C153 I Don't Need You to Love Me
After Director Jiang came to the hospital to see Gu Mrs Jiang, Gu Qingyou was replaced and returned to Jiang's Mansion.
In the carriage, Gu Qingyou was a little tired and pinched between her eyebrows.
Jiang Juan, who also did not sleep for the night, was currently resting with his eyes closed, but he knew her tired movements. He slowly said, "Thank you for your hard work. Don't go to the hospital in the afternoon. Have a good rest at home!"
Gu Qingyou stopped and shook her head. "I'm not tired. I'm very willing to do things that can make Mom feel at ease. . . . I am just physically tired. "
After all, I haven't slept since last night.
"Have you thought of how to explain me to the child?" At this moment, Jiang Juan seemed to have only raised a casual question, and his tone was calm.
Gu Qingyou was slightly stunned.
Jiang Juan's slow voice continued to flow quietly in the spacious carriage. "You should know that if you let the child call me 'uncle', it will not work on Mom. "
Gu Qingyou took a light breath and controlled the depression in her chest. She said lightly, "I never thought of letting the child call me 'uncle' when I see you. "
Jiang Juan slowly opened his eyes.
From the rearview mirror in front of the car, he could see the sadness on her face, but she did not know.
"He has always wanted to see you. . . Last night, I accidentally saw your photo on the bedside table, I have already mentioned you to him. " Gu Qingyou lowered her eyes and continued to speak. "He is very sensible. . . I believe he will get along well with you. "
Jiang Juan's gaze was still on her lonely face.
Gu Qingyou finally felt Jiang Juan's gaze. She looked at the rearview mirror and found him looking at her. She immediately turned her face to the window and looked at the scenery outside the window.
Jiang Juan did not say anything.
The carriage gradually returned to its original silence.
. . .
When Gu Qingyou got out of the carriage, she saw Jiang Juan's tall and straight figure walking towards Jiang's Mansion. She suddenly walked in front of him.
Jiang Juan did not seem to have guessed that Gu Qingyou would stand in front of him at this moment. His dark eyes seemed to be deep.
Gu Qingyou met his deep gaze and slowly said, "No matter what, I have to thank you. You did not blame me for hiding it and even gave me the custody of Mu Mu. "
"I do not blame you because I know the existence of the child. " Jiang Juan simply and clearly replied.
Gu Qingyou seemed to be petrified in an instant, her heart in a mess in the wind. "You. . . " She was so shocked that she could not speak.
Jiang Juan looked at her calmly. "Do you think you can fool me with your little tricks?"
Gu Qingyou continued to be petrified.
"Then why. . . "
Jiang Juan was silent for a moment before he slowly said, "If you need to stay in a corner, I am willing to give you this corner, because I have said before, even if I cannot give you what you want, I will protect you for the rest of your life. "
Gu Qingyou was stunned for a long time before her eyes gradually turned red. As she looked at him, her vision gradually blurred.
"You still haven't learned how to be strong. " Jiang Juan reached out his hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of Gu Qingyou's eyes.
Gu Qingyou's tears kept flowing.
At this moment, she could no longer control herself. How could she control herself?
He had been fulfilling his promise to her. Every word he said was the same as what he had said in the past. It was as if they had returned to three years ago. But what had changed?
Gu Qingyou turned her face away and did not allow him to treat her as gently as before. "I don't need you to treat me like this. I can live very well. " She took a deep breath and said calmly.
On her ice-cold face, there was still the warmth of his finger.
Jiang Juan paused for a moment and withdrew his hand.
"I know your stubbornness and persistence. In the past three years, whenever you are in trouble, I did not help you because I know that you must hope to overcome those difficulties with your resilience. " He said in a hoarse voice.
Gu Qingyou closed her eyes in pain. "Then after three months, you don't need to spare any time in your life to pay attention to me. I don't need sympathy or pity. "
Jiang Juan looked at her.
When Gu Qingyou opened her eyes again, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears in her eyes and looked at him calmly. "Maybe I used such a word too much. You just want to give me some care, but this kind of care has created a heavy burden in my heart, do you know?"
Jiang Juan's expression became gloomy.
Gu Qingyou tried her best to resist the pain and soreness in her chest and said calmly. "Your care will break her heart, but there is still a glimmer of hope in her trembling chest. You are not doing this for her good. You are torturing her. . . Since you don't love her, then let it go completely. There is nothing to owe or feel guilty about. In the world of love, there is no right or wrong. Even if you let me go, and I encounter insurmountable difficulties in the future. . . This has nothing to do with you. This is my own problem. "
At this moment, Jiang Juan was silent for a long time.
Gu Qingyou did not turn her head again. She turned around and walked towards the Jiang's Mansion's main gate.
. . .
"Mommy. . . "
Gu Qingyou had just stepped into the door when the little brat ran over from the sofa in the living room and happily hugged her legs.
