175: C175 Qingyou Can You Understand?

C175 Qingyou Can You Understand?

"Gu Qingyou, you killed Su Mo like this. Do you have a good conscience in the future?"

Huo Yutong was not a person who would cause trouble. After scolding, she leaned into Que Yan's arms and cried.

Gu Qingyou did not care about Huo Yutong's scolding from the beginning to the end. She held a bunch of white Hyacinths in her hands and placed them on Su Mo's tombstone.

She did not know if Su Mo liked the Hyacinths and she also did not know what the flowery language of the Hyacinths was. She only felt that the white Hyacinths had a very pure white color and was very compatible with Su Mo's temperament. She thought that Su Mo would also like it.

The funeral continued for about two hours. Gu Qingyou quietly stood beside Jiang Juan like this. It was as if they did not know each other's existence at all. Their eyes were always on Su Mo's bright smile on the tombstone.

Que Yan did not want Huo Yutong to cause trouble. As soon as the funeral ended, he left with Huo Yutong.

Gu Qingyou was stunned for a while before she turned around to look at the person beside her and asked softly, "Are you going back?"

Gu Qingyou really thought that Jiang Juan would stay for a while longer. She prepared to go to the hotel to wait for him. She did not expect him to turn around and walk with his slender figure.

Gu Qingyou paused for a few seconds on the spot before slowly following his footsteps.

In the car that went back, the rain outside had become much lighter. Gu Qingyou quietly looked at the world in the drizzle while Jiang Juan closed his eyes to rest as usual. The two of them were silent.

After returning to the hotel, Gu Qingyou was the first to break the silence in the elevator. "You haven't eaten much these two days, right? Wait for me to make something for you to eat. "

Jiang Juan did not answer.

Gu Qingyou took a deep breath. Her unfocused eyes stared at his lonely and dim figure in the elevator for a long time.

. . .

Jiang Juan received a call on official business. They were discussing the project in H City.

He sat on the sofa in his room and spoke to his subordinate. It was completely impossible to tell that he was in a state of grief.

Gu Qingyou used the hotel's ingredients and focused on cooking for Jiang Juan.

This made her suddenly think of the last time in H City. . .

She also personally made a meal for Jiang Juan and then they made up.

But today they probably wouldn't make up, she knew. . .

Gu Qingyou walked out of the kitchen and saw that Jiang Juan was still on the phone. But at this moment, she was talking to Ai Lin and was explaining the company's matters.

Gu Qingyou put the carefully cooked food on the table and then walked to the French window in the room. She quietly listened to Jiang Juan's serious and serious voice. Only when Jiang Juan ended the call did Gu Qingyou turn around and look at him calmly.

Jiang Juan got up from the sofa and a tall and slender figure walked towards her.

Gu Qingyou did not expect him to be so close to her. When their eyes met, her mind went blank and her heart seemed to stop beating.

However, Jiang Juan just stared at her for a long time without saying a word. That deep understanding of his eyes made it impossible for others to know what he was thinking at this moment.

Gu Qingyou was really confined by this silence until she could not breathe. She finally opened her mouth and said, "I really regret this kind of result. . . . But you should know that I never thought of such an outcome. So in the end, I did not stop Elder Brother Sheng from finding Su Mo. If I tried my best to stop him, I would be able to stop him. "

Jiang Juan opened his mouth slightly and said, "I didn't mean to blame you. "

"I know. " Gu Qingyou looked into Jiang Juan's eyes with a firm gaze. "But I have to admit that I have such selfish motives in my heart. I also hope that Su Mo can stay away from you and never appear in your world again. "

"This matter is ultimately not handled well by me. " Jiang Juan's eyes moved away from Gu Qingyou's face and took a step forward. His tall figure stood in front of the French window.

Gu Qingyou stared blankly at him and did not say anything.

Jiang Juan's figure landed in the shadow of the light behind his back. He seemed to sigh softly and said in a low voice, "I always knew that her heart was very fragile, but I did not give her any protection. "

Gu Qingyou smiled and lowered her eyes. "Between you two, it can only be said that creation makes fools of people. . . If you were not so proud and Su Mo did not have such inferiority, perhaps your fate was three years ago when Su Mo's heart transplant surgery was successful and you could be together. "

"Yes, if I am not so proud and Su Mo is not so inferior, perhaps there is still room for redemption. . . " Jiang Juan said.

Gu Qingyou forced herself to smile even more. Her voice was a bit hoarse compared to before, "Fate always makes people unprepared but powerless. "

"Do you know how guilty I am now?"

"I know. . . I know you are very guilty, but people can't be revived even if they die. Even if you continue to be sad like this, you. . . " Gu Qingyou hoped that she could say more words to comfort him, but she suddenly could not continue.

