249: C249 Not the Worst

C249 Not the Worst

"Why do we have to deal with this meaningless question here?" At this moment, it was Jiang Juan who interrupted her with a cold expression. "I really don't know what you are thinking. Qingyou, could it be that I have been patient and attentive to you since we met? You don't understand at all? You only care about feelings, but we have a child. Have you really thought about the child and me?"

Gu Qingyou listened quietly and was unable to answer for a moment.

"Many husband and wife, after a long time, love will also turn into familial love. Why do you have to be so persistent?" Jiang Juan looked at her deeply. "Can't we just go on like this?"

Gu Qingyou looked at Jiang Juan and waited for him to finish, but when he finished, she did not respond to him.

"Did you hear what I said? Qingyou, at this moment, you are the most important person in my life. Is this not enough?" Jiang Junchen asked her.

" I heard it. " Gu Qingyou replied but looked at him without any expression and said, "Then have you ever thought that if one day you remember the unforgettable memories of you and Su Mo, would I still be the most important person in your life?"

Hearing Gu Qingyou say this, Jiang Juan replied. "There won't be that many days, unless someone can hypnotize me and awaken my memories. But no one can do that to me. Of course, I won't hypnotize myself to remember those things. . . You will always be the most important person in my life, the mother of my child. . . You will be the other half that I am willing to protect and love with everything I have. "

"But what if one day you remember the unforgettable memories of you and Su Mo?" Gu Qingyou muttered to herself, "At that time, she cried and begged you to get back together. Can you still be indifferent?"

She knew that when Su Mo asked him to get back together, Su Mo did not mention the word "get back together. " Su Mo only explained the matter of the child to Jiang Juan clearly.

Of course, Su Mo did not need to explain it clearly to Jiang Juan, because Jiang Juan knew that this was the compound signal that Su Mo sent him.

Even though Jiang Juan pretended not to know at that time and did not give Su Mo an answer, But if Su Mo said the word "compound," even if it was just a drop of tears in front of Jiang Juan, Jiang Juan might have already softened his heart. . . After all, he loved her that much!

Therefore, if Su Mo could not maintain her high and mighty pride at that time, perhaps the matter between her and Jiang Juan would have already been resolved.

Jiang Junchen lowered her face. "In your heart, could it be that I do not have the word responsibility?"

Gu Qingyou explained, "This is not a matter of responsibility. . . . If you remember your feelings for Su Mo, if you choose to be with Su Mo, you can still be responsible for me and the child. You only need to continue to give us food and clothing that we do not have to worry about. . . "

Jiang Juan looked at her in silence.

"But if that day really happens, I think I will collapse. I will feel like the sky is falling down. . . " Gu Qingyou looked up at him. "Can you bear with me watching you and Su Mo get back together?"

Jiang Juan was still silent, but his face became darker and darker.

Gu Qingyou continued, "Hypnosis may be able to deceive yourself for the rest of your life, but it is like a time bomb. Maybe you will remember it at some point. So, teach me how to be at ease and continue walking with you? Also, if I continue to follow you, wouldn't I be deceiving myself? "

" Then tell me, what do you want to do? " Jiang Juan asked.

"I don't know. . . I've been thinking about me for the whole night, and I don't know what to do. This is the first time I feel so helpless. I need time to think about it, because as you said, I can't not think about my child, and we got married under the blessing of your parents and my friends. I don't want them to be sad for us again. . . " Gu Qingyou lowered her eyes and said in a lonely tone.

"If you want to cancel this marriage, I hope you don't think about it. " Jiang Juan's tone was cold.

Gu Qingyou suddenly looked up.

She had to admit that she had this thought in her mind before, but there were too many concerns that made her temporarily give up this idea.

"Marriage can be forced, but can we still get along like before?" Gu Qingyou's nose was sour and she gently smiled.

Jiang Juan answered seriously, "I think there is no problem. "

"But I don't think so. " Gu Qingyou continued to smile bitterly, "I think that even if it is for the sake of family and friends, this marriage between us. . . We will also be hypocritical. . . Because I already know that you do not love me, and we will no longer have the same kind of love interaction as before. Even if you can act, I can't do it. "

Gu Qingyou had already finished what she wanted to say.

"Even if you two become a couple that looks like they are separated from each other, we still have to maintain it!" Jiang Juan's tone and expression were very serious.

Gu Qingyou knew that Jiang Juan's decision could never be changed.

She hated him for being so overbearing and tough, but at this moment she did not want to talk to him anymore. Her heart was already very tired. She had never wanted to find a place to fall down like this and never wake up again.

"Please make way. " Controlling her grief, Gu Qingyou took a deep breath and said.

Jiang Juan finally moved aside, but his face was still cold.

Gu Qingyou immediately walked out of the restaurant and did not look back.

. . .

