101: C101 I'm Sorry It's Only Because I Love You

C101 I'm Sorry It's Only Because I Love You

"Miss Gu, you are really mistaken. I did not avoid Jiang Juan because of my physical condition. The reason is that my relationship with Jiang Juan is no longer the same as before. " As if Gu Qingyou was talking about something, Su Mo was in a hurry to get rid of it.

Gu Qingyou continued, "I think. . . It was already enough for the two of them to be able to be together for only a second. And you think that leaving him will allow him to start a new life. In fact, his future will be more torturous because of your departure. This may be a lifetime. . . So, are you really willing to let Jiang Juan hate you for the rest of his life and love you?"

Su Mo's body trembled.

Gu Qingyou turned her head to look at Su Mo again, but this time, there was a faint smile on her face. "Don't think that doing this is a kind of love. Actually this is only selfishness and selfishness to make that person worry about you for the rest of his life. "

The blood color on Su Mo's face gradually faded, and even her lips turned white.

Gu Qingyou took a deep breath and finally said, "Go and find him. Even if you have many misgivings, please face it with him. "

. . .

After Gu Qingyou and Su Mo met, she asked Uncle Ying to send her to Jiang's Hospital.

Uncle Ying saw that her expression was not good after she got into the car. He couldn't help but ask with concern, "Madam, you don't seem to be in a good mood. "

Gu Qingyou leaned on the back of the leather seat and looked outside the window with a dull gaze. As she was immersed in her thoughts, she did not hear Uncle Ying's concern.

Uncle Ying felt that Gu Qingyou had something on her mind, so he did not ask again.

When Gu Qingyou came to the hospital, Aunt Shu was sleeping soundly. Gu Qingyou immediately sat on the edge of the bed and quietly looked at the elder's loving face.

At this moment, she said to Aunt Shu in her heart. . .

Sorry, Aunt Shu, I might make you feel lost. . .

. . .

Everything was just as Gu Qingyou had expected. When she came back from the hospital, Jiang Juan was already at home. The maid said he was in the room.

When she walked to the room where she and Jiang Juan stayed together, she took a deep breath. Then she twisted the door handle of the room and walked into the room.

As expected, Jiang Juan was in the room. He sat on the only sofa in the room with a rare solemn and calm expression.

Gu Qingyou moved in front of Jiang Juan, maintaining a calm expression on her face.

Jiang Juan got up from the sofa and looked down at her with a rare sharp look in his eyes.

Gu Qingyou felt a little uncomfortable. She wanted to turn her face to avoid it, but Jiang Juan grabbed her chin.

Jiang Juan's strength was not heavy. He did not hurt her at all. He just wanted her to face him.

Gu Qingyou felt guilty. Hence, even if her eyes were facing him, her gaze would also look elsewhere.

Jiang Juan did not allow it. He carried Gu Qingyou horizontally and walked towards the bed in the room.

Gu Qingyou used to wrap her arms around Jiang Juan's neck, but this time she did not do so.

Jiang Juan was obviously unhappy. He put Gu Qingyou heavily on the bed. He half-knelt on the edge of the bed and put his hands on both sides of her body. His usually calm black eyes were filled with intense emotions at this moment. He stared at her maliciously, "You pushed me like this to someone else. Can your conscience go away?"

She knew that her whereabouts could not be hidden from him, not to mention that she had asked Uncle Ying to send her to Venice Hotel.

Gu Qingyou turned her face away and said in a calm tone, "No matter what you think, I think what I did was right. "

Jiang Juan's dark eyes were dark and gloomy as he stared at her with a gloomy expression. His expression was angry, but there were more intense and profound emotions in his eyes than anger. "You keep saying that you believe me. . . "

Gu Qingyou interrupted Jiang Juan's words. "I believe you. I believe you will treat me well in the future. I will fulfill your promise to me, but. . . " Gu Qingyou turned her head around. Finally, she looked at him coldly and said indifferently. " I thought I could stay by your side, even if you love someone else. But when I knew that it was only a misunderstanding between you and that she still loved you deeply. . . I can't do it anymore. . . "

Jiang Juan's dark eyes were still surging violently.

Gu Qingyou stared at the angry expression on his face which she was not familiar with. The voice of the sand continued, "The two of you are in love, but I am in love with you. Jiang Juan, do you think I should?"

Jiang Juan said coldly, "This is already in the past. "

"This is indeed in the past, but now it is no different from the past. You still love her, and she still loves you deeply. " Gu Qingyou did not run away anymore. She looked into the depths of Jiang Juan's angry black eyes and said calmly. "I want to ask you something. If I wasn't by your side today, would you have gone to see Su Mo?"

Jiang Juan still did not have a warm voice, "I will not make a hypothetical answer. "

Gu Qingyou lightly smiled," I think I will, right? After all, the person that I love is still alive and has loved me for so many years. How could I not want to meet him?"

Jiang Juan did not deny her hypothesis.

