176: C176 I've Lost My Humanity a Long Time ago

C176 I've Lost My Humanity a Long Time ago

0The Buddha said 500 glances in the past life were exchanged for a meeting in this life.

However, why was such a difficult encounter only a part of fate?

. . .

Gu Qingyou did not know how long she had been lying on Jiang Juan's shoulder for. She only knew that she had been hugging him all along, and he had never let her down.

They had been hugging each other like this for a long time, just like that time in H City when he was hugging her on the balcony. He had never let go of her.

At this moment, he tilted his head and pressed tightly against her smooth neck, as if he was in love with her body temperature and fragrance.

"Put me down. . . "

Gu Qingyou lightly patted his arm. Her crying voice had yet to recover and was still hoarse.

"Let me hug you for a while more. " Jiang Juan still did not leave. Instead, he hugged her even tighter. His usually cold lips had a gentle warmth because they were close to her neck. His slightly hot breath also seemed to be warm.

Gu Qingyou still slowly struggled away from him, but raised her hand to hold his face. His face was not as warm as she imagined, but it was not cold either.

Jiang Juan looked at her deeply.

They just looked at each other like this, as if a century had passed. Gu Qingyou said with a low voice, "Mom and Dad are very worried about us. . . I will go home first to prevent them from continuing to worry about us. "

"Okay. "

Although Jiang Juan replied like this, he still did not put her down.

Gu Qingyou took the initiative to lower her head and kiss his lips, "I will wait for you at home. "

"Yes. "

The old man nodded and said, "Put me down. . . "

She was deeply focused on her for a long time. His hand slowly loosened.

After Gu Qingyou steadied herself on the ground, she found that he had hugged her for a long time. It was so long that her legs had become numb and no longer felt anything.

Fortunately, his hands were always around her waist, so that she could not stand stably.

Both of her legs gradually had a feeling. After she was able to support herself, she lifted her slender hands and hugged him. A pair of clear and bright eyes looked at him and said seriously, "Promise me that you will not let more guilt and self-blame torture yourself. I believe that this is not what Su Mo wants to see. . . "

Jiang Juan's thin lips did not open to reply and only tightly pressed Gu Qingyou into his embrace. "Wait for me to go back. "

Gu Qingyou closed her eyes in satisfaction, allowing the warm breath that belonged to him to linger around her.

After a long time. Gu Qingyou slowly left Jiang Juan's embrace. "The food I made is not cold yet. Remember to eat it. "

Jiang Juan's big hand held the back of her head in pain. He said with a hoarse voice, "You can eat with me. "

Gu Qingyou nodded. "Then I'll help you heat it up. "

Jiang Juan hugged Gu Qingyou who was about to leave from behind. He tightly wrapped his arms around her and buried his head in her neck. "No need, it should not be cold yet. "

At this moment, he did not move at all and only hugged her like this.

Gu Qingyou turned her head and gently leaned against him. "Jiang Juan, do you know? I almost gave up. . . "

"I know. " Jiang Juan kissed her on the neck. "Sorry, I made you wait for too long. . . "

Gu Qingyou said in a trembling voice, "I have told you before, I am not afraid of waiting too long. I am afraid of no hope. When I found out that you were with Su Mo in New York, I felt that there was no hope anymore. "

"Silly, I did not have the heart to get back together with Su Mo. You should know. . . " Jiang Juan's muffled voice that was buried in her neck said.

"If your heart is still with Su Mo, even if you do not get back together with Su Mo, is there any difference between us?" Gu Qingyou suddenly said sadly.

Jiang Juan raised his head from her neck and looked at her beautiful face. "Then why are you still willing to be with me? Aren't you worried that it will be hopeless to continue waiting?"

Gu Qingyou truthfully replied, "Three years ago I was waiting for you, but three years ago I was not waiting. . . And I still chose to be with you in the end. The most important reason is the child. And my family. . . I don't want Mu Mu to have no father, nor do I want my family to be sad. "

A deep pity flashed across Jiang Juan's dark and gloomy eyes," So you want to make yourself sad? "

"I have no choice. " Gu Qingyou said in a very low voice. "I will not be happy if I leave you. Since I am not happy, why should I let Mu Mu and his family follow me?"

Jiang Juan slowly pulled her body over and looked at her with a deep gaze. "You said you will not be happy. Are you telling me that you will only love me in this life?" He asked lovingly.

Gu Qingyou firmly faced his deep black eyes and answered seriously, "I only know that even today, I still only want to be with you. "

Jiang Juan once again pressed Gu Qingyou into his embrace and his jaw tightly pressed against her head. His dark eyes were deep and reserved as he looked at the large floor-to-ceiling window in the room and said gently, "I will never let you leave me again, Qingyou. "

Gu Qingyou reached out and hugged Jiang Juan. She tightly clung to him and said hoarsely, "I will never leave you again. . . "

. . .

