90: C90 She Knows It in Her Heart

C90 She Knows It in Her Heart

An Yaru came out of the bathroom and saw Gu Qingyou hugging Jiang Juan tightly. She immediately went back to the bathroom.

An Yaru waited in the washroom for a long time. After she confirmed that the time was long enough for the two of them to kiss, she then went out. But she only saw Gu Qingyou alone in the ward.

"Where's Boss Jiang?"

An Yaru immediately looked around but she still did not find the noble figure.

Gu Qingyou sat by the bed and quietly looked at the sleeping Aunt Shu and softly replied, "I will wait here until Aunt Shu wakes up, so I let him go first. "

"You have not told me clearly why you are together with him?" An Yaru moved a chair to sit beside Gu Qingyou and asked in a voice that would definitely not wake Aunt Shu up.

Gu Qingyou knew that An Yaru must ask clearly, so she said softly, "I don't know how to use simple words to explain to you, but the matter of feelings might be so complicated. "

"But Jiang Juan loved Xia Qingchen that much. For Xia Qingchen, he even asked you to be a substitute. Why would he suddenly give up on Xia Qingchen?" An Yaru was very confused.

"He loved her so much that he was tired of it. "

"Is he tired of loving her?" An Yaru frowned and suddenly turned Gu Qingyou's body over. She looked at her with a serious expression. "That is to say that he still has Xia Qingchen in his heart and he has already pursued you?"

Gu Qingyou could not refute because that was the truth.

An Yaru saw Gu Qingyou admit it and her entire body jumped up from the chair. She covered her mouth and only then did she control her shocked voice, "You can't be, right? This man still has another woman in his heart and you have already accepted him?"

Gu Qingyou said calmly, "I know very well what I am doing. "

"You know?"

An Yaru was very stunned and then she pulled Gu Qingyou up from the chair. She dragged her to the balcony of the ward. After An Yaru was sure that it would not affect Aunt Shu, she raised her voice. "Are you crazy? If there is someone else in his heart who is with you, he will only treat you as a pastime or use you. It is impossible for him to love Xia Qingchen but also like you. This does not fit the logic of relationships. "

Gu Qingyou still maintained her silence.

An Yaru's brows knitted tightly, "So you have already thought of what I said?"

Gu Qingyou calmly looked at An Yaru and followed her to the balcony railing. She looked at the distant sky and said slowly, "He can treat me as a pastime or use me. I have already made this decision. "

An Yaru was shocked once again. She grabbed Gu Qingyou's weakened shoulders with both hands and said seriously, "Have you thought of the day when he realised that he still loves Xia Qingchen and he decided to look for Xia Qingchen. When that time comes, what should you do?"

"If he really went back to look for Xia Qingchen, I will give up. "

"You are simply crazy. " An Yaru immediately let go of Gu Qingyou's shoulders and then she kept shaking her head.

Gu Qingyou's calm eyes still did not have the slightest ripple as if she would not waver the decision she made now.

An Yaru could not calm down and kept muttering, "You will really regret it. Even if you already have feelings for him, you should not accept him unless he completely puts down his past feelings. "

Gu Qingyou took a deep breath and said in a calm voice, "He cannot let go of his past feelings. If I choose to reject him, it will be an eternal separation. "

An Yaru was slightly stunned. "Why would you say that?"

Gu Qingyou took a few more deep breaths and then looked towards the distant horizon again. "Previously when he was drunk, he called me and told me 'he misses me'. At that time, I was secretly delighted until the photo of him and Xia Qingchen having intimate contact in N City was exposed in the newspaper. "

An Yaru nodded, "I saw that news too. I immediately recognized that the person in the photo was not you. I wanted to call you to ask if Xia Qingchen's legs have recovered but at that time Aunt Shu's body condition already had some problems. I was afraid to call you. I knew you would ask about Aunt Shu's condition. I don't want you to worry. In the end, I didn't ask you about it. "

"The exposure of this matter made me feel as if I had fallen from heaven to hell. At that time, I thought about it a lot, It was also at that time that I suddenly realized that he said to me 'he misses me'. I shouldn't have heard it from his mouth. " Gu Qingyou continued to speak, but when she said this, she paused for a moment.

An Yaru frowned, "Why?"

At this moment Gu Qingyou smiled slightly and that smile was filled with depression. There was also a trace of desolation. "Only when you love a person will you say that you miss that person. But he loves someone else, why would he call me and say 'he misses me'? When drunk and unconscious, He will make a real reaction, but his real reaction is to call me. This means that he treats me as the person he loves. "

An Yaru was stunned on the spot. "You mean you think he wants to keep you by his side because he thinks you are the person he cannot let go of?"