Because her throat suddenly choked.

"When I saw her in my arms and wanted to touch my face, I did not even have the strength to lift my hand. I looked at her deathly pale face. I had always regretted that I should not have ignored her three years ago. . . "

This was the first time Gu Qingyou heard Jiang Juan's regretful voice.

He was a decisive person. He had never regretted any of the decisions he made. He could always make the right decision, but now he was just a man filled with regret. In that hoarse voice, There was deep regret. . .

Gu Qingyou tried her best to widen her eyes and not let her painful eyes gather tears. She smiled and said, "In my opinion, even if you plan to get back together with Su Mo three years ago, she might not do it. . . But no matter what, that deep affection of hers should have been exchanged for your protection. "

"This is also the reason why I feel guilty. " Jiang Juan said calmly.

Gu Qingyou looked up. He had always been arrogant and conceited, but now he was completely covered by loneliness and loneliness. Her heart felt like it was wrapped in a thick cocoon, and she felt stifled and painful.

"But a person cannot be resurrected after death. . . "

Jiang Juan suddenly interrupted Gu Qingyou's comforting words, "The moment before she closed her eyes, she asked me if I would still be willing to meet her if time could come again. I answered her, of course I would be willing. "

"She smiled at that time. . . I knew very well that it was very, very difficult for her to smile at that time. Then she told me that her last wish was that I could be good with you. She said that you were a good girl. "

Jiang Juan's narration made the final scene appear in front of Gu Qingyou's eyes. Gu Qingyou shook her head. "I used to think Su Mo was not good enough for you. Now I know why you were so obsessed with her in those years. . . Because she is worth your persistence. "

Jiang Juan's hoarse voice continued, "I answered her. I know, of course I know you are a good girl. She then told me that she was about to leave. Can I tell her one last time, I love you. . . "

Gu Qingyou said sadly," When everyone reaches the final moment, I think they will say what they want the most. . . "

"Yes. "

Gu Qingyou suddenly could not continue listening. "Stop talking, let's eat. . . " "If we don't eat, the food will be cold. " She suddenly took a step and prepared to leave the room.

However, when she walked to the door, Jiang Juan stopped her. "Don't you want to hear the story after that?"

Gu Qingyou's tears fell uncontrollably, but she quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and face. She tried her best to hold her throat and sobbed, "I know people want to find an exit to vent their sadness, but. . . Sorry, I may not be able to continue listening. . . "

"Are you sure you don't want to listen?"

"I am sure. . . " Gu Qingyou held the door handle and was about to open the door and leave when she found that the lock was locked with a password. She suddenly remembered the password Su Mo had told her before and immediately entered.

She was very sure that the door would open. However, the sound of the door being unlocked, which she had expected, did not come. Her legs instantly froze on the spot.

At this time, Jiang Juan's voice also came slowly. "At that moment, I looked at her weak face. My eyes met hers, and I saw the desire in her eyes. I knew that was the only thought she had when she died, but for some reason. . . I couldn't say those words. . . Her eyes were very clear and bright at that time, and I looked at her. . . But I still can't open my mouth. . . "

Gu Qingyou suddenly lifted her face full of tears. She suddenly turned around and looked at him in disbelief.

He still calmly narrated like before, with a steady tone, "I don't know why I couldn't give her a perfect answer when she was dying. I just feel guilty. . . Very guilty. . . I have never felt such guilt in my life, even to you. "

Gu Qingyou began to shake her head continuously, not a single word came out of her throat.

"However, at the last moment, Su Mo smiled. . . She used the last bit of energy in her body to caress my face. She said, I think I can leave without worry. . . "2

When Jiang Juan said the last sentence, his voice had already reached the limit of hoarse. He could not speak anymore.

Gu Qingyou slowly squatted on the ground. She covered her mouth, but she could not help but cry.

No one knew when, but Jiang Juan walked over.

He used his strong arms to carry her up and let her lean against his shoulder to cry.

Gu Qingyou kept shaking her head. She did not return to hug him, but let her snot and tears wet his black suit.

Jiang Juan buried his head in her long hair and said hoarsely, "I think I need a long time to calm my mind. Qingyou. . . Can you understand?"

Gu Qingyou's tears fell even harder.

"So she could see more clearly than I did. Qingyou. . . She really is the person who understands me the most in this world, but I let her down. . . "

"Don't say anymore. Jiang Juan. . . "

"I originally wanted to scatter her ashes on the campus where I was in love with her, but leaving her soul there, I think I would feel even more guilty, so I brought her back, so I need some time to face you, Qingyou. . . "

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