Even if Gu Qingyou did not need it, Jiang Juan still personally went to the airport to send Gu Qingyou onto the plane.

There was still a drizzle in the sky, and the white Private Aircraft smoothly and steadily soared in the sky.

Jiang Juan looked at the plane that was gradually disappearing into the fog of rain. The color in his eyes became darker and darker, and it became heavier and heavier. Finally, all the gentleness in his eyes faded away, and only the chilliness in his eyes remained.

Que Yan held the umbrella and came to Jiang Juan's side at some point. Looking at the direction where the white plane had disappeared, he said in a low voice, "Have you thought about it? If Su Mo really asked you before she died, could you say 'I love you' to her again? Can you say it out loud? "

Jiang Juan coldly turned around.

In the huge private airport, Jiang Juan's figure seemed even taller and more slender, and the coldness and danger he emitted was even more intense.

Que Yan did not get an answer from Jiang Juan. He stood still for a long time and could not help shaking his head and sighing.

. . .

In the hotel, Jiang Juan put one hand in his pocket and drank the tequila in the cup with the other hand. When the burning sensation in Jiang Juan's throat was as intense as a fire, Jiang Juan said coldly, "I want you to investigate the information. Have you found it?"

Que Yan handed the document in his hand to Jiang Juan and said calmly, "This is all the background information about Dan Yan. His ability is not to be underestimated. He was once an illegitimate child of Mu’s Family. He had never even lived in Mu Family. He had been adopted by a New York couple since he was young. However, he has now taken charge of Mu's Group. He is very decisive and ruthless in the business world. He is somewhat similar to you. "

Jiang Juan glanced coldly at Que Yan.

Que Yan lowered his head and did not say anything else.

Jiang Juan put down the glass in his hand and looked back at the document. He said lightly, "His most capable assistant is called Qin Kai?"

"Yes. Qin Kai has been handling almost all the big and small matters for Dan Yan all these years, similar to Ye Shuo's role in your side. However, Qin Kai is not as good as Ye Shuo. Qin Kai is a mute, but his ability to handle matters is no less than Ye Shuo's. He is very loyal to Dan Yan. " Que Yan replied with a serious expression.

"Since he is so loyal to Dan Yan, Dan Yan must also trust him. " Closing the document, Jiang Juan's eyes flashed with a cold and arrogant light. He said in a cold and indifferent voice, "We will use him as the breakthrough point. I don't care what method you use. I want Qin Kai to work for me. "

Que Yan nodded. "I will try. However, this level of difficulty is just like how Dan Yan's men came to bribe Ye Shuo. I don't think there is much hope. . . "

"There is nothing that can't be achieved. There is only one thing that can't be done with all your effort. " Jiang Juan picked up the wine glass and walked away.

Que Yan exhaled. "Ok, I will do it. "

Que Yan should have left by now, but he hesitated on the spot. After a long moment of silence, he slowly spoke. "Jiang Juan, I believe in you, he said. Because she really loves you, even if the truth in front of her is vague. . . But if the truth is exposed in front of Qingyou one day, she will completely lose her trust in you. From now on, no matter how much you make up for it, she will never believe you again. "

Jiang Juan's slender figure stood in front of the French window. His whole body was emitting a gloomy coldness as he coldly said," I don't need you to tell me what to do. "

Que Yan looked over.

Jiang Juan picked up the tequila and poured it into his throat.

Que Yan knew very well that once Jiang Juan made a decision, no one could change it. He could only say one last thing, "I still hope you can ask yourself. If Su Mo really asked you to say those three words to her one last time, would you really be able to say it to her?"

"Obviously, you shouldn't waste your time asking about my private matters. " Jiang Juan looked at Que Yan's figure on the glass curtain maliciously, his dark eyes narrowed dangerously.

"I just want you to think clearly. Are you going to deal with Dan Yan because of Su Mo's death, or is it because Dan Yan covets Qingyou and wants to deal with him. . . "

"Maybe I will tell you the answer now. " Jiang Juan turned around and stared at Que Yan coldly.

Que Yan was frightened by his cold eyes. In the next second, he took a step and left.

It was only when he saw Que Yan's figure disappear from his sight that Jiang Juan's expressionless face faded away. His dark eyes were deep and reserved.

How could he not know what the consequences of doing this would be when the lie was torn apart in the future?

However, even if the lie was torn apart the day Gu Qingyou hated him, he would still do the same. . .

He was indeed selfish from the beginning to the end.

But he had told her that he had never been a good person. In those five dark and gloomy years, his human nature had already been twisted.

He had already kindly let her go once, but fate had once again tangled them together, this could not be blamed on him. . .

He could only blame her for not meeting the right person. . . . . .

In this lifetime, she had already completely lost the chance to get rid of him. They were destined to be entangled together. . .

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