The little brat noticed that her eyes and nose were red and muttered, "Mommy. . . Why are you crying. . . "
Gu Qingyou shook her head and picked up the little brat. "Mommy did not cry. It was just that the sand blew into Mommy's eyes. . . " After saying that, afraid that the little fellow would worry, a light smile bloomed on her face. "Mommy isn't you. When did you see Mommy cry?"
When the little guy saw Mommy smile, he heaved a sigh of relief. He hugged Mommy's neck and said happily, "Mommy, Grandpa bought me a lot of toys, and I was playing hide-and-seek just now. . . "
"Is that so?" Gu Qingyou raised her hand to wipe away the sweat on the little brat's forehead. "Look at you playing until you are sweating all over. . . "
"Mommy. . . " The little brat suddenly called out in a deep voice. His round and innocent eyes stared at the stalwart man who walked into the hall. The little brat felt that this person was somewhat familiar, but not very familiar. However, his gaze could not shift away from this person. Moreover, this person was staring closely at him and Mommy.
Gu Qingyou was unwilling to bring any emotions to introduce Jiang Juan's identity. After all, father and son would recognize each other. This was a memory that would forever be remembered in the child's heart.
Jiang Juan seemed to have reached a consensus with her. He walked over and his eyes not only faded away from his usual deep and serene expression, but also withdrew the cold and solemn aura from his body.
The little brat was a little timid towards strangers, but it was very strange. Even though he was afraid, he kept staring at Jiang Juan.
When father and son met, the little brat's eyes were exactly the same as father's.
"Mu Mu, didn't you want to see daddy?" Gu Qingyou kissed the little brat's fair little face and said lovingly, "Why aren't you calling daddy when you see him now?"
When Gu Qingyou introduced her grandparents to the little brat previously, although the little brat was afraid, he still timidly called out to her. However, at this moment, the little brat did not look at Jiang Juan with fear. That pretty little mouth did not speak for a long time.
As if he knew how important his father was in his own world, the little brat pursed his lips.
"Mu Mu, call me daddy. . . " Gu Qingyou called softly.
The little brat was indifferent. He stared at his father with his round eyes. He was not afraid, but he did not shout.
Jiang Juan Jisha said in his voice, "Let me hug him!"
Gu Qingyou believed that the little brat just could not adapt for a moment. After all, the word "daddy" was even stranger to children than grandpa and grandma.0
She nodded.
Jiang Juan reached out and carried the soft little ball over. The strange thing was that the child actually didn't struggle. He just kept his mouth shut and still looked at his father's face without blinking.
His eyes met the child's eyes. His eyes naturally revealed a loving light, and even the darkness in the depths of his black eyes faded away.
His hands actually trembled slightly uncontrollably. He did not know what kind of strength he should use to hug this child. He was afraid that it would hurt him.
It turned out that hugging his child was a kind of cautious feeling. . . .
It turned out that this kid looked small. It was a little heavy. . .
It turned out that this little brat's gaze could melt all the impurities in his eyes other than light. . .
So this was the familial love between father and son. Just by hugging him, he already wanted it. Give him the best in the world. . .
The little brat put his little hand on Jiang Juan's neck and only spoke at this moment, "Are you really daddy?"
"Didn't anyone tell you that you look very similar to Daddy?" Jiang Juan replied to his son like that and his gaze fell on his son's tender little face.
"No. The others have never seen my daddy. . . And my mommy has never told me either. The little brat no longer seemed to be timid. He held his father's neck with his little hand.
Gu Qingyou saw this scene and could not help but heave a sigh of relief in her heart.
"Then remember daddy's appearance. " Jiang Juan said gently.
The kid said proudly, "I remember. . . Daddy's memory is very good. I'll know what Daddy looks like in the future. . . "
"Okay. "
"Daddy, then do you know how to play Remote Control Aircraft? "
"That depends on how many times you can play. Daddy doesn't play general numbers. "
"Wow. . . Daddy, I can only play 3 now. Five rounds, can you teach me how to play six rounds of pain?"
"Okay. "
"Then, does Daddy know how to change light bulbs, repair pipes, and drive? "
"It should. . . Not be a problem, if daddy has time to do these things. "
"Daddy, you're so awesome!" The little brat threw himself into his father's arms and hugged him tightly. "Then Mommy won't need to change the light bulb in the future. She'll repair the pipes and call a taxi to buy things. The teacher said it's very dangerous to take a taxi. . . "
Jiang Juan looked at Gu Qingyou.
Gu Qingyou lowered her gaze and pursed her lips.
At this time, the housekeeper came out of the restaurant and said respectfully, "Boss Jiang, Young Madame, lunch is ready. . . "
Gu Qingyou then ignored Jiang Juan's gaze and walked straight to the restaurant.
Jiang Juan looked at Gu Qingyou's slender back with a deep look in his eyes.
"Daddy, is Mommy angry? She didn't even ask me to eat with her. . . " The little guy's delicate eyebrows knitted. He was afraid that he would make Mommy angry.
Jiang Juan retracted his gaze and looked at the childish face in his arms. "Mommy isn't angry. She just went in to get you some food. . . "
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