Gu Qingyou put away her smile and returned to her calm and tranquil state. "I think that should be the case. He had already given up hope on Xia Qingchen. However, deep in his heart, he still loved her. And on my body, he found some of Xia Qingchen's shadows. Of course, it was very easy. After all, I look like Xia Qingchen. So he thought of me as Xia Qingchen. He wanted to treat Xia Qingchen well. So he was good to me. He could not get any feelings from Xia Qingchen. He wanted to get it from me. "

"Since you are so clear about it, why are you still like this?" An Yaru suddenly could not continue speaking, especially when she saw Gu Qingyou's thin and standing figure, her heart ached even more.

Why are you still so stupid?

An Yaru said in her heart.

At this moment Gu Qingyou closed her eyes and slowly said, "I don't want to see him being alone. "

An Yaru was rooted to the spot for a long time but her eyes were red. "You already love him so much?"

Gu Qingyou slowly opened her eyes and there was a faint watery light in her eyes. She calmly said, "So he proposed to marry me and I rejected. Because I only stayed by his side to make him happy. I don't need his marriage. This kind of marriage is not what I want. "

" You're too stupid " An Yaru finally could not help but say.

Gu Qingyou shook her head and turned her head to look at her good friend with a smile. "I might not be stupid. Maybe there will be a miracle. Maybe one day he will fall in love with me?"

"Qingyou. "

"Don't worry, Qingyou said. I will not be hurt because he will not hurt me. I will be happy as long as I pretend not to know anything. "

After learning that Jiang Juan had returned, Que Yan immediately rushed to Furen Hospital. At the entrance of the hospital, Que Yan saw Jiang Juan, so he gave the car to Ye Shuo and acted as Jiang Juan's driver.

Jiang Juan did not rest for more than ten hours. He closed his eyes and leaned back in the chair to rest.

Que Yan broke the silence in the carriage. "I am now sure that Su Mo is still alive. Huo Yutong is still in contact with her. "

Jiang Juan did not answer, as if what he heard had nothing to do with him.

Que Yan looked at Jiang Juan's expressionless face through the rearview mirror and continued to report in a professional tone, " I don't care what you think in your heart. I just want to reveal this information to you so that you can be mentally prepared in case Su Mo went to find Miss Gu. You don't know. "

"Have you found her whereabouts?" Jiang Juan's emotionless voice finally spoke.

Que Yan answered truthfully, "I have already followed Huo Yutong to investigate. I believe there will be some clues soon. "

"After you find her, bring her to see me. "

"Okay. "

Que Yan heaved a sigh of relief in his heart. Jiang Juan's reaction showed that he did not have any thoughts about Su Mo. Otherwise, he would not have wanted to see her.

Gu Qingyou finally waited until Aunt Shu woke up. She was very happy.

When Aunt Shu saw Gu Qingyou, she wanted to reach out and grab Gu Qingyou's hand but before she could lift it up, it had already fallen down.

Gu Qingyou quickly held Aunt Shu's hand and let Aunt Shu's hand stick tightly to her face. "Don't move. The doctor said that you just finished the surgery and you need to rest well. "

Aunt Shu was very weak. Even her eyes seemed to be forced to open, but she still showed a weak smile on her loving face. "You are here. "

"Yes, sir. "

" I vaguely heard you talking to a young man. You brought your boyfriend here? "

Gu Qingyou nodded. "Yes, I brought my boyfriend here to see you, but he is not here now. He will come tonight. "

"Really?" Aunt Shu could not make any big movements so she could only move the hand that Gu Qingyou was holding.

"Of course it is true. " Gu Qingyou pressed Aunt Shu's hand tightly onto her cheek, letting her body temperature warm Aunt Shu's cold hand. "So you have to get better quickly. If you are so unenergetic like you, you will not be able to see clearly what he looks like. "0

Aunt Shu blinked her eyes. "Of course I will get better. I still have to watch you get married. "

"Okay. "

At this moment, An Yaru echoed from the side, "That's right. Let me tell you, Qingyou's boyfriend is very outstanding. You will definitely praise him endlessly when you see him, so you have to get better quickly. "

"My illness is already incurable, but if I can see Qingyou find happiness that belongs to her when I am alive, I have no regrets. "

Gu Qingyou shook her head hard, "No, you will definitely get better. I will immediately transfer you to a better hospital. There will be a more authoritative doctor to treat your illness and you will gradually recover. "

Aunt Shu wanted to shake her head but did not have the strength. "I don't want you to spend more money. "

An Yaru quickly said on Gu Qingyou's behalf, "You don't need to worry about the money. Qingyou's boyfriend runs a hospital. You go and treat your illness. You don't need to spend money. "

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