though she loved him very much, she couldn't compare to him.
If he was with Su Mo today, perhaps there would not be such a problem at all, because Su Mo had always regarded him as the first in her life.
But she was not like this. . .
She had once given up on him for Aunt Shu.
Today, for Sheng Jingchuan's matter, she had also considered giving up, because she felt that she was not suitable for him in the end. It was just that she did not do it in the end. . .
No wonder Jiang Juan was so disappointed in her today.
Raising her hand, Gu Qingyou wiped away the tears on her face. Her eyes, which were wet by the tears, looked at him. "Juan. . . "
At this moment, she had countless apologies that she wanted to tell him but she did not know how to say it.
Jiang Juan met her moist eyes and said slowly, "Qingyou, I am really tired of questioning you again and again. . . So, perhaps we are really not suitable. "
Gu Qingyou heard what Jiang Juan said and was stunned on the spot for a long time.
"Even though I have good patience to explain to you again and again, I think if this situation continues, our marriage will not have any meaning because in the future, we will spend all our time arguing and explaining. " Jiang Juan frowned, his handsome face was filled with fatigue and helplessness.
"I am really tired, Qingyou. . . " Jiang Juan shook his head and said in a tiresome voice that he had never heard before, "I love you, but I'm really tired. There are many times when I think whether we should continue walking. . . "
Gu Qingyou did not answer Jiang Juan anymore. She walked step by step, but her tears still flowed out of her eyes.
Jiang Juan did not stop her. He just watched her leave.
Gu Qingyou did not return to Jiang's Mansion, nor did she go to Aunt Shu's place. She walked on the endless golf course in a daze. In her mind, she filtered Jiang Juan's words over and over again.
So, perhaps we really are not suitable. . .
Many times, I am thinking about whether we should continue walking. . .
These two sentences kept repeating by her ear.
Her tears kept falling as they heavily hit the lush grass ground.
Suddenly, she looked at the sky. The sky full of stars at night reminded her of when she and Jiang Juan went to Sukreqi to watch the aurora and also remembered the happy moment when they hugged each other and looked at the stars in the sky together in their villa in France. . . .
Her heart suddenly felt very painful, very painful, and a heart-piercing pain came over, because Jiang Juan just meant that he wanted to be separated from her. . .
Otherwise, he would not have mentioned that he was very tired and that they were not suitable for each other.
She finally used up all of his patience towards her. . .
Yes, he was very disappointed in her. . .
It was all her fault for this outcome.
She said time and time again that she would wholeheartedly trust him, but she questioned him again and again. She had never understood and understood him.
She could not have any complaints, because he did not let her down. . .
Thinking of this, Gu Qingyou took out her phone and dialed Jiang Juan's number.
She did not know if Jiang Juan was still in the golf course, but she still wanted to personally apologize to him.
She had never realized that she had always been hurting him.
Gu Qingyou closed her eyes and waited for the call to go through.
Finally, Jiang Juan's voice came, "Are you alright?" He asked her.
Gu Qingyou took a deep breath and said calmly, I'm fine. " I'm fine. . . I just wanted to tell you. . . I'm really sorry. I don't know what to say. But I know, I hurt you. . . I'm sorry. . . "
Jiang Juan didn't say anything.
Gu Qingyou tried her best to hold back her sobs and said, "You are right. Maybe we are really not suitable, because I am not even as good as Su Mo's understanding of you. We have experienced so much together, but I failed to live up to our relationship. . . "
Closing her eyes, Gu Qingyou allowed the tears to flow out of her eyes without restraint. "Sorry, Juan. . . " She said the last sentence before ending the call without waiting for Jiang Juan's reply.
She knew that these few words that she said just now were equivalent to agreeing with Jiang Juan's' inappropriate 'words. This meant that. . . They might be separated because of this.
She did not want such an outcome. . .
After going through so many things, she only wanted to be with him.
Her mind was filled with his figure at every moment. The scene of them being together, she loved him so much. Even though she had doubts about Sheng Jingchuan's matter, she still loved him.
But it was all too late. . .
Jiang Juan was so disappointed in her that he was ready to give up.
At this time, even if she tried to persuade him to stay, what was there to ask him to stay?
A person like him. . . If it wasn't for careful consideration, he definitely wouldn't have made such a decision. . .
Perhaps, this was really a punishment from the heavens.
Jiang Juan appeared in her world and led her to develop in all aspects. It could even be said that if it wasn't for him, she might still be working for Qu Liyuan and hadn't met her biological mother yet.
He was not only the person she loved, he was also her benefactor, but she had never been grateful to him.
The phone rang at this time. In an instant, she thought that it was him who called. When she pressed the answer button, she knew it was Yaru.
She quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and face and answered as if nothing had happened, "Hello. . . " She tried her best to make her voice sound normal and did not want her friend to worry about her.
"Thank God, you finally answered. . . Qingyou, Mrs Jiang called me and asked if you were with Boss Jiang because she could not call you, Director Jiang. She was a little worried. . . "
"Oh, the signal might not be good just now. "
Yaru's phone should have been called when she was talking to Jiang Juan. She didn't notice.
"Then are you with Boss Jiang?" Yaru asked worriedly.
"Uh, yes. I am with him. . . . You guys don't have to worry. We will go back in a while. "
"I am relieved that you are with Boss Jiang. . . But, where did Boss Jiang bring you to be romantic?"
"The signal here is not good, I will not tell you anymore. . . Bye bye. "
"Hello. . . "
Before Yaru could finish her words, Gu Qingyou had already swiftly ended the call.
She inadvertently saw that the time displayed on the phone was already ten o'clock. To prevent Mrs Jiang from being worried, Gu Qingyou took out her phone and simply called the old man and told Mrs Jiang that she would be staying at Aunt Shu's place tonight.0
However, the moment she placed the phone beside her ear and waited for the phone to connect, she inadvertently noticed the familiar tall and straight male figure in front of her.
At that instant, she thought that she had seen wrongly. When she saw that the person was indeed Jiang Juan, her phone fell from beside her ear.
Jiang Juan opened his mouth and said, "Let me ask you, I feel that the other party is not suitable for me, but I can't let go of this person. What should I do?
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