Gu Qingyou went to the garden alone and sat on an iron bench in the garden. She quietly looked at the number of yellow leaves that were not even left.

Suddenly, Gu Qingyou's mind flashed the scene of her and Jiang Juan taking wedding photos in the garden. Then she remembered the time when she wore a wedding dress and walked with him to the priest to make an oath.

Of course, he would not go against his promise to God and the priest. He would take care of her for the rest of his life. Whether it was wealth, poverty, health or illness, she knew that he would definitely fulfill his promise.

But the touching words that he said, the words "I love you" that made her cry, why were they just lies?

She believed him like that. . .

He could not let go of the woman he had loved for eight years. This was understandable, and she could understand it. But why did he lie to her under the guise of love?

Did he know how painful her heart was right now?

Every breath she took felt like she was being dismembered. She was really too disappointed in him. . .

Why was the heavens so cruel to her?

To give her a wedding that she dreamed of, but to tell her. . . It was just a performance that he had put in a lot of effort into. . .

Why was every single thing in her life a tragedy?

Whether it was family or love, she would eventually gain nothing. . .

. . .

Jiang’s Group.

Que Yan could not believe that Jiang Juan would tell everything to Gu Qingyou. Therefore, he leaned back on the sofa as if he had collapsed.

"You really don't understand the heart of a woman. As long as you don't admit it, Qingyou will believe you. But how can you tell her the truth?" Que Yan shook his head hard.

Jiang Juan sat on the sofa and took a sip of the red wine in his hand expressionlessly.

Que Yan suddenly sat up straight again and quickly asked, "Then Qingyou did not plan to divorce you, right?"

As if the red wine had entered his throat, Jiang Juan's Adam's apple slid and his thin lips opened. "She hasn't decided yet. But I won't end this marriage. "

Que Yan heaved a sigh of relief when he heard that. "There is still hope. . . With Qingyou's personality, If she did not propose to divorce you now, it means that she will not divorce you because she is not an indecisive woman. "

Jiang Juan's cold gaze swept across Que Yan. His handsome face was as gloomy as steel.

Que Yan immediately shrank his body and said. "Don't blame me for giving you a rotten idea. It was you who didn't want to get entangled with Su Mo, that's why I mentioned hypnotizing and forgetting memories. But I didn't think that you would explain it clearly to Qingyou. . . "Speaking up to this point, Que Yan curled his lips. "You should use lies to hide from Qingyou for the rest of her life!"

Only then did Jiang Juan withdraw his cold gaze. His thin lips were tightly pursed into a line.

Que Yan saw that Jiang Juan did not have any intention of pursuing the matter, so he spoke softly. "However, allow me to take the liberty to ask, you were so sincere when you swore an oath to Qingyou at the wedding, but. . . Was that really just. . . Just your acting?"

If this was really acting, Que Yan couldn't help but admire Jiang Juan's superb acting skills, because even Que Yan thought that Jiang Juan's oath was made from his heart.

If it wasn't for the current situation, Que Yan would have thought that Jiang Juan had fallen in love with Gu Qingyou.

Jiang Juan's sharp gaze swept over to Que Yan. Que Yan immediately closed his mouth and did not ask any more questions.2

Jiang Juan continued to drink the red wine. His eyebrows were furrowed the whole time. It showed that he was also irritated at the moment. "

Que Yan broke the silence and sighed softly. "If you choose to keep hiding it from Qingyou, you and Qingyou might still have a chance to turn things around. But now that you have told the truth to Qingyou, I think she will continue to treat you. . . "

Jiang Juan looked at Que Yan, his deep eyes signalling Que Yan to continue.

Que Yan looked at Jiang Juan and said haltingly, "I am afraid she will not have any trust in you anymore. Moreover, even if you find out that you really love Qingyou in the future, I believe that Qingyou will not believe it anymore. Of course, you have a heart of stone long ago. Maybe you don't even love Su Mo anymore. . . "

Jiang Juan picked up his glass and walked to the French window of the office with a tall and handsome figure.

Que Yan was relieved. He picked up the red wine on the sofa and poured the whole glass into his throat.

Jiang Juan slowly said, "I don't know what kind of relationship I have with Qingyou. I only know that when I saw that she wanted to divorce me today, my only thought was to keep her. "

"This doesn't mean anything. . . " Que Yan got up from the sofa and insisted on the red wine. He followed Jiang Juan to Jiang Juan's side. "When you did not love Qingyou in the past, you also wanted to keep Qingyou by your side!"

"Am I really selfish?" Jiang Juan narrowed his eyes. His eyes were dark and bottomless. For the first time, there was a trace of helplessness and exhaustion in his eyes.

"You can say that you are selfish, but you can also say that you are not selfish. . . Because you protect and hurt Qingyou. " After saying that, Que Yan sighed heavily.

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