C452 Love Has Never Been First Served
After Jiang Juan left, she sat up from the bed and was ready to call Dan Yan. Unexpectedly, just as she took the phone from the bedside table, the phone rang first.
She looked at the number displayed on the screen of the phone. Her heart tightened. After a long time, she answered the phone.
"Hello. . . "
It seemed that she still thought of Su Mo simply.
"I am on the rooftop of this hotel. Come up and look for me. " Su Mo said lightly on the other side.
She did not answer Su Mo and closed her eyes.
Su Mo did not wait for her reply and ended the call.
After putting down the phone, she sat on the bed and thought for a long time. In the end, she got off the bed and changed her clothes and opened the door.
Cui Hao was outside the door. When he saw her dressed like she wanted to go out, he frowned and asked, "Madam, do you want to go out?"
She had already thought of an excuse and said with a smile, "It's too stuffy in the room. I want to go to the Sky Platform to get some fresh air. "
"Okay. "
Cui Hao agreed as expected.
When they arrived at the rooftop with Cui Hao, to prevent Cui Hao from seeing Su Mo, the moment she stepped out of the elevator, she instructed Cui Hao, "I feel a little cold. Go to the room and help me with that cape. It's in the suitcase I brought yesterday. Also, go to the restaurant on the first floor and help me get that breakfast. "
She did not bring a cape with her this time. Cui Hao was afraid that it would take a while for her to find it. Adding the time he had to go to the restaurant to get breakfast, it should be enough for her to talk to Su Mo.
"Yes. " Cui Hao did not dare to delay and immediately turned around to enter the elevator.
Seeing the elevator door close, she straightened her body and walked towards the rooftop.
Su Mo's slender figure was already standing on the empty rooftop. Due to the strong wind, Su Mo looked like she was on the verge of collapse and was exceptionally weak.
She stood about two meters away from Su Mo and said calmly, "I wonder why sister-in-law is looking for me?"
Su Mo turned around. Wearing a long white dress, she was beautiful and moving, but she also seemed very thin. "You don't need to deliberately emphasize my current identity. Besides, Dan Yan and I are not married yet. "
"Sister-in-law might have misunderstood me. I don't mean anything else. It's just a title. "
Su Mo slowly walked towards her. Her thin body had an overbearing aura. "Qingyou, I really did not think that you would have such deep thoughts. "
She looked at Su Mo, "What does sister-in-law mean by this?"
Su Mo pretended to be fierce, but she was scared inside. She narrowed her eyes. "I know Jiang Juan was alone when he came to London. Did you know I was in London and suddenly rushed to London?"
She frowned. "Why does sister-in-law think so? Jiang Juan came to London. As his wife, I don't want to be separated from him. Is there a need for a reason? "
Su Mo snorted lightly, "I have asked Director Jiang. He said that he went to look for Anut Gu, so you do not need to play dumb in front of me. Furthermore, your scheming just now was very obvious. You do not want me to talk too much to Jiang Juan. So, you purposely pretended to be unwell. "
She laughed coldly," Even if I did it on purpose, so what? "
Su Mo's face froze.
She looked up at the distant horizon and said faintly, "You want to destroy the relationship between Jiang Juan and me. Don't tell me you won't allow me to defend my feelings?"
"Relationship?" Su Mo clenched her fists and stared at her. "What you have now was originally mine. Do you know?"
She looked at Su Mo indifferently and said in a flat voice, "I don't think so. I don't think that it belongs to who originally, only to who it belongs to in the end. "
"You. . . " Su Mo was so angry that she could not speak.2
She naturally knew how arrogant these words were, but there was a flame of anger burning in her heart. "I don't understand. Why can't you let go of your feelings for Jiang Juan until now? Since you can't turn back, shouldn't you look forward?"
Su Mo said angrily, " If your love for Jiang Juan is worth giving in to me, even if I know that the main culprit behind the separation between me and Jiang Juan was your mother, I would still choose to remain silent. However, you never trusted Jiang Juan and gave up on him again and again. I don't think you are worthy of him!"
She knew that Su Mo was speaking the truth. After all, Su Mo had sincerely wished for Jiang Juan and her. However, after Aunt Shu was kidnapped by Chi Yifeng, Su Mo's impression of her changed completely.
She tried her best to calm herself down and said seriously, "I am not ashamed of Jiang Juan. Sister-in-law, if you think that I am not good enough for Jiang Juan, you can only say that you have misunderstood me too deeply. Because there is no one in this world who loves Jiang Juan more than me. Even you can't compare to me. "
Su Mo smiled gently, "I only believe what I see in my eyes. If you really think that Jiang Juan is the first in your life, you would not have given up on Jiang Juan for Aunt Shu back then. You are only defending what you have done. "
She took a deep breath and shrugged, "Whatever you think. . . But one day, you will know how deep my feelings for Jiang Juan are. It's just that sometimes, not everyone can sacrifice everything for love. "
When she forced Chi Yifeng to divorce Jiang Juan because of Aunt Shu, she never thought it was a wrong decision because there was nothing more important than human life. Just like when Director Jiang and his wife were threatened by Dark Angel, she also wanted to do what Mu Ying said.
In addition, Aunt Shu's position in her heart was even higher than her own biological mother's. It could be said that if it was not for Aunt Shu, she would have been used by Qu Liyuan and hurt badly.
She could not repay this kindness. How could she sacrifice Aunt Shu to protect her feelings? Then she would only spend the rest of her life in endless guilt and pain.
Su Mo stared at her hatefully and said disdainfully, "You don't need to say it in such a dignified manner. Have you forgotten? Jiang Juan sent you to Nice. You also once thought that Jiang Juan and Mu Ying had an affair. This is your so-called deep love and trust?"
"I admit, I had such an idea before. But if you know the whole truth, you should know. At that time, Jiang Juan had deliberately created a misunderstanding in order for me to go to Nice. And I'm not a saint, I can't possibly not feel anything. . . Of course. . . After going to Nice, I should have thought that Jiang Juan and Mu Ying would not have anything to do with each other. But I am pregnant, and I feel wronged in my heart. Therefore, I did not maintain my rationality. " She honestly told him all the thoughts in her heart.
Su Mo stared at her with an increasingly cold gaze and her voice was filled with sorrow, "If it was me, I would not have doubted Jiang Juan at all. . . Because in my heart, I know very well what kind of person he is. No matter what happens, I will trust him. "
Su Mo's words were like a heavy punch. A dull pain came from her chest.
She straightened her body and said quietly, "I don't want to explain anymore. " Everyone's life experiences were different. So Su Mo might never understand her choice.
Su Mo's eyes became profound and she was silent for a long time. She said softly, "Every word of yours is expressing that you are a person without a conscience. Since you are so honest, why did you stop me from telling Jiang Juan about your mother?"
"Can I ask you a question?" She asked back.
Su Mo looked at her with an appraising gaze, "Go ahead. "
She said in a deep voice, "What is the purpose of telling Jiang Juan about this?"
Su Mo's cherry red lips pursed into a line.
She paid attention to the subtle expression on Su Mo's face and said again, "Do you really think that doing this will bring more benefits than disadvantages?"
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