Gu Qingyou's clear eyes continued to calmly look at the male face that she missed and maintained her smile just now. "I know that Jiang Juan doesn't want to disappoint me, but you don't know. . . The other half of my life's ideal is someone that I love and love. If it wasn't for the fact that you told me that the person you love doesn't love you. . . I wouldn't have accepted you when you were still in love with someone else, and the reason why I went against my inner ideals and accepted you. . . After all, the person you love doesn't love you. This way, you can only choose to give up, so one day, you will definitely accept a new person. But actually, the person you love still loves you, and you know this now. . . Then. . . In the future, you will be even more unable to let go of this person, no matter how good your relationship with me is. Your heart will no longer lean towards me. "

At this moment, Jiang Juan's vision became darker and darker. It gradually became deep and cold, and his pitch-black eyes seemed like an invisible ice cave.

Gu Qingyou looked at his dark eyes that had cooled down just like that and continued to speak with her choking throat, "Jiang Juan, I don't want to be a guard that has no hope, do you understand? If you really want to be with me, then one day when you don't love Su Mo or Su Mo don't love you, you can come and find me again, okay?"

Jiang Juan's expression was melancholic. "If I don't let go?"

" Then, I won't bring you any more joy. I will be like a walking corpse by your side every day. I will break down your guilt towards me until you let go of me. " Gu Qingyou looked at him and swore word by word.

"You have made up your mind just like that?" Jiang Juan narrowed his eyes.

Gu Qingyou's slender body trembled slightly. "Yes. When the day comes when you don't love Su Mo or Su Mo doesn't love you, I am willing for you to come and find me. " She looked into his eyes.

"Is that so?" Jiang Juan muttered in a low voice.

"Of course, if you and Su Mo live a happy life, even if it is very far away, I will bless you. " Gu Qingyou's flat tone revealed her true thoughts from the depths of her heart.

Time seemed to have stopped and the excessive silence made the air in the room suffocating.

Then, Gu Qingyou's watery eyes looked at the silent Jiang Juan and said once again, "Please let go. . . I believe that Su Mo will come to find you very soon. You should follow the true decision in your heart. "

Jiang Juan's eyes seemed to be shrouded in a layer of black fog. "I can't let you go. " Jiang Juan replied cruelly.

Gu Qingyou was slightly stunned.

She could not understand him. Since he had fallen in love with her and loved her, why did he still keep her?

"Without my permission, you can't go anywhere. " Jiang Juan stood up. Before he left, he looked at her coldly and said his last words. "Like I said, my world is not something you can come and go as you wish. "

After that, Jiang Juan turned around and left the room.

. . .

After Jiang Juan left, Gu Qingyou was still lying on the bed in the same position as before. Because her eyes seemed to be covered with mist, and she could not see what was in her sight clearly.

Mrs Jiang knocked on the door after Jiang Juan went downstairs.

"Qingyou, Qingyou. . . "

Gu Qingyou suddenly came back to her senses and got off the bed and opened the door.

It was rare for Mrs Jiang to lose the smile on her face and her loving face wrinkled with worry, "I just saw Jun Er leaving with a cold face. . . You quarreled with Jun Er?"

Actually, when she made this decision, she had already thought of how to persuade Mrs Jiang. But looking at the love in Mrs Jiang's eyes, her throat suddenly became dry and could not open.

She did not want to make Jiang Juan angry like this. . .0

But what could she do?

Mrs Jiang immediately walked into the room and saw Gu Qingyou sitting down on the sofa in the room. She said earnestly, "Qingyou, I know Jiang Juan's temper. He usually doesn't get angry, but if he gets angry, there must be a reason. . . Tell mom, why did you guys fight?"

"I. . . "

"Don't worry. If Jiang Juan bullied you, tell mom. Mom will definitely stand on your side. If you make Jiang Juan angry, then mom will stand on your side too. Why would a man get angry with a woman? " Mrs Jiang lightly patted Gu Qingyou's hand and comforted her lovingly.

Gu Qingyou raised her hand and wiped the corners of her eyes.

Mrs Jiang discovered that there were traces of tears in Gu Qingyou's eyes and her voice became even more loving, "Be good and don't feel uncomfortable. You tell mother that mother will make the decision for you. . . "

Why did Mrs Jiang treat her so well?

If she was not so good to her, she would also feel so uncomfortable and feel guilty in her heart. . .

But what could she do?

How could she allow the two of them who had fallen in love with each other to not be together because of her existence? Most importantly, she did not want to completely wait there without hope. When she could still control herself, she wanted to pull herself out and let everyone return to normal. . .

"Mom, I'm sorry. I may not be able to be with Jiang Juan anymore. . . " Gu Qingyou finally broke through her extremely hoarse throat and spat out.

Hearing this, Mrs Jiang was stunned. She looked at Gu Qingyou in disbelief and even her voice trembled slightly, "Qingyou. What. . . What did you say?"

Gu Qingyou did her best to resist the bitterness in her throat and replied, "Mom, I'm sorry. . . "

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